Chapter 6

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I Walk towards him. He turns around and looks in my eyes „let's sit in the living room" he says and points to the sofa with his hand. we sit down on the sofa "I think you've seen Jungkook again, so you're not surprised why you're here" he says but looks to the ground.  Disappointment in his eyes "But where you met him shocked me" I have to explain it to him "dad please that's different than..." he interrupts me "no y/n stop it!  don't lie to me and tell the truth.  why do you work in such a dirty place where there are only weird drunk people?" now he finally looks at me "because I finally want to feel alive!!  I've always been introduced to people by you, even though I want to make friends myself" I say to him "Let me live my own life and have my own experiences.  I'm over 20!" he wants to say something but closes his mouth.  He opened it again "Honey that's not right!  you can't work in some junk heap and ruin our reputation!!  You will later manage a company"I thought he understood me, but he just relates everything back to him and the company.  That was so clear, but I thought he understood.  I knew myself that I would run the company but let me lead my life the way I want to live it "I won't tell your mother because she is already worse" he says "where is she?" I want to see my mother  .  She is my favorite person in this world "In our bedroom" he says and I run straight up the stairs to get to her.  I didn't think about it that much before because I thought it wasn't that bad but I can see from Dad's look that it's getting worse and worse. I see her lying awake in bed.  she looks out the window but when she hears me she looks at me "hey sweetheart, how are you?  come to me" she says and I put myself in her arm "mom are you alright?  how do you feel?  Are you ill?" She smiles at me "No sweetheart I'm alright, just a bit tired" she says and I know for sure she says that just to not make me sad "How's your life going?  are you happy with everything?" of course she asks about my life to distract from her "everything is fine, i'm happy" i don't want to stress her any more so i decided not to say "that's good sweetheart" she says "mom sleep  a little further, I'll call you during the day" I say and give her another hug before walking out of the room and down to dad „Don't say anything to her!" I say to him „Of course not! You will solve this issue and she will never know about that" he says. luckily we agree on that „dad trust me, I never wanted it to end up like this" I say and go out. My life is a disaster and I will fix it. I drive back to my apartment and change into normal clothes. I'm still sick but I feel much better that yesterday. I make myself some tea in the kitchen and lie in my bed for the next few hours.  Today I didn't have a job but I still wanted to go to a club so I got dressed.  A short dress with a large neckline

when i arrived i went to the bar and got drunk there

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when i arrived i went to the bar and got drunk there.  All the disappointment in my father's eyes and then my sick mother. I don't want to see this again. And him. The man I can thank for all this fucked up shit that happened. I want to rip his eyes out that has full darkness in it. I asked the bartender for more shots. I got so drunk I couldn't even stand straight. I wanted to drink away my frustration and all the disappointment. I spent some time on the dance floor and dancing with men until I finally got tired and booked a taxi back to my apartment. when i arrived i gave the driver his tip and tried to get out of the cab.  I managed to get to the elevator just fine until I took off my heels and was barefoot.  I got out of the elevator and the moment I saw the door next to my apartment I was wondering who lived there so I knocked. the door opened and then i saw jungkook in just a towel wrapped around his waist.  wet hair.  serious charisma "Wrong door" he says and I look at him confused "I think I'm in the right place here" I say.  God I'm so drunk „go home y/n" He was about to close the door but I wasn't done with him so I pushed it open.  I ran into his apartment and sat down on his bed "It's so comfortable" he looks at me from the door "What are you doing" then he closes the door "I'm going to change my clothes now and if you don't leave then then  I'll grab you over my shoulder and take you to your apartment myself" he says but before he disappears into the bathroom I walk over to him and look deep into his eyes and then down to his towel "you can change in front of me too. I don't have a problem seeing a little more of you, you're standing almost naked in front of me anyway, so what does it matter a bit more?"I say to him "You're so drunk" I was really drunk and tired so I wanted to go over to the bed and just sleep but my feet gave up.  I would have fallen to the ground but jungkook held me tight.  we're only an inch away before our lips touch "What are you going to do with me?" he says and i could swear he really wanted to find out what i wanted to do to him at that moment but he let go of me and I got back on my feet. after that I ran onto his bed and fell asleep on it






the feeling of how comfortable his bed is for me is not healthy at all.  I could get used to that...

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