1D Imagines and OneShots (ON HOLD)

Zouis - Don't do this

A/N: Zouis one shot!! Hope you like it! If you guys don't like cutting scenes, you can leave.

Stay gorgeous and beautiful

-Angie

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Zouis - Don't do this

Zayn's P.O.V

No, I couldn't do this anymore. I couldn't take all this hate. I thought our 'so-called' fans have supported mine and Louis' relationship, but no, they had to send me some hate over twitter. I got nasty comments like, 'You and Louis don't belong together' and 'Louis deserves someone better than you'. There's more, but I prefer not to say. I don't belong in this world. I just wanna die already, and then the world will be much better without me. Tears were starting to form in my eyes. I felt very weak and I couldn't deal with this pain and suffering. I was curled up in a ball on the couch, tears now falling down my cheeks, sobbing so loud.

I got off the couch and went over to mine and Louis' room and got out a pen and paper. I decided to write a letter to Louis, saying that I will be gone. I picked up the pen and started writing on the paper, trying to steady my hand so I can write.

(A/N: I suck at writing these types of letters! I'm sorry if it's a bit short!

:()

'Dear: Louis,

Once you you read this, I'll probably be dead. I just wanted to say that I love you so much, and that you'll always be in my heart. I'll miss your cute personality, our dates, our cuddles, kisses, and many more things that have happened between us. You and the lads will have a perfect future and will become more successful throughout your whole life. Again, I love you so much and I'll miss you so dearly. I hope to see you soon in heaven.

-Zayn xx'

Once I'm done with the letter, I folded it and wrote Louis' name on the front. I placed it on the side table and then headed to the bathroom an closed the door, but leaving it unlocked. I looked at myself in the mirror.

"You have to die now. You don't belong here." I said to my reflection.

I opened the bathroom cupboard and found the razor, sitting on the top shelf. I grabbed it and placed it near my wrist. Once I felt the metal blade touch my skin, I felt the pain coming on. I turned on the razor, and the blade was cutting into my skin. I felt the adrenaline rush through my system. I removed the blade and started on a new spot to cut. I placed it next to my new cut and felt the blade cut my skin. My hands were shaking and I didn't know I cut too deep. I started to get dizzy and I fell to the floor.

"Bye, Lou." I whispered, before darkness took over.

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Louis' P.O.V

I just came back from grocery shopping with the other lads, except Zayn because he wasn't feeling too well, for some reason.

Just one thing I need to say is: 'Never go grocery shopping with Niall.' I mean, he literally gets nearly everything off the shelf. God, that boy can eat a lot.

I placed the grocery bags on the kitchen bench and was now walking in the flat, looking for Zayn.

"Zayn?" I called out, as I headed to the living room.

He's not there. I headed to the kitchen and he still wasn't there. I then headed to the backyard, and he wasn't there.

"Zayn?!" I yelled, worriedly.

God, he's starting to scare me now. Where could he be? Then I remembered I haven't to our bedroom yet. I went to the door, and opened it, seeing Zayn nowhere in sight.