Heavenly Words || h.s.

Chapter 6

I woke up on Tuesday morning with a burst of energy.

I sang 'Hold on Till May' all morning while getting ready. I left my long brown hair natural and had sheer panties hoes with highwaisted jean shorts with a white flowy tank and put a black and grey cardigan over it. I slipped on my high cut combat boots on and walked out the door.
(Outfit on side)

I walked into the horrid building and grabbed my books for first hour. I walk into class and see Ari sitting by Kira. Cool. Real cool Arianna! I give her a disgusted look and go sit by Daisy, which was one of the nicer kids in the popular group.

"Hiii Skyra!" she beamed.

"Hey Daisy! How are you?" I smile.

"Really good! I just got kicked out of my table, though. Apparently I'm 'too nice' for the populars, so that's a bummer. But other than dumb sluts bumming me out, I'm doing swell. How about you?" she said with a twinkle in her eye as Liam Payne walked in and sat beside her.

"I'm okay. My "friends" like to ditch me for queen bitches but it's alright.

"oh. Do you have anyone sitting with you at lunch?" she questioned.

"No. Kennedy is with Noah and Arianna is... Well yanno." I responded.

"Yeah I see." she giggles.
"Mind if Liam and I sit with you..?" she asks.

"Of course you guys can! I need friends." I laugh.

"Okay! See you later then Sky!" she beams and turns to Liam and they act like a married couple. In the corner of my eye I see Harry and Victoria making out, gross. I ignore them and jot down notes for the exam next week.

Lunch went by and they never showed up. They sat with Harry and Victoria right beside my table. It sort of hurt me. So I went home "sick" and I did the only thing I know to do. I wrote my feelings down.

You lure me in with sweet eyes
I am convinced you're good
I give you my trust
And all my love

You took it in sweet surrender
smashed it in with a knife
left me alone
in a dark dark place.

you stole my trust
my heart
me.
where do i go now?

I wrote it on a blank canvas then drew and decorated all around it with dark colors. I then took a picture and posted it to Twitter.

"@wordsbysky ; you broke me... and this is what comes out of brokenness"
and posted the picture.

*DM FROM NASH GRIER.*
'~' is Nash, and '-' is Skyra.
~hey bebe, everything okay?
-not even close..
~what's going on?
-my trust was betrayed.
~ well you deserve better than betrayal. Head up high princess. I love you. xx
-Love you, Nash. xx
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Take this apple.
Take a big huge bite.
Do you taste the poison?
No, cause it's sweetened.

With what you ask?
Lies
Depression
Anger
Self Hate

Every bite you take
leads you further
and further...
to the end.

"@wordsbysky ; why try when you know you're bound to fail?"

"@Nashgrier ;@wordsbysky because in failure there is some hope.

"@wordsbysky ; Nash, I love you."

"@Nashgrier ; Sky, I love you."

and this was a start to something completely complicated.

(Picture of Daisy!)

I wrote both of these "poems" on the spot so hopefully they aren't too horrible.
much love
xx