Game

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by aleatoire99

by aleatoire99

At first, everything is a game with you.

A game where both of us pretend we're just living in the moment.

No permanent feeling whatsoever only a fleeting moment of happiness when we were together.

I thought this is it.

We're on top of the world.

Right?

Who wouldn't want to be us? Just a boy and a girl who both have their own life but when together?

We're magical.

Because that way, we're not going to hurt each other won't we?

But life doesn't work that way.

And I'll be the first to admit.

I lost.

I lost the game that I thought I'll surely win because why would I lose?

You'll never be him, so I thought I was safe.

But it's because you're not him, I lost.

I want to have a life together with you. With no manipulation and no other people.

I just want it to be you.

No one else.

But for you? You don't want only me.

And it fucking hurts.