His Sunshine

06

Sebastian

I wanted him dead. This Adam guy, I wanted him buried 6 feet under and then accompanied by me in Hell. Reyna deserved so much more than him. She was this absolute chaotic beautiful mess that day by day I found myself adoring more and more. She didn't deserve what he did to her. No one does.

I couldn't risk losing my temper in front of her because I don't want her to see what I really look like.  I've gotten a little more comfortable with just my outer appearance with her, I can't risk her seeing what's really underneath.

After I left I went to the kitchen to grab a drink of water, usually that helps to cool down my skin in situations like this. While I drank it I heard footsteps. I saw Reyna walking out of the hallway. "Hey." She said. I put the cup down and acknowledged her presence. "Hey." I said. The word coming out harsher than I meant for it sound. "Can I talk to you about what happened earlier?" She said. Based off the look on her face I knew what this was about. I was hoping we'd forget about it. "Ok. Talk." I said as I leaned against the countertop. "What happened? I mean like what was going to happen because it seemed like you were gonna you know, and I don't know what that means. Because one second you're closed off and emotionless and the next you're doing the sweetest things. I know it's crazy to even think but I just" I cut her off. "What happened was something that should've happened but it didn't. It could've happened but it didn't. It would've happened but it didn't. And do you know why?" I said. "Why?" I stepped closer to her. "Because it would've been a mistake." I said coldly.

I hated myself for saying those words but it's true. It would've been a mistake because just one kiss from her and I'm shattered to pieces. Reyna stepped closer. Scanning my face. Her eyes fighting between anger and sadness. "Why would it have been a mistake?" She said, her voice shaky. "Because you have no idea what you're doing to me Reyna. You have no idea how much. If it happened, I'd be shattered to pieces because of how much power you have over me. And well, let's be honest here, no one falls for someone like me. No one could ever fall for someone like me. You will never fall for someone like me." I said closing the distance between us. "What if I already have?" She said softly. Her eyes on the brink of tears. And she walked away. As much of a dick I was to her, I'm trying to keep her from seeing the real me. I can't do it. Not after Libby. I'm a monster, who for thousands for generations, parents told their kids to hate, despise, and fear. Loving me isn't in the cards for me, Reyna. It just isn't.

After a few hours I decide to make dinner at least as an apology to Reyna for being an asshole. Once I finished I placed the plate on the table. I walked to Reynas room and when I get there, I see her grabbing her things. "What are you doing?" I said.
"Clearly there's no point for me here, so why should I bother staying with a coward." She said coldly. She roughly placed a t-shirt and stuffed it in her bag. She grabs her bag and starts walking toward the door. I move and stand in front of it. "Move Sebastian." She said. "No." I said not understanding what exact emotion I feel at the moment. "Move now!" She yelled. "No." I said. She started slapping my chest repeatedly while screaming. "MOVE!! MOVE!!"
This caused my skin to heat up a bit. I grew angrier at the situation. "No!" I shouted back. I didn't realize I said it with such force. In an instant my body engulfed with flames. I see a hint of fear in Reynas eyes. She stumbled back. "Is this what you wanted Reyna? To break me apart and see who I really am?" I yelled. Small tears made their way down her face. "I'm not scared of you." She said wiping her tears. She walked closer and touched my horns. Her touch was gentle. "Stop it Reyna." I said as I felt a knot form in my throat. That's never happened before.
Her touch was gentle. No one's ever done that before. "Don't you see it, I'm a monster." I said my voice shaking. Her eyes darted to mine. "Oh Sebastian." She said softly. Her thumb caressing my horns. "You're not a monster." She whispered. "Not to me. Never to me." I could feel the flames growing smaller. My mind fought with me on whether or not to push her away. Nothing but smoke filled the room. She gently placed both hands on my horns and our foreheads pressed against each other. "You're a beautiful broken angel that's all." She whispered. "You're my beautiful broken angel." She said as she closed her eyes. She opened them and pulled back. I couldn't comprehend what I was feeling. Then I heard a voice.

Go. It's okay.

Don't be afraid.

Sebastian it's okay.

I know that voice.

Libby.

In that instant I felt a rush of peace flow through me.
Reyna was still standing in front of me. I looked down at her lips. I couldn't take it anymore. "Fuck it." The last words I muttered before killing myself in Reynas arms. I crashed my lips on to hers. Her lips moved in sync with mine. It felt like a dream kissing her. One that felt real. We pulled away. Her eyes looked at me again. I kissed her again like a starved man because one taste just wasn't enough for me. Shattered.

*Authors Note*
Ik i left for a fat Minute but I'm back. Soon I'll figure out a posting schedule, before school starts. By then I'll be publishing more frequently. Hopefully. Anyways I really hope y'all have enjoyed the story so far. <3