Have You Ever Felt

Period 2 (MATH)

I was coming into my math class and tried to find my friend! I saw them.(Math class is my class that has all of my Mexican friends) I sat at the desk with all of my friends around me.

We were talking about Bo and stuff as Mr. Bronco walks in. He gets to his desk and starts to get on the computer when the phone rang!!! He answers it and every one gets quiet!!We listen as he is talking!:
"Yes" silence
"Ya" silence
"She will be there in a little" silence
"What shall I tell her?" Silence
"K, Bye"wondering talk!!
"DJ, please comb here!" Talking
I walkover with a curious look on my face!
"Ya" I say as I get to his desk.
"You are getting picked up for some family reasons!"
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'No, this can't be happening. Not today. it's to early.' I think to myself as I am walking in to the office!!
I see my sisters and step dad and mom and brothers. There just standing there with a blank look on there faces. they are all just staining at me and that is when I know she is gone. She left me!!! And I just can't stop myself! I run out the door to my bike and I drove. I didn't care were I was going I just drove.
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After driving for like what seemed for forever. I just stoped. I stopped at the lake. I took the key out of my bike and got off. This place is were we meant. 7 years ago I meant her here. And now she is gone. She just left me.
I got down on my knees and cried until I Hurd a bike pull up. It was my brother Jackson. He got off his bike and ran to were I was and got down to my level and just hugged me! He just hugged me until I stopped crying.
"She is in a better place now" he said "you will be able to see him again"
"I know that but what about know" I say " I mean the only person that I could tell eny thing to is gone. God just gave up on her. He is the person that I trusted to put her in his hands. He didn't help." I am rumbling when the rest of my family are getting out of there cars. They all just hug me.