Something so magic about you [Aguni oneshots]

Part 2: Don't ever tame your demons, but always keep them on a leash

'So, you're also part of the board of executives?'

'You know that already.'

'Yes, but my mother always said it's important for men to have their fair share of the conversation and I have been talking for the last fifteen minutes.'

Aguni wasn't sure how to feel about that comment, wasn't sure he liked the spark of mischief appearing on your big eyes or the way one corner of your lips curved into a half smile, as if you knew a joke you were not sharing. He was sure he enjoyed your presence, however.

You had become close. Or closer, at least, looking for each other in crowds, sharing a drink after coming from a game. You, with a sly smile every time you saw him walking in your direction. You, searching for him but pretending, when you finally found him, that your encounter had been nothing but a matter of chance.

You were becoming more and more popular within The Beach, making friends here and there, helping those who needed it, defending the weak from the strong - rumor was that nobody died in games with you, because you refused to leave anyone behind.

Aguni wouldn't know, as you had not shared any more games together, but he counted himself among those fascinated by you.

'How many days do you have left in your visa?'

'One. I have to go play tomorrow.' You responded, your smile suddenly strained, neck muscles standing out from the tension. Nobody would have noticed, but he was observing intently.

'Why do you always do that? Wait until you've ran out of days?'

'I would be angry if I died while I still had, for example, three days left to live.'

He listened, knowing you were not done, because you were frowning and had your lips parted. As you did when you were searching for the right words to express yourself.

'Also, it's not as easy for me as it is for you. We can't just shoot everyone. They don't allow the rest of us to have guns. It's scary, and nerve-racking.' You swallowed, hard.

This was the most vulnerable Aguni had ever seen you.

'It doesn't seem like that. You always look so calm and collected, trying to talk to the other players and make things easier for them.'

'I'm good at pretending. What can I say? I should have been an actress or something of the sort.'

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You were already waiting by the car that would take you to the game arena, engaged in conversation with a young man and an older woman, only your fidgeting with the sleeve of your jacket revealing how terrified you actually were.

Aguni walked towards you, not wanting to interrupt. But, there was nothing he could do about the expression of fear suddenly appearing in your new friends' faces.

You turned, most likely looking for a reason to explain their sudden mood change. You looked surprised, and puzzled, when you saw him. 'What are you doing here?'

'I hoped to make things, what was it...? Less scary. Less nerve-racking.'

The smile you directed at him made him glad he had decided to join your game. He would join every single one of them, from now on, if only he could see it again.

'If you scare the others I'll kill you.' You said nevertheless, pointing an accusatory finger at him.

'There's not much I can do...' He lifted both arms, palms directed towards you, a gesture indicating his innocence. He was also smiling.