Second Life

Prologue

"Throughout my 24 years old life, I never felt the warmth you gave me. You always say that I show you a colourful life but little do you didn't know that those colours were created by you into me."

"Thanks for coming into my life, and giving me a Second Life that I never expected to experience but I can't stay any longer. The longer I stay, the worst you'll face."

"I'm sorry...

and

"I love you Net".

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I never chose to stay alone all the time but yet I have to be staying alone in order to protect myself. To be honest, I always seek the love and care that gets by everyone in every household but unlucky me never experienced that.

My parents are the biggest problem perhaps the fear for me. I feel safe whenever I stay alone rather than staying with my parents at my own house.

After my father cheated on my mother and leave her all by herself and she can't take care of me by herself during those days. Thus, she get married to a man who loved her more than my biological father does. 

But things even get worst after she gets married and had a child with this man.

The hatred she had for me get increased day by day, especially knowing about my sexuality.

Yes! I like men, and I don't ever feel embarrassed about that. I get bullied in school about my sexuality. Moreover, the bully tends to happen because of my physical appearance and my soft tone.

I went throughout really a hard time during school days, which causes me don't have any friends until this day. People in school always murmured something to each other friends whenever they see me, but that never let me down in my studies.

I always study hard to expect my mother to feel proud and dream that my mother will show me the love that I desperately want but the dream was always been a dream until this day.

I planned to move out and continue my higher studies in Bangkok. I heard people in the city are more open-minded rather than people in rural places. I was hoping this new environment will help me tackle my loneliness.

Moreover, I want to leave this place as soon as possible because the longer I stay here the more uneasiness sensation I get with my stepfather.

I applied for a business administration course at Bangkok University and at the same time, I was looking for a part-time job to earn some money for my studies.

After moving to Bangkok things escalated too quickly. Everything is new to me, I was really taking my time to adapt to this new whole environment but thank god I never get culture shock by the culture here in Bangkok.

But...things were going totally in a different way which I never expect from myself.

I fall in love for the first time.

I meet Net

The person who makes me feel safe and showers me with care which I never have experienced before.

Do I deserve this much care?

Cause my mother says I always bring trouble to people who stay with me.

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Hola readers,

This will be a new story I mentioned in the last chapter of Corporate Love.

This story will be based on the series Bed Friend that currently airing. The series acted by Net and James and their chemistry is chef kiss 😚.

Keep in mind this story will contain a small sneak peek of the actual Bed Friend novel but this story is 100% based on my idea.

This story will contain a lot of angsty and I hope readers support this story as much as how you support my Corporate Love story.

Once again thank you and happy reading ❤️