Pure love ( completed)

5

I couldnt wait till this lockdown ordeal was over with I can't take this shit anymore.

I had told this to dad and Happy.

both told me it was for my protection as well as the kids.

I told them I had been more than capable of protecting my kids since day one and I had done a damn good job of it. 

dad told it that he was proud of me for doing that but with what had occurred that led to me being known as well as my kids that Heppy or I was going to take a chance of me or the kids getting hurt.

so I sucked it up and hoped and prayed the lockdown was gonna be over very soon. cause if I have to stay here anymore and listen to Tara and Jax bitching and whining worse than my twins that are two years old. I'm gonna lose my shit.

I was outside with the dogs while the kids were in the little play area not too far from me.

"I know you wanna leave and if this wasn't going down I'd allow you to. but mami you have to know this is for yours and our kids' protection" Happy says walking out of the clubhouse and coming to stand before me.

" I do know why we were brought here. I'm not stupid Happy." I say

"never said you were," he says

"You literally just told me I have to know that this is for mine and our kid's protection as if I didn't already know that," I say

he sighs and takes a seat next to me.

" wasn't saying it for you to take as if I was calling or implying your stupid," he says

I say nothing just sit there watching the kids and the dogs.

"I know you wanna be back home far away from here. I get it" he says

"do you get that I want to beat the fuck out of multiple people? do you get that if shit doesn't hurry the fuck up and this lockdown doesn't end that you'll be raising our kids alone cause I'll be locked up for multiple charges?" I asked

"what's been going on?" he asked

"if I have to tell you Happy then I ain't saying shit" I tell him before I got up and gathered the dogs before I had the kids come inside.

I had decided that I'd stay with my kids in the room they'd been staying in. and that I was not gonna leave unless it was to eat or go to bed. I was sick and tired of the two whiny ass fuck faces constantly bitching and complaining.

"Mom when can we go home?" Marie asked

"yeah I hate it here" Alex says

"I honestly hope it's real soon 'cause I wanna go home just as badly as you all do trust me." I tell them

they sighed.

"if I could leave with you all I'd do it in a heartbeat and I'd get out of town. but then your dad and grandpa would be highly upset with me and we'd get into fights and I honestly don't want to deal with that." I tell them

"we understand," Alex says

One of the prospects came to get us to eat so while the kids put their toys and things away before washing their hands I got the dogs situated before I washed my hands and walked out with the kids.

we said nothing to nobody and just waited in line to get ourselves something to eat before we sat by ourselves and talked amongst ourselves.

"Are you all okay baby?" Gemma asked

"we want to go home," Alex says

"I know how you feel darling I do too. and hopefully, that will be possible in a day or two" she says before walking off.

Happy walked over and sat between Pasiley and Rose. both girls greeted their dad as did Drew while the rest just sat there eating.

"I know you all wanna leave but this ordeal that me and the club are dealing with is very dangerous and I need you all to stay here so I know you all are safe.  I don't mind you all not talking to anyone and staying to yourselves. but don't make it difficult for me" he says

"how exsaclty are we making anything difficult? we are allowed to express how we feel land our wanting to go home. that has nothing to do with you at all." I say

"people talk" he says

"cause they are fucking nosy. and they don't know how to keep their nose where it belongs" I say before I have the kids gather their dishes and take them to the kitchen before I tell them to go back to the room while I clean out dishes and go to clean our table before I go to head back to the room.

Happy had followed me but pulled me into our room I pushed his hand off me.

"knock it off" he says

"fuck you." I replied

"you revfuse to" he says

"I have never rufuesed you as you can fucking tell by the number of kids I have." I replied

"don't be a damn smart ass" he says

"I'm not your child. you'll not tell me what the fuck to do Happy." I tell him

He and I get into it to the point dad came and separated us.

"I'm leaving. I'm not waiting anymore. I sick of shit going on. you can hate me and be pissed off all you want but I'm not taking it anymore." I say before I start gathering my things before I go and tel the kids to pack before I get the dogs things and them on their lead.

"you cant leave" dad says

"watch me" I say before I walked out the door load my kids up and the dogs before I  drive out of there right when the prospect opened the gate for some of the guys to come back.

Dad and happy both blew up my phone but I ignored them as I kept driving.

"where we going mama?" Pasiley asked

"on a little trip baby" I say

"daddy coming?" Drew asked

"nop just us" I tell him

"you okay mom?" Alex asked

"I am now that we are out of there and far away from that place.

I heard the sounds of Harleys and I looked in the rear view mirror where I seen dad and Happy. 

I smirked before I crossed the charming city line making them stop because they couldn't cross with out the club that resides in Lodi permission.

I could see Happy loosing his shit while dad just shook his head.

"can we go visit grandma and aunt Maria?" Rose asked

"that's exactly where we are going" I tell her

the kids was very happy to hear that.