Broken Rose

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The past two weeks gave been great! Jason has tried to get me back and join the band agian but they finally decided they didn't want Jason anymore. Lars was the hardest to convince, he kept saying that Jason was family and you don't abandon family. He has a point but Jason's heart isn't in it anymore and you can tell, he loves what he's doing now.

Finally James snapped on Lars and they ended up getting this guy named Robert. He's a brilliant bass player and he used to play for Suicidal Tendencies. He's all together a great guy, he's hilarious so he fits right in with the rest of the guys and he's very serious when it comes to the music.

  Today Kirk had been mad and very secretive. He even snapped on Lars a minute ago and now they we're having a very loud discussion in their little Practice Room. I wanted to know why Kirk had been so irritable all day so I decided that eavesdropping on Lars and Kirk was the best idea. "Lars calm your man tits and listen to me! Jason wants us to give her back without a fight and I'm not backing down! she's mine now! Lars I love her more than I've ever loved someone before." Kirk seamed to whisper the last part as I leaned into the door to see Lars sitting facing the door with his head placed in his hands.

"Kirk, Mate, she's a kid. She's only eighteen for gods sake! Your over thirty! Girls like that only want your money and your fame, I'm sorry it had to be me to break it to you but the guys like her and would stand up for you to. I can't have that. You needed to know the truth Kirk." Lars said as he looked up and met my gaze. He saw the tears streaming down my face and he looked back down at his hands. I had thought he liked me, I mean he never had a problem with me before, and he knew good and damn well I'm not here for the money!

I was raised off of minimum wage and a whole lot of tips, money was not what was important to me. "Your lying Lars and you know it good and well to! I've straight up told you money wasn't what I want! I don't care about the money! I don't care about your big houses and millions! I only care about you guys! I don't see James, Kirk, Lars and Robert the guys of Metallica! I see James Hetfield a careing, sweet family man! So get your facts straight you asshole!" I yelled before running back to my room and slamming the door shut.