Oikawa Angst - IWAOI

I'm fine.

"Shittykawa..."

Fuck.

It's Iwa. Don't breathe. Don't make a sound. He surely didn't hear me, right? I was crying quite loudly. 

"I know you're in there. Please, let me in."

Yep. He heard me. If he opens the door what should I do? Uhm, just act like you are sleeping. Just...slowly move. Put the pillow in...place. Rap the blanket...around me. Okay. There. 

*CREEK*

It feels like my heart is running around in laps. More laps than a human could possibly handle. Damn, I don't even think sonic could do this much. Okay calm, calm. It's fine.

"Oikawa?"

Oh. He's not calling me 'Shittykawa,' He definitely heard me. It's a rare sight for him to call me by my name. 

*FLICK*

The lights turned on.

IWAIZUMI POV:

I slowly opened the door. At first, I couldn't see anything. I softly said his name. I don't think I should call him by his nickname in this situation. I remember this place. I know where the light switch is, even in the dark.

*FLICK*

There. I can see better now. Oh. Is he sleeping? He's breathing heavily...is he okay? I walked closer to him...oh. I can tell he's acting. He's not good at acting, is he?

"I know you're not sleeping."

"Shit."

Knew it.

"What's wrong?"

"N..nothing."

"I can tell somethings wrong," I said in a concerned voice. His voice sounded like he was at the urge to burst into tears. Anyone could notice something is wrong. I cautiously walked towards him, I needed to be careful not to make my footsteps too loud. I sat on the bed. Cautiously.

"Oikawa. Be honest...please. Actually. No."

I got closer to him and snuggled up. I felt like pressuring him to talk won't help, I didn't want to make him feel even more shitty. I wish he knew how much I love him...