~My Hero Academia One-Shots~

~𝐈'𝐦 𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲~

WARNINGS: SUICIDE MENTIONS, SELF HARM, GORE, HOMOPHOBIA, HOMOPHOBIC SLURS, AND SWEARING
Small mention of bakudeku

Izuku wasn't exactly the popular kid in his middle school. He was pretty much quiet and kept to himself. Good student with good grades. Always was on time for school. Never did any drugs of any kind or anything.
Just a simple ordinary kid.
Though he was quite heavily bullied. The bullying all started when he was a kid. When everyone found out he was quirkless. Then as he got older it became a mix of being quirkless and being gay.
There was a time that him and a certain spiked blonde male were boyfriends. It only lasted a month though. This was due to someone at their school catching the two boys kissing one another. The certain spiked blonde male then told the whole school how Izuku forced him to do it. That he wasn't gay.
Which Izuku knew that blonde was heavily gay. Probably more gayer than him actually.
Everyday was a struggle. Getting out of bed was a struggle because what was the point? When he went to school he would get beaten up and insulted all the time. When he was home he never got any of that.
He lived in a pretty peaceful home with a sweet and loving mother. She was always concerned when she saw all the bruises and cuts on his face from school. He just told her that he had a hard fall coming home. She would just nod in response and help clean him up.
His mother probably knew he was lying through his teeth. Just didn't want to say anything about it.

"Ew look! It's the faggot!" One student in Izuku's class said as he pointed right at the greenette.
Soon students began to laugh with him. Though a certain blonde kept quiet. He just had his arms crossed with an angry expression. Like always. He looked over at Izuku seeing he had buried his face right into his arms. He knew that Izuku did that to hide from things. He always did that even as a kid. It was just how he was.
"Bakugo! Are you listening?!" A voice shouted that made Bakugo come back to the real world. "What?" He said with a small growl.
"I told you a joke and you didn't even listen to it and laugh!"
"Maybe I didn't listen or laugh because it was a shitty joke." He stated harshly. He always was a pretty harsh guy. It simply was just who he was. He got it from his mother. The harsh and angry attitude.
Soon it was the next day and he noticed a certain missing greenette. He wasn't at school which was odd since Izuku would NEVER miss school. Even when he was sick.
Now he knew something was heavily wrong. He knew deep in his gut something was wrong. But he shook it off as nothing.
Though that deep gut feeling kept getting worse and worse till he simply left the school to go to Izuku's home. Once he arrived he saw no car. His mother wasn't home. He quickly went inside the small home and it was silent.
Bakugo gulped nervously. Something was wrong. He was getting goosebumps now. He slowly went to Izuku's room. He knew where it was. This was the same home him and the greenette hang out at when they were kids. Even when they were dating and had sleepovers to cuddle one another.
Bakugo turned the knob on the door and slowly walked in. He was horrified with what he saw next.
It was Izuku on the floor...with a gun next to him. He had shot himself in the head. The blonde felt his own legs move as he ran over to his side. "Deku! Deku! No No No! You are okay! This is all a bad dream!" He shouted as he began to sob loudly. "Please! This isn't real!" He shouted louder with a shaky voice. He stared down at the his lifeless green eyes. The lost of color on his face.
This was all his fault. He couldn't save the greenette. He was dead because of him. He was no hero.

Soon he was at Izuku's funeral. He looked over to see his mother crying. She had been crying since he was pronounced dead. She looked pale with dark bags under her eyes. It seemed she hasn't slept. The blonde looked away and stared at the gravestone in silence. This was all his fault.
Over the next few days he always went to his grave. Try taking to him and pretending that Izuku would respond back in some way. Which never happened.
Soon it was announced that Izuku's mother had committed suicide and was self harming due to the lost of her child.
He blamed himself for that one too. None of this would have happened if he didn't bully Izuku. If he didn't have anyone bully him at all.
Next Bakugo began self harming. Carving words into his arms. Insults towards himself. He felt he deserved it in some sense.
Soon the next few months he became heavily suicidal till one day no one was home with him. He was alone. It was a weekend where his parents went out to do something. He forgot what exactly. He zoned out when they told him where they were going.
Now it was his time. His time to go. To finally see Izuku and apologize for everything. That Izuku didn't deserve any of it. He deserved a good life and deserved to life. Bakugo felt he himself didn't deserve to live.
The blonde sat down at his desk and began to write on a piece of paper. Once he was finally done writing he grabbed a gun. A gun his mother kept in her room just in case a intruder came inside of their home.
"I'm sorry Izuku..." he said softly as he put the gun to his head. He pulled the trigger and everything went dark.
Soon his parents came home to a dead Bakugo. His mother cried and sobbed near his body as his father called for an ambulance. Soon he found the letter that Bakugo had wrote.
It said:
"Mom. Dad. I know you will probably be reading this and if that is true then I am sorry. I am sorry for doing this to you guys but I simply couldn't live with what I have done to Izuku. I had bullied him and others have to. Him and I have dated and when people found out I said that Izuku had forced me to. Which was wrong. I caused pain on him. I was the one who caused all of this. He killed himself cause of me. I couldn't live with the fact that his mother also killed herself to be with him. I was the cause for their deaths. So I deserve to die. Plus I miss Izuku. I can't live without him you could say. I love him. I miss him. I want to tell him I'm sorry for everything I did to him. Please don't cry over my death. I don't deserve pity. I deserve the worse shit possible to myself. I love you mom and dad"

-Your son Katsuki Bakugo