Ill love you til the lights go out

Vers.1 Afab reader

      Apologies English is not my first language!

Tw: Blood and knives!

Six weeks, two days, and seven hours. That was the exact time it had been since you had seen your boyfriend, it wasn't puppy love that kept you craving him so deeply you had been dating him for at least a year now and you felt like ninety percent of your time was spent on your own laying around just waiting for him to come home rather than actually spending time with him. But, that was going to change today you knew Simon would be getting home soon and all you could hope was that he was in a decent mood. Bad moods with him could go one way or another, either you were pounded until you couldn't remember what you had thought of five seconds prior and your name became a distant memory or.. you two sat together and he grumbled and huffed flicking that precious switch blade of his open and closed running his finger across the blade muttering curses under his breath as if arguing with the thin honed steel. You always noted the focus in his eyes with his knife, a stern fixation folding it open and closed open and closed, there was something so husky and primal about it, the way he glared daggers into his own reflection nursing that blade back to health with his own blood when a cut went a little bit too deep, pooling crimson in contrast to the icy pools of his eyes.
     As you laid on the bed soaking in the serenity and the scent of your detergent and the faint lingering smell of ghosts cigarettes on the sheets you heard the distinct click and beep of the front door opening, Ghost had always been very paranoid about someone breaking in and hurting you even when you two were only friends, so there was several forms of lock on the door including an electronic door lock that made a distinct beeping when it was opened. It was simply his way of showing love, he didn't know how to verbally show it but being of service to you had always been the easiest way for him to show it. It was quiet for a moment as you tentatively waited for him to call out your name, dictating by his tone if it had been a successful mission or not. There was silence for a while as you lifted your head off the bed looking over your shoulder to see him leaning in the door, jumping suddenly tensing up as he scared the life out of you. "Simon!" You scolded clutching your heart narrowing your eyes at him for appearing like that. For such a big guy god was he quiet, it suited the name though, Ghost. Your exclamation earned a soft snort from ghost as he set down his pack on the ground the loud thud echoing through the room as he sighed out a breath. "m'sorry love. Didn't know you were feelin jumpy pretty girl."
     He muttered off to the side,  his voice deeper and more raw than usual, it was usually like that after a mission as shouting out orders and arguing with the team took a lot of strain on his voice. You didn't mind though, it was husky and deep the kind of low rumble that sent shivers through your stomach and down your body. "Well? Welcome home how was the mission Si?" You asked hesitantly sliding out of bed walking cautiously up behind him, not out of caution for your safety but for his, he could be jumpy after missions and you didn't want to alarm him too much.
    "M'alright love. Long, and fuckin irritating. I'm about one fuckin second away from clubbin Johnny." He spat tiredly his shawl coming off first casted aside on the floor revealing those broad shoulders he held so proudly, his Kevlar vest neatly placed on a chair by the doorway to your bedroom. Oh it was definitely an irritated day, this could either be good or neutral for you depending on how you played your cards here, on one hand watching Simon relax and clean his guns and knives was ever so serene but two, you had missed him so feverishly over the last few weeks and your fingers could only satisfy half of what Ghost could. Especially when he was rough and irritated like this, taking out his stress on you like you didn't matter to him at all.
   "Well, I've missed you.. Simon." You soothes watching your steps carefully as you strode over to him gently sliding your hand up his chest feeling him shiver under your touch his body giving himself away. "Mm.. seems like it." He retorted quietly, he could read you like a book and you knew it, that was good for you very good you knew you would be able to subtly hint for what you wanted and Ghost would not so Subtly oblige. You felt his hands brushing down your waist resting on your hips drawing you closer to him in a harsh pull, possessiveness in those focused blue eyes, blonde eyelashes fluttering as he devoured you with his gaze, you couldn't tell if he was smirking smiling under that mask but his eyes gave everything away a feverish hunger painting his features as he ran his hand up your stomach so light and teasing tracing your curves with his hands before leaning down to your level his eyes fluttering between your eyes and your lips as his left hand came to settle in your hair giving it a small tug before he pulled it down making your head tilt back a soft stinging on your scalp letting a startled gasp leave your lips as he went in for the kill his mask raised to show his blonde stubbled jawline, sharp canines gracing over the column of your throat his lips kissing at your skin as the stubble scratched lightly in contrast. He knew exactly where to bite and kiss, burying his face into the curve of your neck sinking his teeth in causing a sharp pain to jolt through your body his name leaving your lips like a prayer as your knees became weak. "Ah.. god Si.. be gentle." You whimpered almost desperately knowing all it would do was egg him on to be more rough, ravaging your neck keeping a firm hand entangled in your hair not letting you squirm away from him as he backed you up against the wall his hand letting go of your hair as it moved down to your hips placing once hand on either side of your waist as your eyes fluttered open. "Simon?" You whispered breathily wondering why he had stopped before your questions were answered feeling him pick you up effortlessly and slam your back against the wall letting your legs eagerly wrap around his waist being held in the air as he began to attack your neck again biting and sucking hickeys into every inch of the skin. It felt so feverishly good and he wasn't even inside of you yet, he hadn't even touched you and you were already practically keening for him as he let his hand shift to rest on your ass sinking his canines deep into your neck causing gasps and whimpers of pain to leave your lips. You let your eyes flutter open meeting ghosts icy blue eyes as he ran his tongue across your throat crimson staining his lips and slightly pooling on his bottom lip as he ran his tongue across it and licked it all off making your body instinctively shiver. " fuck... you been a good little slut when m'gone baby? God you're needy aren'tchu?" He whispered huskily his voice rumbling through your core, it was true you were soaking wet from foreplay alone. You felt his hand gently run down your thighs and between your legs making your body shiver with every touch moaning softly as you leaned forward and buried your face in his shoulder. "hiding that pretty face from me love? Thought I trained you better than that little thing." He purred softly gently running his hand through your hair before transitioning down your face to grab your jaw raising your gaze to look into his eyes, his face was focused but you recognized that sadistic look in his eyes any day, he was going to ruin you. He gently let go of your chin and smirked pulling his mask back down over his mouth as he carried you to the bed a few feet away dropping you unceremoniously on the sheets as he dropped on top of you as well pinning you under his weight and sitting back on his heels as he ran his hands over your chest devouring you with his eyes. "God you're a whore aren'tcha slut, such a pretty lil body, made f'' my cock." He breathed huskily watching you squirm under him as he placed his hands on your shirt sliding his fingers under the collar and gripping it firmly simply tearing it off of you. Watching you shiver and gasp, your body became exposed to the air, you didn't care much for that shirt anyway you knew Simon would replace it. His ravenous eyes slipped all over your body as he moved his hands to your bra before fixing his hand around your throat lifting you up unclipping your bra from behind and throwing it off leaving you exposed from the top. "God I missed this.. fuck.. all mine hm?" He growled softly earning a soft whimpering "yes sir" from you, god it was like music to his ears and you could tell, his hands wandered down your body to your pants unbuttoning them effortlessly with one hand seeming to take a little more care in removing these for a first few seconds before he realized your angle was a little harder to get them off gently and huffed in irritation simply pulling until he heard a distinct rip, tearing them off from the side. "M'sorry.." he muttered but god you could tell he didn't mean it, you opened his mouth to tell him it was alright but his lips were slamming down into yours feverishly before you could even say a word. Simon was always a good kisser your first kiss had developed into sex before you had even said you loved each other yet. His lips always had a faint taste like bourbon and smoke you could practically suffocate in his lips if you wanted to.  You feverishly kissed him knocking teeth together as one of his hands planted itself on your breast squeezing and bringing your nipple between his thumb and pointer squeezing and pinching hearing the sharp squeaks and moans leave your lips as you squirmed under his hands letting him deliver a soft slap to the skin a deep gruff "stop squirming." Reverberating against your lips.
      His other hand fixed itself on your thigh rubbing a few fingers up and down across your panties snickering into your mouth before he pulled away saliva connecting your lips and shared breaths feeling like heaven. "Hm you're proper soaked like a cheap street whore from some rubbin n' kissin aren'tcha slut.." he growled softly his voice dripping with mockery that sent jolts straight to your pussy, fuck you were aching for him. "Mm-Mhm.. p-please Simon.. I need you so bad please." You whispered looking up at him watching his eyes contort to be displaying the traces of a smile.
    "Dumb slut thinks she has any control ay? You'll get fucked when m'done with you baby.." he purred deeply as he brought his fingers up to your mouth and pressed them against your lips.
   "Suck. You've gotta get stretched t'take me slut so I gotta open that tight little fuck hole nice n' good f'me.." he growled huskily as he watched your mouth open, eagerly taking his fingers into your mouth hoping this would give him what he needed to please destroy you right now on the bed. As you sucked and got his fingers lubed to be fucked in and out of you he reached into his back pocket gently pulling out his combat knife, a switch blade that he cherished quite a bit, clicking the blade open.
    "Y'know your safeword right slut?" He established in the sexiest way he could think of, Simon had always been good at making sure that consent remained intimate during sense moments. After a few minutes of you eagerly lapping at his fingers he pulled them from your mouth watching you chase the feeling of his fingers stuffed into your mouth. He opened and closed them seeing the sheen of glistening spit as he slipped down your body rubbing those fingers back and fourth across your pussy teasing at your entrance underneath your panties purposely avoiding your clit knowing exactly how much it must ache for even a breeze. Simon had other plans than satisfying you, suddenly bringing the sharp blade of his knife to the crotch of your panties, digging it in to cut the fabric cutting a hole down the center and pulling it apart vertically to leave a nice wide hole for his cock to fit in. He chuckled his eyes drifting over your thighs watch in them tremble under his touches. "Fuck.. si.. be careful.." you whispered almost instinctively as your eyes drifted down to his now focused on your thighs and hips. ".. see anyone when I was gone? Did you have any of the fuckin cunts from your work over? Without me? Fuck.. I cant believe Ive let you walk around unclaimed.." he growled mostly to himself as he brought the tip of the blade against your skin. Simon had cut you before but god this would be new, you could see from his eyes that he was planning on doing something a little more intense than simply cutting you a little bit for pleasure. "Fuckin slag.. should cut my name into your thigh so those fuckin bastards know y'mine.. fuckin hell.." he grunted softly as he brought the knife close to your thigh his eyes momentarily looking up to make sure you were alright with this. You were so alright with it, more than alright with it your pussy was soaking as clue enough and the redness on your cheeks and nose should have been another indicator. After a moment the foreign feeling of a stinging burning pain shot through your thigh as a deep shaky groan left your lips soft pants and gasps following as you tried to regulate your breathing through the pain, he was precise and you could tell he was writing a G on your inner thigh, painting your soft skin with crimson blood. "F-fuck! S-Simon! Ghost! Fuck! It hurts!" You cried out throwing your head back tears beginning to spill out of your pretty eyes feeling his knife lift for a moment. "Shhh.. I know y'can take it whore.. fuckin 'ell take it good y'look like a droolin slut.."he purred possessively as you felt the knife begin to dig again making an H.. then an O in time with your lips parting into an O as a moan left your lips, your eyes squeezed shut as pants and groans left your lips. "Fuck.. fuck sir it hurts.." you cried shakily, it hurt like hell but fuck did it feel good, being owned by him like that. An S followed and the pain began to feel like a burning pleasure, finally was a T and a soft line under the letters. "There all done.. fuck y'just a dumb fuck toy f'me aren'tcha?" He purred staring at the bloodied carving on your thigh before tossing the knife aside on to a pile of clothes in the corner bringing his head down between your thighs beginning to eagerly lap at the blood pooling around the wound listening to the sharp gasps and moans that left your lips as he licked and kissed over his name. The pain felt too much for a moment your thighs shaking opening your mouth to tell him it hurt once again before a sharp gasped out moan left your lips feeling him dive his tongue into your exposed pussy lapping at your cunt and reaching up holding your hips down to prevent your body from eagerly riding against his tongue. " fuck! Shit! Oooh my g-god Simon." You whispered out biting your lip and bringing your hand to your mouth to cover your lips, your head tipping back as moans began to flow like water.
     Ghost eagerly lapped at your cunt his tongue making circles across your labia before without warning he moved to your clit flicking his tongue like an expert using his lips and his tongue to provide a sense of stimulation only he knew how to give. He stayed quiet but you could tell his focus was entirely on you his hand gripping on to your hips as he felt you begin to squirm away the stimulation too intense. "Simon- ghost! Ah! It's too much t-too much." You begged and pleaded as you felt him begin to work an orgasm out of you sucking and lapping away at your clit eating you like a starving man holding your hips down and giving angry huffs whenever you tried to squirm away. As the heat began to pool in your stomach you wrapped your legs around his head pulling him down deeper as you began to roll your hips against his tongue feeling him slap at your unmarked thigh with his hand earning a soft weak apology out of you as you began to shake and arch your back off the bed, everything going white for a moment as you cried out in pleasure your legs shaking uncontrollably for a moment as moans and pants left your lips, slurred utterances of his name like a prayer, riding you out through your high before he slowly pulled away from your pussy licking his lips. "Fuckin 'ell.. I forgot how good you taste." He whispered almost to himself as he looked down upon your shaking already tired body seeing the way your eyes stayed barely open and drool pooled at the corner of your lips.
   "Aww pretty little slut gets 'er cunt rubbed n' turns into a droolin slag. Well pull y'self together fuck toy, m'gonna break you." He growled his voice filled with taunt as he reached down unbuckling the leather belt that kept his thick canvas pants up, stripping it off and deciding to tease you as he ran his belt across your body watching your back arch as you trembled under his touches. Your mind felt like putty right now just from the harsh teasing ghost provided you felt like you were losing it here. It wasn't long before you felt his fingers thrust into your hole making you gasp out suddenly slipping out of your trance as he thrusted two fingers in and out scissoring them open and closed to stretch you, primal deep moans leaving your lips as you felt your still stimulated pussy aching at the torrent of stimulation. " fuck si god please please fuck me please simonnn.." you moaned drawing his name out as you rolled your hips down bouncing your hips on his fingers as he silently added a third finger slamming in and out letting your eyes fall closed and your head tilt back as moans and pants left your lips. God it felt amazing Simon always knew what to do with his hands, he was sexually experienced and god you loved it he knew exactly how to please you as he jerked two fingers up into that tight bundle of nerves warranting a gasp to leave your lips followed by a loud cry of his name "Simon!!! God! Yes right there right there fuck god please don't stop don't fucking stop don't you dare." You cried out shaking around his fingers as you felt your second orgasm approaching your core tightening before he pulled his fingers out suddenly leaving you empty and dry, your eyes shooting open pathetically rolling your hips up. " no no no.. Simon.. please please I was so close.." you whispered before his hand clasped out over your mouth and he pressed the head of his cock against your hole. "Y'get a choice here pet.. y'be a good whore f'me and don't cum until I let you.. or y'disobey and cum once and I fuck ya until you cant think anymore." He said sadistically rubbing his thick shaft up and down against your pussy. What an asshole, making you chose between overstimulation and edging, you knew you had to cum soon you felt like you would go insane if you couldn't and god damn Simon would take a while egging you on and turning your mind to pudding as he got you closer and closer until every thrust could have made you cum.
    "You so dumb y'can't answer cockslut? Cmon then." Simon reminded as a frown grew across your face. "..fuck me until I break." You whispered hoping you made the right choice as you saw Ghosts body language change, leaning over you and grabbing your ankles pinning them above your head. Fuck.. he was going to destroy you in mating press. Just when you thought he couldn't get more unfair he slammed deep inside of you causing a cry in pain as you stretched, thankful he had stretched you even a little and that he had turned you on enough to make your pussy lubed enough. Fuck Simon felt good inside you, he felt heavenly he was thick and long and took up so much space inside you no matter how much he stretched you. He rocked his hips back and fourth waiting for you to adjust watching you squirm and whimper under his touches as he brought his hand up to your throat letting one ankle just limply rest over his shoulder as he leaned down on you making the stretch even more prevalent.
    He waited diligently until he felt you get adjusted to his size beginning to thrust into you, slow at first but oh god did it get fast. He began to pound you mercilessly, managing to keep himself quiet for a few minutes but when he broke he doubled over your chest primal grunts and groans leaving his lips as he squeezed gently on your throat pounding away at your hole like you were nothing but a sex doll to him. It felt so incredible loud moans ripping themselves from your lips as you tried to fight the feeling shaking and moaning out in lust your thighs shaking as he he brought you right back to the edge. "Fuck! Fuck! Yes yes yes oh god please Simon! G-ghost! S-sir!! Please it feels so good don't stop gonna cum!!" You cried out as you felt your core tighten and the heat wash over your body spasming under him as your back arched and your eyes rolled back a cry of his name leaving your lips that developed into a blissful scream.
    Ghost didn't stop though he didn't slow down through your orgasm simply leaning down and devouring your neck biting and licking the blood off as he drew It with his sharp canines. "Fuckin 'ell! Shit! Dirty little slut, pretty girl gets fucked n' becomes a dumb cumslut ay? Fuck you're mine y'know that bitch? Fuckin mine!!" He growled possessively into your ear thrusting aimlessly for a few moments before he slammed directly into your Gspot making your eyes shoot open as a scream in pleasure left your lips feeling unable to speak like your air had been caught in your lungs, your thighs shaking uncontrollably as after a few moments the heat returned and another orgasm was ripped from you feeling even more incoherent this time as you arched off the bed and tried to squirm away from him. He made you cum, again.. and again.. and again until you were completely out of your mind incoherently babbling crying for it to end that you couldn't take another orgasm. The only sign that he had cum was the seed pouring out of your hole as he slammed into it, squirting out on to the bedsheets around his cock. "Fuck! Gonna cum- fuckin 'ell gonna fill you slut gonna make this whore body all mine." He growled almost incoherently himself as he pounded away at your cunt with an inhuman stamina his thrusts getting sloppy and jittery as he moaned and pumped you full of cum, pulling out of you slowly watching the cum drip from your hole. " fuckin gorgeous love.. shit.. fuck.." he panted finally seeming spent as he looked down at your body seeing you barely coherent your eyes half open as pants left your lips and you twitched and trembled from the overstimulation. He let your legs limply fall back to the bed as he flopped down on to his side right next to you watching your sleepy eyes drift to him. "Mm.. thank you si.." you whispered ever so tired watching his eyes drift across you as that familiar look of your lover returned to his face. "Let's get you cleaned up love.." he whispered quietly running his hand soothingly across your abdomen before he sighed and closed his eyes resting for a moment. He couldn't bring himself to get out of bed until he gently scooped you up in his arms taking you to the bathroom finally for a well deserved bath and cuddle.