One thing - (Law And Order OneShots)

My Worst Fear Part 1

Suddenly Fin came and break the silence.

"We got the car number, Liv you stay here with Amanda. You can't go out it's to personal." Fin told he was correct but, a mom is a mom.

"Are you crazy Fin? That is my son and Amanda girls." Liv yelled as Amanda and I stood up.

"No, it's to personal. You all three know that the most." He told and rushed out with his team. Amanda looked at me.

"I can't breathe!... I can't breathe." Amanda yelled trough breath.

"Amanda!" Liv yelled I nodded, I rushed to Amanda.

I embraced her, but she was still breathing hard. Liv came and told her to breath slowly...

Olivia Pov

"Amanda, slowly. In and out." I told as I watched my best friend.

"Slowly Amanda, you got this." Sonny told doing the breathing with me.

"Billie...Jesse....I" she yelled trough breaths

"Amanda, listen to your breathing. In slowly with your nose, out with your mouth." I told her gently. I understood completely her girls is missing, she is pregnant her hormones are crazy, I just didn't want her to put more stress on the baby.

Amanda looked at Sonny, he breathing with her. Her breathing got better, and more stable. When Sonny embraced her, she cried. I gently look at her.

"Sonny I can't loose them." She cried I felt the same with Noah, luckily Noah is 12. He knows what is right and wrong. Jesse is 9, Billie is 6. Jesse knows a little more then Billie.

Billie is actually the most critical one right now, since smaller kids can easily upset the kidnapper's. I just kept it quiet but, inside I knew Amanda and Sonny knew that as well.

"Amanda, we will find all three of them." Sonny told as Amanda looked at me.

"Noah?" She told and I sit next to her on the floor.

"I know." I told her as tears run down.

"How are you handling this better then I am?" She asked me I smiled at her.

"Manda, cause your pregnant. It's understandable, please don't put more stress on the little one. Believe me, so far Fin has been texting me. They found a leet, unfortunately the car has nobody in, but they saw a witness looking trough her window she called 9-1-1."

"Billie, she is the smallest. Doesn't that make her more critical?" Amanda asked me out of the blue. She knows.

"Unfortunately yes, but it's Billie we are talking about. She has her sister with her." I told not even knowing that, just wanted Amanda to calm.

Amanda stood up and paved herself up and down.

Suddenly she walked out as we followed she walked into the integration room, and we waited outside to see her trough the window. She went strait and sit and cried on the table. Sonny and I looked at each.

"Liv, she is almost 7 months. Can she go into early labor with the stress?" He asked me and I sigh and look at him. "Yes, Sonny it can happen." Suddenly I got a call from Fin, I put in ons speaker.

"Fin your on speaker, what is happening?" I asked and kept my eyes on Amanda, still in the room.

"We found Billie 's scarf and Noah shoes."

"Where Fin?" Sonny asked him.

"In the park. Bloodhounds are searching." He told as Sonny walked in with Amanda "Is Amanda there?" He asked again.

"No, she is in the integration room. With Sonny now."

"Good, Liv. I don't know what happened to Jesse but,..."

"Fin what is it?" I yelled at him.

"She has lost a lot of blood. I'll send you a photo." He told and laid off. I looked at the room and saw Amanda and Sonny embracing each.

"How am I telling Amanda." I told as I saw the photo. I gasped in shock. A puddle of blood on the scarf. Was she keeping pressure on herself? She is 9, how does she know that?

I watched Amanda, I knew I couldn't keep this to her. I took a few deep breaths and look at her. She is losing it, I am too since Noah grandma's problem. I was there, he was only 5. I was on the point on breaking. Now I'm keeping myself strong, later I'll break.

I took a deep breath and count till 10, I walked in.

Fin Pov

I arrived at the precinct, I rushed up. I looked for Liv, then I walked to the integration room. I stopped as I saw Liv talking to Amanda, I saw Amanda break. I put the sound on.

"Jesse is bleeding a lot." She told, I turned it off, I couldn't. I saw Amanda falling in Sonny arms she started to hyperventilate under stress, I knew she was screaming I could see it. I looked down, wanting to scream.

I heard my phone went off. One of my crew Muncy.

"Fin! We found Jesse, she is alive but, barley breathing. They are rushing her to hospital. Mercy. It doesn't look good. We are still searching."

"The bleeding?"

"Her head, looks like a head trauma, like a hit. Good luck. She laid off I rushed in.

"They found Jesse!" I yelled rushing in as I saw Amanda.

"Is she alive?" Amanda yelled

"She is, at Mercy." I told and looked at Liv, she saw my face, as Amanda and Sonny ran out.

"It's not good Liv." I told as we rushed out.

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