Dreams POV for this one :)
Warning- Child being taken away and alcohol. Sexual scenes.
Set the day after the last chapter
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My skin burned as my sleeves fabric ran across my fresh cuts. It hurt like hell. And I felt guilty as ever. What would Nick say..? What would he do..?
I got my sister ready and left, dropping her off at school then rushing to get to work on time. I got there just in time, panting heavily and catching my breath.
"Clay!"
Crap. George. No no no!
"Woah. Are you ok? What happened? Are you hurt?"
I opened my mouth then realised- he thinks I'm normal.. if I tell him what's going on he'll think I'm weird. And I don't want that.. I love him too much. But it's not like I could ever be with him.. I'd just be too weird and clingy.. even though he's gorgeous and kind..
"I'm fine. I had to drop my sister off this morning and didn't want to be late."
"Oh ok. Well I hope you have a good shift Clay."
He walked off, looking suspicious but seemed to have thankfully brushed it off. I winced in pain as I started to carry the books over to their shelves, officially starting my shift.
~ Half way through his shift ~
Suddenly my phone started vibrating. I looked at my texts and saw it was my aunt? She never comes over because of my parents...?
- Aunt Gina -
Don't bother picking your
sister up.
I've picked her up early
She doesn't deserve to live
in a house like your parents.
She's young.
You can deal with them both
on your own Clay.
Good luck.
Also I will be blocking you after you've
read this.
What?! No!
You can't do that! Please
She's my sister! I'm taking care of her!
I know it's not ideal, I don't like it
either but I try my best! I give her
all the food I get at home!
She never gets hurt when I'm around!
I promise!
Aunt Gina please!
At least let me stay with you!
Don't take my sister away from me!
I'm sorry Clay.
Your not stable enough
to take care of a child.
Let alone yourself
I wish you luck with your
life.
I'll tell her you said goodbye.
No.. she shouldn't have to say
goodbye!
I'm her brother! I can take care of her!
And myself..
It's not fair..
*message was not delivered*
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Fuck. Now what..? I just lost my sister.. shit shit shit! The only reason I tolerated those shitheads!
"Clay!"
I look up from my phone to see George, smiling with a small bag.
"Here!"
He handed me the bag, which had a warm croissant.
"Thanks George."
"Hey uh. Me and the others were going to have a.. party? I guess you could call it that. And I was hoping you'd come. It's only at my house."
Better then going home.. I need something to distract me from everything right now anyway.
"Yeah sure. I'll just come home with you. If you don't mind me borrowing some of your clothes."
"Yeah of course not. I'll see you then."
Great. Why did I say that? Now I'll be wearing my crushes clothes at a party! Ugh whatever.
~ After the shift, at George's house ~
"Here. I don't wear those often. It's just a sweater and a shirt."
"Thanks. I'll go change in your bathroom."
He hummed in response, trying to find something to wear for himself presumably. I walked into his bathroom and locked the door, Sighing and pulling off my shirt. Briefly glancing at my scars I pulled the T-shirt over my body then the sweater.
~ During the party ~
I downed a large sip of alcohol, watching as Karl and Nick get fucking wasted. Nicks friend Alex was here too and he was sitting in the couch, also wasted. Me and George sat next to each other on his island, surprisingly I was the only one not wasted, though I was a little tipsy.
"H-hey Clay~?"
"Yes George?"
I heard a hiccup come from George as he smiled and popped open another bottle of alcohol.
"Want some more?"
"God yeah."
He poured the drink into my cup, moving it away so I could down it all. All I wanted was to become drunk enough to have all my problems wash away for one night.
And spoiler alert, eventually it worked.. kinda.
George was dragging me up the stairs and into his room, we kissed. Made out.
Which knowingly led to us...
Hooking up..
FUCK.
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(763 words)
Sorry for shorter chapter I really wanted to get this one out. Also sorry for so many time skips I got lazy-
The smut will be shown in more detail next chapter.
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