Hyungs...Am I Really Your Brother? [A BTS FF]

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Seokjin sighed heavily as he watched his little brother Yoongi cry in front of him. He knew he had gone too far with his scolding and the slap, but he couldn't help it. Yoongi had been so stubborn and irresponsible lately, and Seokjin had reached his limit.

But now, as Yoongi sobbed uncontrollably, Seokjin felt a pang of guilt in his heart. He couldn't stand to see Yoongi so upset, especially when it was his fault. So, he took a deep breath and quickly reached out to him.

-Hey, hey, it's okay," Seokjin said softly as he pulled Yoongi into a hug. "I'm sorry for getting angry, okay? I didn't mean to hurt you like that....Sssh...don't cry my love...I'm really sorry ok?"

Yoongi buried his face into Seokjin's chest and continued to cry, but he also nodded in agreement. Seokjin held onto Yoongi for a while longer, letting him cry and releasing his own feelings of guilt and regret. But eventually, he pulled away and looked at Yoongi with a soft expression.

Jin: Listen to me, bubba! I know it's not easy for you to understand my actions, but I want you to know that I didn't mean to hurt you. I was just caught up in the heat of the moment and reacted without thinking. I'm sorry if it came across as a punishment or humiliation. That was not my intention."

He said wiping his brother's tears with thumbs gently, "I want you to know that I'm here for you, Yoongi. I'm sorry for making you feel embarrassed and humiliated. I will make it up to you, I promise."

Yoongi looked up at Seokjin, searching for any signs of insincerity. When he found none, he let out a small sigh of his own. "I believe you, hyung. But it still hurts. And now, I feel like the others are judging me for what happened."

Seokjin tightened his grip on Yoongi's shoulder. "No one is judging you, Yoongi. We all know that you have a right to your opinions and feelings. But we're a family, and we can't let our disagreements get in the way of that. We need to find a way to work together and overcome these issues, rather than fighting amongst ourselves...didn't' I taught you better, hmm?"

Yoongi nodded slowly, taking in Seokjin's words. "You did hyung! But it's hard when it feels like we're constantly fighting an uphill battle against our dad. I just wish he would listen to us and see things from our perspective... I just couldn't take it anymore. It's been building up inside me for so long. I didn't mean to embarrass you in front of him. I would never!"

Seokjin nodded. "I understand that, Yoongi. But you have to find a better way to express your feelings. And I'm sorry for slapping you. I should have handled the situation differently. I was just so frustrated and angry that you spoke out of turn like that."

Yoongi: I understand that, Seokjin hyung. But you have to understand too how much it hurts to see him acting as if he cares now when he didn't before. He ignored us and always left us to struggle on our own throughout our life. And now he wants us to forget that and believe that he seriously cares!?'

Seokjin nodded sympathetically. "I know, Yoongi. But sometimes, we can't change people's minds, no matter how hard we try. All we can do is stay true to ourselves and do what we think is right. And we have each other for support, no matter what happens.'

Yoongi: Well, I can't just sweep everything under the rug just like that. I hate that man and everything related to him, no matter what it is or whoever it will be!" Yoongi said, his voice shaking slightly.

Seokjin nodded understandingly. "Yoongi! We all know...It's not easy, and it's not something that we have to do right away. But we can't let our anger and bitterness controls us. It's not healthy or productive, hmm?'

Seokjin reached his hand up and gently wiped away the tears that were still streaming down Yoongi's face and caressed the place he hit earlier, his touch tender and comforting.