AvM/AvA stuff I made!

Useless (Story)

This is gonna start as fluff but then turn it a little angst and then become a little fluffy again!
Trigger Warning:

Minor swearing.

Self hate/Self-doubt

Green is like an antagonist here but not intentionally.

Hurt comfort 

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Green and Blue had been dating for a year now, and they were happy. They were the best of friends before they started dating, and they fell in love naturally. Yellow, on the other hand, had always harbored a crush on Blue. He had never confessed his feelings to Blue, partly because he didn't want to ruin their friendship, and partly because he didn't think Blue was interested in him.

Yellow had watched from the sidelines as Green and Blue's relationship blossomed, and it made him feel jealous. He felt like he could treat Blue better than Green, and he wanted a chance to prove it.
"I could be a better boyfriend then him, I could do the shit he never did..." Yellow mumbled.

He couldn't help but feel resentful towards Green, even though he was a nice guy and hardly ever done anything wrong to him.

One day, Green decided to break up with Blue. It came as a surprise to Blue, who had thought everything was going well. Green explained that he had been having feelings for a boy named Purple, and he wanted to explore those feelings. Blue was heartbroken, but he respected Green's decision.

Yellow saw this as his chance to make a move. He reached out to Blue and asked if he wanted to hang out sometime. Blue was hesitant at first, but he eventually agreed. They started spending more time together, and Yellow found that he enjoyed Blue's company more than he thought he would.

As for Green, he started dating Purple, and things were going well for them. They had a lot in common and shared a deep connection. They also always singed together. Green realized he loved Purple more then he ever loved Blue. However, Green couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy when he saw Yellow and Blue together. He had never considered Blue in a romantic way, but seeing him with Yellow made him wonder if he shouldn't have broken up with him.

In the end, Green realized that he was happy for Blue and Yellow. He was glad that they had found happiness with each other, even though it had taken his own breakup to make it happen. Even still it was worth it. As for Yellow, he learned that sometimes the person you think you want isn't the right fit for you. He was grateful for the chance to get to know Blue better, and he found that he was happier with him than he ever could have been with anyone else.

As Blue and Yellow started dating, they realized that they had a lot in common and enjoyed each other's company. They began to spend more time together, and soon their relationship became serious.

Green, on the other hand, was having a great time with Purple. They had a lot of fun together, and Green was happy to be exploring a new relationship.

However, Green couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy when he saw how happy Blue and Yellow were together. He started to wonder if he had made a mistake by breaking up with Blue, but he didn't want to ruin what he had with Purple. So he decided not to. He liked Purple better anyways.

One day, Green decided to talk to Blue and Yellow about how he was feeling. He explained that he was happy for them, but he couldn't help but feel a bit left out. He wanted all three to hang out. To his surprise, Blue and Yellow were understanding and even accepted that they all could hang out together.

The three of them went out for dinner, and as they sat at the table, Green couldn't help but think about Purple . They still had a connection, and even though he wanted to hangout with Blue and Yellow, they couldn't deny that their feelings for each other was gone.

After dinner, Green and Blue went for a walk together. They talked about their past relationship and what went wrong, but also about the good times they had shared. As they walked, both realized that they still didn't like eachother and was happy who they were with.

In the end, Green and Blue decided not to start dating again. They both were happy with their partners anyways.

Yellow was feeling weird about the situation. He started to think he wasn't good enough Blue. He didn't know why he still hasn't broken up with him. As the days went on like that Yellow started to think he was useless. Those thought went more and more as each day.

One day he was silently crying in his room thinking he's not good enough and useless. Someone started knocking his rooms door. Yellow immediately rubbed his eyes, hoping the person wouldn't notice. He opened the door and It was Red.

"Oh Red, you're back from vacation with TSC!?" Yellow questioned. "Yeah, we missed you guys a lot and decided to come back early!" Red said joyfully. "Oh and I bought you so- WAIT HAVE YOU BEEN CRYING?!" Red cut of himself because he realized, under Yellow's eyes was red.

"Uhm- no?" Yellow said hoping Red would believe. "No, YOU WERE!! TELL ME WHO DID IT!" Red yelled. "Red don't worry about it that much! I'm okay!" Yellow said trying to convince his friend. Red sighed.

"Yellow, you know I need names in order to murder them." Red said, dead serious. Yellow smiled, it almost looked like a fake smile. Except it wasn't. Yellow was happy to see Red cared about him a lot.

"No, no one hurt me! I promise. I was just thinking I'm not good enough for you guys and I was only a burden, an useless shit to you guys." Yellow said as he started to sob. "Why would you think that? You're not an burden to us! We care about you!" Red said as he started to hug Yellow. Yellow sobbed even more.

"Wanna talk more about it?" Red calmly asked. "Yeah, come in my room!" Yellow tried to sound joyful, his voice was soft. Probably from crying so much.

Yellow invited Red to his room. Talking about how what happened and how it started. Turns out it started when TDL stabbed them. Yellow was last to get stabbed among his friends after TSC. He saw three of his friends getting stabbed and hd couldn't even do anything about it. He started feeling useless that day. If he could do something about it, maybe he wouldn't have those thoughts.

"The reason why it started to make me miserable is I started constantly having nightmares about it, at first it wasn't that serious but when it started to happen everyday, It came to the point I couldn't handle anymore. I'm scared to sleep now. Seeing you guys die over and over again is just-" He started to cry once more.

Red walked over to Yellow and hugged him. Yellow hugged back crying louder. Red just letting him be, Yellow sobbing and crying on his shoulder. Loud crying became silent and he stopped crying or sobbing. Red realized he fell asleep. Red smiled, seeing he was able to calm down his friend even a little bit made him feel better.

He putted Yellow to his bed. As he was gonna go Yellow grabbed his hand softly. "Please don't" He's voice was so little. Looks like he still haven't fallen asleep. "Do you want me to sleep with you?" Red asked. Yellow just nodded, he couldn't talk properly due to him being half asleep.

Red got in his bed. Hugged Yellow, hoping he wouldn't have another nightmare.
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🤫🤫 Part 2? 😼
I seriously worked so hard on this like i think it took me 2-3 hours. I started working on it when I woke up. So don't mind any goofiness in the story. Also my tablet is glitching so bad whenever I  make a typo and try to delete it, It starts working on his own. (Probs bc my tablet's screen is broken. So ye. Anyways I hope you enjoyed!

First time leaving word count!
WoCo: 1388