His and only his

5 - Tears of joy.

🫀- Yvette
Tw! Mentions of rape, and self harm

I woke up, in Jonahs arms. I looked up at him. He was looking at me. He looked so worried.

"Jonah." I whispered. He sat me up and help me close. "We got him Yvette.. we got him." I started to cry. Both tears of joy and tears of sadness. I was ready to tell him everything.

"Jonah. I'm ready to tell you"

He helped me sit up. I was next to him.
"My.." I looked away, and took a deep breathe. "My whole life my dad has beat me. My mom is never there." I sighed " It's always me and him. And when I was younger we would play this game, It was called 'touch but don't tell' and he would.." My voice broke. "He would do things. And I thought it was fine until I turned 10.. that's when I started my period." I took a deep breath.

Jonah help my hand. It made me feel safe

"When I turned ten.. I started having.." I paused. "Releases, I guess I'll call it that.. anyway, it was more pleasing for him. A-and it was pleasing for me. And I hate that.. because I didn't like it." I paused and looked at him

"Yvette, it is perfectly normal to feel pleasure, especially in that area. You can't help it. Which sucks when you don't want it." He gripped my hand.

"B-but I feel so guilty.. and he.. he called me a whore, and he always said 'you dirty slut, feeling pleasure even though I'm your dad'.. and he always shamed me for it."

I laid my head on Jonahs shoulder, and we sat in silence for a long time.

"He is a dickhead. He knew you would feel pleasure and he just wanted to make you feel bad about yourself." He said wrapping his arm around my waist.

"I know. It still hurts though" I. Say. "I know Yvette.. I know" He replies.

"Also when I was 10 I tried to kill myself.. and he stopped me and said he would never let me leave.. ever since then I've been cutting myself.."

I raised my sleeve and tons of cuts and scars were revealed.
Jonah pulled me onto his lap and hugged me "Do you still do it?"

I nodded. He started to rub my back, "well please stop. There are so many other things you can do.. and I know it's addicting and I know it's hard to stop but anytime you ever think about doing it call me. Or talk to me. Please."

"Okay.." I said quietly, I hugged him tightly and we sat there for a long time.

"You also probably wanna put clothes on." He said

I looked down and realized I was still in my bra and underwear. I got up and looked back at him. He was looking away.

I went to his closet and grabbed what I could find. And it was just an oversized T-shirt. Nothing else. That's good enough.

I slipped it on and walked over to him. He looked at me "do you need me to wash your underwear? I noticed earlier there was a wet spot. And I felt it aswell."

I immediately felt embarrassed, I looked away. I could feel myself blushing.

"No need to bee embarrassed Yvette, it happens to everyone"
He smiled. "I would never judge you. I just wanted to make sure you were comfortable."

He is so respectful. "Yes you can wash them." I said.

He nodded, a few minutes had passed and I just sat there staring at him.

"Yvette? Are you going to take them off?"

I shook my head.

"But you want me to wash them?" He seemed confused

I nodded.

A few more minutes had passed. "Fine then" He stood up and held my waist, sliding them off for me. "Sit on the bed, I'll be back." A chill ran down my spine and I was blushing hard.

I didn't think he would actually do that. It didn't scare me though. He came back In a few minutes later. "They're in the wash. Also sorry about that. Did it trigger you?"

"No. When you did it i-.." I trailed off "nevermind"

He nodded, and walked into the kitchen "come on, let's get you something to eat.
I stood up and followed him.

"Do you like sushi?" He asked.

"Yes."

"Perfect"

He went into the fridge and took out a container with sushi in it. He walked over to me "sit" 
He said, as he sat down.

I sat next to him.

A/N: I think I'm going to keep it in Yvettes POV For the whole story. Unless I change my mind. Also I got bored so the part ends here :)

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