Hi, i just need to talk to someone.
Do you know that feeling when you're in a room with people and you feel
like you don't deserve to be there, or you randomly feel a strong urge to escape; to runaway; to maybe never return?
Do you know the feeling when you don't feel sad, but you also don't feel happy? When you just feel broken, or dead inside?
Do you know the feeling when life just gets too hard to endure, but you don't really want to die either?
Do you know the feeling where you feel strong and brave, but you also feel broken, all at once?
Do you know the feeling where you feel hurt, but not mentally or physically? When you just feel damaged and weak, but nothing's really wrong?
Do you know the feeling when you think you need help but you don't want to bother anyone and you don't really know how to ask for help anyway?
Do you know the feeling when you need to talk to someone and just have someone to listen but you don't want to be a burden and you just bottle up all of the negative emotions, until you just snap? And then everyone thinks you are just having a bad day, but it's actually more than that?
Do you know the feeling when you can't tell someone about something because they will hate you for it, like coming out as gay, but they keep asking what's wrong, or what's on your mind?
Do you know THAT feeling?
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Hi! These are real things that i deal with and i just needed somewhere to write it all down XD
