I can't take it - Louis (AU)

487 5 0
                                    

A/N: Hey, guys! You might be hating me for not updating, but my teachers gave me homework to do on my 2 week break. Please forgive me! Off that topic, I asked you all to send me some requests and I got one! This one was requested by @dominican1Dlover.

Request: How about 1D suicide you/him commit suicide:)

I hope you enjoy it! Love you, my lucky duckies!

-Angie (BTW, this is an AU one, so Louis is not famous here)

----------------------------

(Your P.O.V)

I couldn't take all this pain. The name-calling, the rude texts I received on my phone, the stuff that these people put up of me online (Facebook, Twitter etc.) I can't take it!! I just wanted to die.

I hurried to my room of the two-story house that I live in, alone. My parents died in a car accident, so I didn't have anyone to support me, except my friend Louis Tomlinson.

I skipped school today because I couldn't face those people. The girls and boys would call me names like 'Whore' or 'Bitch!', and other things, but I prefer not to say. Sometimes, the girls would even kick me or punch me, which is why I end up getting bruises on my stomach or black eyes on my face.

No one likes me, which is why I'm ending my life, right now. I would be able to see my parents and be in a harmful place, where I won't get hurt and not worry about anything else. If I wasn't here, everything will be alright.

I entered my room, and ran towards the door, which lead to the balcony. I went outside and stood there, looking at the peaceful town of Doncaster. Not much cars drove past, since a lot of adults were working, so it wasn't that busy.

I slowly walked towards the railing of the balcony.

'Should I do this?' I thought to myself.

I didn't want anymore of this, so I might as well end my life here.

I climbed over the railing and stood on it. I was now ready to jump. I was ready to end my life now. I wouldn't have to worry about anything. Tears brimmed in my eyes.

(Louis' P.O.V)

I didn't see Y/N today at school. She wouldn't miss a day, I know that, but why would she? I was starting to get a bit worried.

Last subject of the day was English, and I didn't really pay attention to what the teacher was saying because I was worried about Y/N.

~~~~~~

Minutes passed, and the bell rang, signaling it was time to go home. I grabbed my books and walked into the hallway. I rushed past people to get to my locker, so I could put my books in.

After that, I ran towards the car park. I unlocked my car and hopped in the driver's seat. I put the key in ignition and drove out of the school and speeding to Y/N's house, not caring about the speed limit.

~~~~~~~~

Once I parked my car in the driveway, I got out and locked it, and ran to the house. I knocked on the door, but there was no answer. I rang the doorbell, and again, no answer.

Luckily, Y/N gave me a key to her house, just in case for emergency reasons.

I put the key in the lock and turned it, until it was unlocked. I entered the house and closed the door behind me. The house was empty. Weird...

"Y/N? You here?" I called. I checked the kitchen, she wasn't there. I checked the lounge room, and she still wasn't there. Now, I'm getting worried.

"Y/N?!" I yelled. I walked to her bedroom, and entered. I found the balcony door opened. I walked to the door, and found her standing on the railing. It looks like she's about to jump.

"Y/N!! Stop!!" I yelled. I ran towards her and grabbed her arm. Luckily she didn't jump, thank God! I pulled off from the railing, so she was now back on the ground.

"Louis, let go of me!!" Y/N protested, struggling out of my grip, but I held her arm tighter.

"Y/N, stop. Please," I said to her, calmly. I engulfed her in a hug and that made her calm down. We both sat on the ground.

She clung onto me and sobbed, letting the tears wet my school shirt. I rocked her back and forth, trying to calm her more down.

"Shhh, it's okay. You're alright," I whispered to her.

After about 5 minutes or so, she calmed down a bit. I looked down at her and stroked her hair.

"Y/N, why did you do this?" I asked her, wiping the last tears off her face with my thumb.

She looked up at me with her red, puffy eyes, but then looked down at her lap, avoiding eye contact.

"It's because...I couldn't take...all this crap that people...do or say to me", Y/N says, hiccuping.

"Y/N, don't listen to them, ok? They're just jealous of you because you're a beautiful, caring, smart, outgoing girl. I'm glad that I'm friends with you. I wouldn't know what would happen to me right now if you weren't here. I'm glad I got here in the nick of time. Please, don't do this again?" I say to her, tilting her chin up with my thumb, so our eyes met again.

"I swear, Lou. I won't", Y/N said.

I caressed her cheek, and planted a sweet kiss on her lips, feeling the sparks explode inside of me.

(Your P.O.V)

I felt Louis' lips on mine, and I felt fireworks explode inside of me. Just so you know, I had a crush on Louis ever since, but I didn't want to admit it, so it doesn't ruin our friendship.

He broke the kiss and stared at my eyes.

"I've been wanting to do that ever since", Louis says, smiling. "I love you, Y/N. Please be mine?"

"Of course, Louis. Promise you'll never leave me?" I say.

"I promise," Louis said, and planted another kiss.

----------------------------

Hope you guys liked it!! Send me some more requests! I love you all, my duckies! <3

-Angie

1D Imagines and OneShots (ON HOLD)Where stories live. Discover now