Heavenly Words || h.s.

Chapter 5

I am so frustrated with Harry.
And so angry at Arianna.
And confused with Kennedy.
I began to write to my dad.

Dear dad,
Honestly, I am loosing my mind. Everyone here is in some sort of pickle with me. Harry, (a sweet gentle guy but also a jerk) is frustrating me! He kisses another girl in front on me then he gets mad when I kiss another boy. It's honestly infuriating that someone could be such a hypocrite!
Then Arianna, she is totally ignoring me everyday. I believe it's because I had a total freak attack and lashed out on Greyson. But who knows? I am very angry with her and how she encounters me.
And for Kennedy, she confuses me. She's sort of acting like Ari. But she actually hangs out with me in private but when we get to public she ditches me! On Monday, I sat at the lunch table alone. Cause Kennedy had plans with her boyfriend Noah and Arianna totally went to sit at low class popular table. That makes me so angry that my friends deceive me like that! I have done nothing but be there for them and once I need my friends they ditch me. It's making me trouble-minded.

Anyways daddy, I miss you a whole lot! Hopefully Syria is treating you okay! :) I love you so much and cannot wait for the day I get to see my only heroes face once again! Write back ASAP I miss hearing from you!Love, Skyra Jo Todd. <3

P.S. Tell lieutenant Jones I love & miss him too! :( <3 much love daddy! :)

I sent the letter off to my dads base in Syria. I miss him more than breathe. He's been gone for 11 months now. Haven't heard from him in 3 months. I write to him frequently but I assume he doesn't get back because he is busy. Lieutenant Jones calls us a lot to check on us. He tells me he's going to come see me once he arrives back home. Which is very exciting!

I wish Kennedy or Ari would be there for me. I wish I could go cry on their shoulder. My mom is never home because she's trying her best to keep all the bills on track. And my dad, well he's on a non payed deployment in Syria to try to control ISIS. So it limits who I can talk to. I would try to talk to Harry. But... That's not a good idea. He is apparently now dating Victoria Ford. So I was sort of dumb to ever believe he even liked me. I keep getting nightmares, too. It's flashing back to that night. That dreadful horrid night when I lost respect for 99% of the school. Kennedy and Ari were the only ones I trusted, and talked to, for 2 years. I don't think anyone would understand how deeply I believe those people have no good left in them. They are bad people and they deserve bad in life.

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Chapter 5 is complete! There will be quite a few chapters where it's just what Skyra is thinking, or feeling. And/or she is writing a letter to someone. Thanks for reading. xxx

(Picture of Arianna)