This Love -Taylor Swift Fanfiction

Rain came pouring down

•=Harry
~=Taylor

it's Sunday 15th January 2013 and all I've done is stare at a blank note pad with tears running down my face in my apartment. my hair in a messy bun half pulled back. I'm wrapped in an old jumper with various holes in it and I'm on the floor feeling desperate and alone.

I knew I had to do something, let all my emotions out.

you never loved me, or her, or anyone or anything. and now I'm all alone waiting for something that's really nothing. waiting for you.

I scribble some notes down and climb on to my sofa as I flick through the channels. never had I ever felt this way.

Harry styles. I was tricked by Harry styles. how stupid? his dimples and those green eyes had to blind me from the truth that he never loved me.
rushes of pain and despair fill my heart as I scream so loud, but no one heard a thing.

pull yourself together taylor he's not worth all of this. he's not worth your tears. oh but his hair and how he'd push it back then smile afterwards like an angel.
oh but he was far from an angel.

it's raining heavily outside and I'm in New York City for a few weeks. let's call it an escape.
I want to call my friends and ask for help but I don't know who to call. I literally have no one and I feel so alone.

I hate him so much, look what he's done to me. I'm a wreck he's hurt me so bad, but the funny thing is, if he came back now I'd probably fall in love with him all over again.

I pick myself off the sofa and drag myself over to my bed where I reflect on yesterday.

*FLASHBACK TO YESTERDAY*

I'm so excited for today I'm finally seeing Harry in L.A after 3 unbearable weeks without him.
we are meeting at his hotel room some place and he said he's going to take me out somewhere fancy so that's going to be really great.

he texts me:

•hey taylor, can't wait to see your beautiful face again•

~and yours is all I've been thinking about honey I miss you like crazy~

he reads my text but doesn't reply. playing hard to get huh?

I decide to tweet something.

@.taylorswift13: 3 weeks and all I know is yesterday

I want him to know how much he means to me and how much I miss him.

@.harrystyles: going to see Kendall Jenner later on this week can't wait to see her after agesss ;)))

what? kendall fucking Jenner?
he's playing even more hard to get. okay this isn't fun at all Harry.

~Harry is something up?~

I'm going to see him in 20 minutes hopefully nothing has happened.

•Ken my girl ilysm bbz last night was funnnn;))•

Ken? last night? what tf is he talking about?

~first of all my names taylor and what are you talking about last night?~

•Oh taylor! I'm sorry, I meant to say Tay and today•

~oh. okay~

liar omg.

I finally arrive at his hotel and a rush of excitement fills me.
I rush up the stairs to his room and as I'm about to knock the door opens with a slight push. it wasn't locked... strange?
I walk around the hotel room. it's really messy like there's clothes everywhere. I pick up his jeans and throw them on the bed as i know they are his best ones and he wouldn't want to get them ruined. to my surprise underneath his jeans were a pair of lace thongs? my mind fills with suspicion and query. has he been cheating on me?

"taylor" Harry suddenly walks through from the bathroom.

"who's pants are these Harry and why is your room unlocked and such a mess?" I ask tears forming in my eyes

"you've got it wrong taylor baby" he cups my face and tells me

"you are the only one I love, you need to promise me you'll remember that" he whispers as a scent of his aftershave fills my nose.

and all of a sudden I'm not mad anymore and I don't even care about the pants or anything.

he takes me in his arms and kisses me softly and I fall in love with him again and again and again.

"woah styles I didn't know you had this affect on me" I say as I breathe in deeply.
he wraps his strong arms round me and I feel home.

-

I wake up to Harry by my side and a wonderful feeling within me.

"taylor?" he says in his sexy morning voice.

"yes?" I reply cuddling up to him.

"you will always be mine" he says
"no matter what styles" I kiss his cheek.
/2hours later\

I'm dressed in some new clothes Harry surprised me with this morning.

"oh Harry they're beautiful I love them" I say as I admire my new clothes in the mirror. he wraps his arms round my waistline and buries his face in my hair.

"your welcome baby" he smiles

I leave his hotel room and smile. I know we are meeting up later and that's the one thing to keep me through this day.
I pass a local shop as I see Harry in one of the magazine windows. actually it's the same picture on loads of different magazines.

tears overwhelm me as I see what is on the front cover.
Harry Styles and Kendall Jenner hook up yesterday! But what about taylor swift?

and on the front cover a picture of them making out is printed on it.
I could tell that it is not photoshopped as there are a few of them.
I run back to Harry's hotel room and bang on the door with my makeup all smudged and tears streaming down my pale cheeks.
he opens the door and standing naked behind him was Kendall Jenner.

"YOU SLUT" I scream at her and she grabs a dressing robe and rushes out.

Harry just stares at me in shock.

"HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS SPECIAL THEN THE MOMENT IM GONE YOU GET IN BED WITH HER?" I scream so loud my throat aches with pain

"taylor taylor calm down I didn't know you'd be back okay?" he calmly says

I shake my head in shock.
"HAVE YOU NOT SEEN THE PAPERS FFS STYLES I FELL FOR YOU OKAY I ACTUALLY LOVED YOU I WANTED TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH YOU MEANWHILE YOU WERE SLUTING IT UP WITH THAT SKANKY WHORE" I shout then sink to the floor with tears.

Harry leans down and tries to comfort me but I slap his hand away.

"YOU NEVER LOVED ME" I scream then run out and get into a taxi to my hotel.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

my mind swirls with pain and all I know now is that I am never going back to him. not this time. not ever.