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So we back stage not doing anything ddot was on the couch across from the one me Dd and Monica on Moni was next to me they starting to get me mad they actin like they wasn't brothers the other FUCKING day
"So y'all not finna talk" I asked pointing to dd
"Fuck that nigga" Ddot said mugging Dd , yea I'm fkn done I gotta go for I blow I been in the middle of ts for two weeks tryna fix it y'all finna say oh I don't have to be but I care about Dd alot and ddot like a brother to me now Ik they was like a brother to eachother so I'ma make that happen again this is stupid I got my ass up and left with Monica following I felt like I was boutta blow
"You finna be good reem?" She asked me
"Yea I just needa be alone" I told her , she nodded and went back inside a couple seconds she ran back out
"Bro they fighting come on" She yelled , I don't even got the strength to say what I wanna say I felt the anger of all my Dominican abuela's before me ok y'all argued or wtv but y'all got to the point of FIGHTING NOT EVEN ME N NIMANI GOT THERE N WE STOPPED BEING FRIENDS AFTER SHE TALKED SHIT TO ME I ran my ass in the there they got my security holding them they finna hear what I wanna say just not in English 😂
"lo que está mal con yall hombre yall dejar que la mierda littlest separar yall cuando yall era sólo hermanos yall puta pelea infantil porque no quieres decir lo que sientes y dejas que ya culo gordo hermano y hermana intimidar a él y que la charla pedófilo en su padre y no defenderlo HABLARLO FUERA yall saber lo que ion quiere oír de usted o usted hasta que arreglar esta mierda me hizo estresante a cabo y'all blowing mines" I yelled and grabbed Monica hand walking out I Want my daddy bro n I'ma stick to what I say I'ma send my driver to pick up my stuff from Dd n I'm staying at my grandma for a lil I'm sending my driver for my stuff at Monica to y'all blowing mines n I'm done with it
(Translation - what's wrong with yall man yall let the littlest shit separate yall when yall was just brothers yall fucking childish fighting because you don't wanna say how you feel and you let ya fat ass brother and sister bully him and that pedophile talk on his father and not defend him TALK IT OUT yall know what ion want to hear from you or you until you fix this shit made me stressing out)
Y'all might call me this n that I really couldn't care less I grew up Ina house with arguing I'm tired they my heart's ion wanna see them dived for a dumb reason what ever I'ma do to stop it I will well I tried I just can't no more
That night I picked my stuff up from they house in not finna block them or nun just go peacefully
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A month later yes big skip
So it's been a month since I talked to Dd or ddot they tried contacting me alot but I been ghost I haven't talked to anyone but my dad grandma and Monica ofc I haven't been on social media or been out the house much I been focused on my music and family but that changed this afternoon back to earlier
I was home by myself cause my grandma was taking my sister to a doctor I gotta driver for her so she don't gotta worry n also my driver living with us now appointment plus I gotta cook food so yes it's been a while since I been on my phone so I picked it ofc it ringed and it was ddot I haven't been picking up and if I know ddot I know he worried so I picked it up
"Hello?" I asked , why it sound like he crying
"I know you don't wanna talk to me and I'm sorry but please come to da hospital...Dd shot"soon as those words left his mouth tears starting running down my face please please please hold on for me bro I needa talk to you at least one more time , I hopped out my bed fast and threw on dd hoodie with this fit
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I called Cameron and we went down to the car and left to the hospital the whole drive God forgive me I don't pray that much like I used to but I was praying the whole time that he would live and be safe I can't lose no more people I refuse to Monica was spamming my phone to hurry Im really trying
We got there and I hopped out the car and ran almost slipping cause of the rain but I still got inside
"Do you know what room David Reyes in ?" I stuttered to her , she was typing mad slow she finna piss me off
"Are you family?" She asked me
"Are you about to get ya ass beat by a 16 year old" I asked straight facing her, she typed his name and told me room 102 I ran over to it I saw dd passed out the sight of it made me sick to my stomach the room felt heavy when I walked in it was Monica ddot and Dd mom I went over to the side of Dd bed all tears they put his bed a lil high so I laid my head beside him silently praying he was the one who helped me break up with someone I thought I was gonna be forced to be with forever Lord please don't let him die
I was crying but it came to a stop when I felt his arm wrap around my neck
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I leaned my head up lookin at him teary eyed I apologized I dont know why I did but I felt the need to after snapping at him and disappearing
"Don't say that cuz you was right" he told me , I don't know why he meant by that but Ill ask him later I thank God that Dd lived another day don't know why I would do to be honest anyways his mom and Monica came up to his bed side and started talking to him then I looked over to Ddot who was still faced down in his lap come on darrian don't disappoint me I walked over to him and bent down to his level
"Darrian" yea I did pull out the government which I just learned last week 💀ion know why I thought ddot was his real name but he looked up at me avoiding looking in my eyes
"Look at me" I told him n he did
"If there's any time to fix things and explain your feelings or attempt to it's now" I explained to him and got up , a couple seconds later he followed behind me so I got Monica and we went out the room to let them topic she looked like she was boutta faint in that big ass sweater bro 😂
"You good girl?" I asked her 😦she busted out crying this day is just depressing of course I went to comfort her
"What happened you ok" I asked I'ma dumb ass ofc she not she whispered in my ears sum I never thought I would her say until we was adults
