That wasn't the only time she came to comfort me... the one that makes me inspired to be like her was at the netball practice. I made a mistake which cause the whole team to blame me for the loss. I tried to stand up for myself but things got worst... one of the seniors then started crying. I didn't do anything to her, but everyone started to comfort her. No one came to comfort me....except her. My senior. She came to comfort me when I cried. then she stood up for me. "She didn't do anything wrong, it was teamwork that made us lose." the team was quiet. I saw her...standing alone.. standing to stood up for me....making her my leader...
From that day on we were friends, we sat at the cafeteria having lunch everyday, meeting her friends, get to knowing them well. I would usually called her"kakak" which in Malay mean big sister. people show that as respects, but for me I show that as friends. she was there to comfort me, she was the when I need help. And she inspire me to become like her- from the head prefect, commander of a team, to the best student in the school. I was everything like her when I was 6th grade, when she was gone... I wanted to be like her so bad... she inspire me to become the person I become today...but the only thing I can't be was to be myself. If only we could travel back in time, I would thank her...from the bottom of my heart...for everything she has done....
I'm sorry kakak...for everything I've done
