Each time that Harry thought of what Zayn and Liam said, he got anxious and his hands would start shaking and sweating.
One, he was very nervous and scared about what the two of them might do if they ever found out from that girl Jade if she could point out if it was either him and Louis.
Two, he felt that he should tell Louis.
He hasn't told him yet and for some reason he feels very guilty.
"Harryyyyy." Louis had whined like a baby snapping Harry out of his trance.
They were currently in Harry's room studying the betrayal of Judas, which was a rather important lesson.
"What is it love?" Harry asked in a motherly voice.
"I don't wanna to do any more of this. I've had enough for today." He sighed with a pout.
"Lou, we barely got through the first few lessons. This one is rather important!"
"I get it Harry! Judas is evil and wants to destroy Jesus but Jesus is like 'nah homie cut that shit out we don't play like that.'" Louis said with a smirk on his lips
Harry laughed so loud and hard he had tears coming down his face.
"Jesus, it wasn't even that funny." Louis said with a smile.
Harry stopped laughing and grabbed Louis face in his hands.
"I love you Louis, but you need to stop using the Lords name in vain." Harry said and smiled.
But Louis was frozen. Harry's smile faded when Louis wasn't moving.
"Lou, what's wrong?" Louis tried to make a sentence but couldn't form one.
Harry began to get worried and had asked him what was wrong yet again.
"Yo-yo-you," Louis stuttered and tried to continue on.
"Sa-sa-said. Th-the wo-words." Harry looked at him with a puzzled look on his face.
"What did I say?" Harry asked genuinely confused.
Louis couldn't handle the look of innocence that was written across Harry's face and surged forward and kissed the life out of Harry. Taken aback, it took Harry a second to kiss back.
Louis, finally regaining his confidence, pulled away and said,
"You said that you loved me."
Harry stayed silent realizing what he said.
Louis searched his eyes for something to give Louis an indication that Harry wasn't freaked out.
"Y-yes I did say that" Harry said.
Louis's face fell and he realized that Harry must not have meant it. He was in the heat of the moment and he just said it, he really doesn't mean it, any of it.
"Louis. That's right I fucking said it. I love you Louis. It's only been 5 months since we started seeing each other, but I love you."
"I love you so much and I don't think I could ever live without you. You mean everything to me. You're showing me all the things that are outside of what the church thinks. You're teaching me how to think for myself and be okay with myself and sins. I love you Louis, yes I said that and I meant it. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you."
Louis was in a state of complete shock. Harry had become rather nervous that maybe he shouldn't have said it.
That maybe it was too soon.
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Take Me To Church || Larry
FanfictionLouis is a drug addict whom Harry falls in love with, but really he shouldn't and bad things happen.