Not so innocent

tuesday, December 22,

Dear dairy,
I've been waiting for this week for the LONGEST time, today me and the group go to the cabin up in the woods to stay for the break. Well the group and nex and abby. I don't know why they are coming along but they are. And I was kind of thinking about not coming to the cabin because of the recent murders in the area but I still went, like after an asshole highschool girl DEFINITELY doesn't die when going to a cabin deep in the woods with murder reports around it. It's Never happened in real life or fiction. I was sitting in the sitting lounge in the cabin for the first time. The floor and wall were made of wood and there were large wooden pillars going up to the roof by the fireplace. The windows allowed the place to be completely lit up by the outside. There was a distinct misty smell of pine that filled the air. I was relaxing, taking in the calmingness of the cabin when my chad came in carrying our stuff. His blond hair swept over his brown eyes. He wore his football letterman jacket over a plain white tee with some jeans. Then ABBY walked over to him, that fucking bitch is trying to steal MY man.
" Hey Chad, have you seen nex?" Abby asks him. I glare at her from across the room.
"No, I haven't seen her," Chad responds. I quickly stand up and storm over to the two of them. I put my arm around Chad's arm and I glared at abby.
" back off chad bitch" i demand
" I wasn't trying to get with your boyfriend Rebecca," Abby argues back. "I have a girlfriend already" i roll my eyes at her, that shits weird
"Well I bet she isn't even going to come" I snarkily remark. but unfortunately nex walks in with her bag, she has put her hair in messy space buns, her bangs flow along her face shape. She wore a spiy "choer" bassicalyu a fucing collar. With a baggy sweater tucking into a flowy skirt with ripped tights and buckle platforms . She walked up to me, towering over me with her weird ass long legs.
" I'm actually here," she corrected smugly. I direct my glare to her. She smiles smugly and she puts her area around the baby. I roll my eyes at them
"You really are fucking annoying arent you" i say to her " and when are you going to change the horrendous name" nex scoffs my comment
" there isn't anything bad about my name" nex argued, her face scrunched up as she stared at me.
" nothing wrong with it? Are you fucking joking, it a BOYS name!" I stated, nex rolls her eyes at me.
" you better stop rolling your fucking eyes when im telling the truth" i remarked staring ar her " you have no fucking right to roll your eyes at ME with that stupid ass name. But i guess it does match you" i smirk at her as i can see the anger rise in her pale blue eyes like a storm coming up on calm waters
" what the fuck is that suppose to mean?!" she shouts, stepping toward me threatenly.
" on my god are you that fucking slow? Do I need to spell it out for you like you're a damn toddler?" i smirk " im saying your name is stupid just like how you're stupid" the anger in nex raised.
" oh really?" she smirks " i'm the stupid one? The last time i recall you were the one that was failing and I had honors" my jaw drops from the fucking adacity of this bitch.
" oh like you even know how to dress like a person" I angrily mumble.
" oh speak up" nex smiles smugly " i can't hear you"
" I FUCKING SAID YOU DRESS LIKE A DUMBASS WITH THAT SILLY ASS COLLAR" i shout at nex " DID YOU HEAR THAT?" nex starts to laugh at me, I step toward her threateningly but she just laughs more. I was about to say something but she turned away with abby.
"rude " I mumble, I take a breath and turn to Chad who is struggling to carry out things.
" Oh Chad, where is our room? I want to take a nap" I groan walking toward him, i notice the nervous change in his expression when i saw that
" What's wrong chad?" I asked him. Chad stands up and looks to the side avoiding eye contact.
" uh actually we have separate rooms " chad stutters out " but their right next to each other"
" BUT CHAD, you said we would share a room!" i say
" I know but my mom wants me to sleep sepr-" Chad starts but I storm off as he talks, I storm off into the kitchen where nex and Abby are sitting at the dining table together, next has her arm around Abby and they are holding hands. I scoff, staring at the distuced. Nex notices me staring at them.
" what the fuck are you staring at" nex angerliy question
"That fucking unatral" i say to them. Nex stands up angrily right as she was about to say something Abby grabs her hand. Her chocolate brown hair pulled into short twin braids. She wore a sweater with a mini skirt that's showed off her chubbiness and ripped black tights
"Hey its not worth "she says to nex attempting to calm her down
"Oh shut up,fatty," I said to Abby, smirking. I can see the hurt in her eyes and the anger rise more and more in nex. Nex threanthly walked toward me but abby grabbed her hand,
"Let's just go,"she quietly mumbles. Nex puts her arm around Abby and they walk out of the kitchen. I roll my eyes and I look out the window to the forest surroundings. The large pine trees stretch to the sky, the snow showering the ground making a layer of white powder on the ground. Then I noticed someone in the forest, they wore a black sweatshirt with black pants and a plain white mask. They carried a bag with them. I decide to ignore them then Felicity walks into the kitchen. I look over to her, her bleach blonde hair in a low ponytail, her freckles spread across her face, she wears a sports bra and leggings.
" oh hey rebecca" she says gleefully.
" hey felicity" i say happily, i hate this bitch
" how are you doing?" felicity asks with a smile on her face
"Oh im good" i happily responded " how are you doing?"
" I'm good, it's been a while since we talked, has it?" felicity smiles
" oh yeah a long time, its kinda sad we should hang out more often" i say
"Yeah we should" felicity says " well ima go on a run, byee" felicity says as she leaves the kitchen. God that bitch is so fucking annoying, why is she always so happy. It's stupid.
Later on in the day everyone is sitting in the living room together watching a tv show. I was snuggled up with Chad and Josh was sitting on the chair next to the couch, his dark hair slicked back, his green forest eyes glinting in the firelight. Abby and nex were sitting on the ground next to the fireplace abby resting on nex. Felicity was on the other couch, her bleach blonde hair in a low ponytail, her freckles spread across her face. The episode of the show we were watching ends and the room fills with silence beside the sound of the fire flickering.
"So..what are we doing tomorrow?" Felicity questions looking at the rest of us while we stay silent.
"Well we can play some board games" chads suggests " it's supposed to be in the negative tens anyway so it might be nice and cozy" i smiles and cuddles up closer to him.
"That sounds like a great idea babe '' I agree with him. Everyone silently nods their head agreeing with the plan. So since we had plans for tomorrow felicity, nex and abby head off to bed
Chad starts to stand up and he kisses my cheek.
" i'm going to head to bed too, love you babe" he says while he walks away
" Love you too," I say before he goes up the stairs.
"You two seem to be doing good "josh points out
" we're ok i guess.." I mumble " why?"
" Just wondering," he smirks, " just oK?'
" yeah..why, you miss me?" i question josh smile and looks away
"Maybe" he says
" well i'm not getting with you, im above cheating" i say to him
"You weren't above cheating while we were dating" josh mentions. I scoff and I look at him making eye contact with him. I stare deep into his beautiful emerald eyes. I smile at him.
" Well maybe I might think about it, " I say smiling. " but i'm going to bed now" i stand up but before i walk away i kiss josh on the cheek and i go to bed