Obsession

Return to liverpool

Sitting on the couch with a fresh cuppa tea and digestives to dip in I remembered I still had to speak to mum about coming home digging out my phone I dialled mums home on the 3rd ring my dad answered with a groggy voice that was so unlike him "hello" "dad is that you, are you ok you sound really wrecked what's wrong" I could here the relief in his voice and that worried me all the more "baby girl, I am so glad you rang when am I gonna see my little princess " I took a deep breath " about that daddy I am coming home to visit tomorrow, Ged is opening his night club in town so me and Jen are going to the opening evening but I'm not staying at home he is putting us up in a hotel above the club but I was thinking maybe mum can do a roast on Sunday and I invite Jen over or dinner" I rambled so he wouldn't notice my nervousness I really didn't want him to question me not staying home and I hated not being able to tell him about the baby, but to my surprise he changed the subject completely"Kate is everything ok with you hunny,there have Been a few phone calls people ringing looking for you" my heart sank,but he carried on "and one guy has called more than others he said you and him are together and that he was worried then his messages got a but more intense making threats" my stomach got tight and my voice got stuck in my throut, why couldnt he just leave me the fuck alone "kate you still there sweetheart" my dads voce came over the line forcing the lump out of my throut i tried not to woory him but he needed to be on guard just incase kieran turned up "dad we are not together we went out a few times and he got way to clingy really not my type at all if he rings again just make up some excuse, i am sure he will get the hint and move on soon once he loses interest" i knew my voice wasnt really steady and sure dad heard it to "are you sure evrything is ok hunny" trying to reasure him a gave a weak laugh "daddy everything is fine, just clingy men who cant take the hint" then laughed again just to make my point "i will be home tomorrow dad and call in depending on the time if not i will be there on sunday for dinner, love you" and then hung up before i lost my nerves and gave in to the tears that were threatening to fall, why couldnt he just leave me alone now he has my parents worried to. setting my alamrn for 7.30am i climbed in to bet and let the tears fall muttering to myself about stupid hormones.
after hitting the snooze button for the 4th time, i dragged myself from the bed and grabbed my phone of the night stand to check the time 8.10am after my 2nd coffee feeling more awake i showered and dressed then waited for jenny and james turn up bags already waiting by my front door.
"kate come on chick open the door, were already running late" jenny shouted through my letter box,while banging 7 kinds of sundays out my door.
as i blinked my eyes open i realised i must have falling asleep while waiting for her, while puhing myself up off the couchand walking down the hall way talking as i opened the door "jen i am so sorry i must of dozed while waiting" i yawned god i am tired "weres james" "he couldn't make it he has an emergancy in work and got called in said he would try follow us down tomorrow if he can't then wants us to have a good time, so up to now we aqre having a girly weekend. taxis outside lets get ya bags in".
after locking up my door and putting my bags in the boot we both climbed inside "trainstation please mate"jenny shouted over to the driver, over the loud music of her mobile phone ringing "hey ged,erm ya we are leaving now james cant come he's been called in to work said he will try make it for the opening tomorrow" pause "no ged we are just gonna get the train"another pause i hate one sided conversations, jen rolled her eyes "ged i know you would of got us a lift but where more than capable of getting the train" i just sat giggling as i imagined ged having a hissy fit over us getting the train and not letting him know" jen broke through my musing "ok ged its a straight run no stop offs we should be in limestreet around 12.30, we can meet you at the apartment there are always loads of taxis out side, ok ok ok if you insist on getting us picked up then cool, i will phone you when we get close, love you see ya soon bro"then she hung up.
climbing from the taxi we claimed are bags from the boot and wheeled them as fast as we could through the trainstation as are train was due to leave at 11.15 so that gave us 5minutes to make it, boarding the train we just made it to are seats as the doors closed to let us know we were ready to depart.
i couldnt stop the thoughts of how this journey was so much differant from the last time i was sat on a train, coming from london and the change of circumstances within the last 3months,only this trip didnt include broken bones and wouldnt last aslong plus wouldnt have to worry about people stiring "hey k whats up, your in abit of a trace there an looking alittle pale" i turned and looked at jen trying to hold the tears back why the fuck do i have shity bad luck "sorry jen i am just thinking of the last time i was on a train and how bad shit had been back then i dont mean to put a downer on our trip" she looked back at me with sypathetic eyes like she understood my pain "shit k i didnt even think if id of know it would of effected you i would of made sure ged came and got us" i sighed "its ok jen its just these stupid hormones 54minutes we will be in liverpool living the high life" i smiled, trying to lighten the mood i pulled out my phone and went though the play list selecting gangham style as it blasted out of my portable speakers, jenny burst out laughing while people around either sent funny looks or where amused, we both laughed singing along with the music which always seemed to make any unsettling situation vanish as i was swept away and i could get lost init.
as we reached st helens jen pulled her phone from her bag and dialed ged to let him know we were 6 stops away till we rolled into limestreet "ged were just going past st helens now comjing up to prescot 5 more stops then we will be in limestreetbut its a straight run so we wont be stopping off anywhere we will be there in about 15minutes, what i cant hear ya, your breaking up, hellllllooooooo "she turned to scowling "fucken stupid reception"throwing the phone a dirty look i just sat there and giggled phone reception on trains really was shit. suddenly my giggles stalled as the most sexyiest voice came over the phone that sent shivers down my spine made my toes curl and heat pool at my core "jen........mouth........swearing.........slap" jen just rolled her eyes at the phone then hung up on ged hoping he got the message to send someone to pick us up, me on the other hand was trying to get my head on straight what the fuck is wrong with me since when did i get turned on by the sound of geds voice, well ok he was always a good looking guy and if i'm really honest he was my teenage crush when i was younger i use to tell jen what one day i would marry him and would be real sisters and if i couldnt marry him i would find a boyfriend who looked just like him, but that was when we were kids and it was never like the feeling i was feeling now and i had only heard his voice, not even clearer eaither shaking my head i pulled myself back to the here and now and looked around we were just pulling into limestreet."you ok" jen looked at me with woory in her eyes "you still thinking of all that shitabout being on a train last time" i just shrugged my shoulders there was no was i was telling jen that for the brief moment i heard her brothers voice it turned me on beyond anything else no not happening no way i was gonna tell jen that best keep that to myself .
Grabbing are bags we made are way to the doors stepping off i got a sence of being home i realised how much i missed it here, jen dropped her bags on the side of the platform and took off running squealing all the way i looked down at her bags then followed her feet with my eyes till they disappeared as she jumped in the air and wrapped then around the waist of a man who i couldn't see as her head blocked my view, his arms instantly wound around her strong muscular arms and hands big working firm lovely hands imaging what those hands could on certain parts of my body ,what shit now i am fantasising about hands giving my self a mental slap on the fod. i didn't notice them approach to busy mentally slapping myself silly but when i raised my head my eyes connected with the deepest bluest eyes I have ever seen, no correction I knew exactly who's eyes they were and I had seen them most nights in my dreams for years ged, my knees gave a little shake my heart felt like it was gonna pop right out my chest and heat travelled right to my core in an instance that had me squirming "look at you little Katie all grown up" his voice was smooth and sensual as my knees buckled slightly I caught myself with a quick step to gain balance but he kept my eyes captured "hi ged" I mumbled then suddenly like a cold bucket of water had been poured all over me caught what he said "little Katie" shit he still see me as a kid that little fraze gave me the strength I needed to brake the spell he had on me and I dropped my eyes to the floor.
Jen grabbed her bag and pushed her other in to ged with one of mine "nice one sis" I heard him grumble playfully, i could still feel his gaze locked on me.
I grabbed my trolley case and started pulling it along after Jen, to busy looking at the floor trying to get my bearings and hormones in check,
I missed the post that magically appeared out of nowhere in my path and walked smack bang in to it banging my head and making me stumble "shit who put that there " I heard my self say then heard a throaty chuckle behind me, as much as it was sexy as hell there was no way I was letting it slide, I spun on my feet and glared right at him, as I watched his eyes change from amusement to desire in 0.2 seconds and that made me glare at him even more. Damn he is sexy "don't laugh" I chastised and watched as the corner of his mouth twitch upwards like he was trying really hard to contain his laughter. Turning from him I studied the magic post deciding to take frustration out on that and ignore the man behind me giving the post my best glare hoping it had more effect on it than the bastard standing behind me, I kicked it the mean post didn't even budge while I hopped around like a frog on fire cause my sore foot was in so much pain.
The sound behind me brought me to a complete stop not sure if it was shock cause the sound behind me was no longer a chuckle it was a full on head thrown back tear streaming belly laugh, fucker so I narrowed my eyes and pouted at him, him not even giving the cutesy to pretend he was worried about my sore foot, he just carried on laughing, picking my bag back up I moved around the post which seemed to be laughing right along with him I am sure he even patted it on his way past as if giving it his approval for causing my poor foot pain.
I stalked after Jenny .