𝓢𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓐𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓨𝓸𝓾

The Hard Truth

I want to disappear from this situation.. I can't take this humiliation.. 

There I was.. about to meet up with Apollo for a date. Oh this is a lot harder to write then say it out loud. 

Apollo was there kissing another woman. I stood there frozen. I didn't know what to say or how to react. My emotions were everywhere. I walked away as fast as I could but he spotted me.. He ran after me giving me his worst excuses I've ever heard. I yelled at him, it was the first time i've ever done that and to be honest it felt very nice. No, more than nice, it felt like I was being liberated from his shadows. After I let all of my thoughts out I ran, crying and my thoughts were everywhere. Why the hell was I crying...? I mean I was starting to lose feelings for him I shouldn't be crying, yet I still do. That was it, i'm no  longer with him... why am I so happy too.. Damn these feelings are confusing. 

I then ran into someone. wait. oh my god. it's him! the one from the party. I stared at him probably longer than what i'm supposed to... I quickly stopped looking at him and apologized for bumping into him. I was trying my best not to show i've been crying it's already embarrassing enough that I yelled at my ex in public that all of the gods attention was on the two of us. He seemed to recognize me from the party. To be honest I didn't feel like talking to anyone else, so I politely excused myself and walked away but, he grabbed my hand. I turned to him pulling my hand away from him to get away.. Now it really isn't the best time to do this.. 

He speaks up,"Wait, can I at least know your name?"  I look into his eyes, they are the most gorgeous shade of blue and his black hair is just perfect in a ponytail. 

"kleio" I finally say.

He smiles at me "I'm Gabriel" 

He lets go of my hand "Sorry for that I just wanted to talk to you since I saw you." he rubs the back of his head awkwardly. 

"I'm sorry.. I don't feel like speaking to anyone right now.."  He looks down as I said this. "alright then.." he pauses for a moment then finally speaks again, "But can I see you again?" 

I think for a moment. I wonder why he wants to see me again, this stranger who I barely know. I agreed to meet up with him, what's the worst thing that could happen? 

I was relieved he didn't ask me why I had been crying, that would have been something embarrassing to talk about. I really want to get back at that cheating asshole but I know it's probably not the best Idea and I should control myself more. Ok you know what. Just focus on yourself kleio. No love. No relationships. Just you. ok? 

yeah I don't know. maybe my idiot self is going to fall in love again. No not again. It's pointless anyways... 

As I head back home my mind keeps swirling with today's events, feeling a sense of hope in me



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A/n: sorry for the short chapter i'm kind of having writer's block at the moment but i'll start posting new chapters more now since i'm done with school