"One thing we all have in common is, we are happy when we are with each other, genuinely happy."
Based on the life of 6 high schoolers facing their own problems.
𝘿𝙞𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙚𝙨.
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"the real me"
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I am Hana, Kim Hana. they say I'm a perfect girl living her best happy life, but it isn't always how it looks like it is. like anybody else, my life has always been imperfect, full of ups and downs.
*front door opens*
"where's my baby?" "mum, I'm here. how was work? I have something to tell you"
my mum is a doctor. I'm pretty proud of her. like every other relative, my relatives expect me to become a doctor too, but rn all i can do is smile and avoid that question as far as possible.
being in high school, i should be clear of goals, but my mum is cool with whatever I decide for my future, she's the best. but no, our life was not this easy.
!!flashback!!
"mom, i got a full score!" little six year old Hana exclaimed while showing her test papers to her mum "good job hana, keep it up dear" her mom smiled back while patting her daughter's head
"hana-ya, you did a good job" her father praised her while she sat on his lap "should we celebrate this? how about ice cream hana?" "yayy ice cream!!"
"mom! I want this!" six year old Hana pointed at the small docter's set "no baby, the quality of this is not that good" "pleaseeee mommm" "no means no." "ugh"
later that night
"hana! look what do I have here for you!" her dad said extending the gift box towards hana "what is it dad? "open it up" "WOAHH!! MOM LOOK AT THIS!!" hana exclaimed as she showed her new bigger doctor's set to her mom "I love you so much dad! you're the best!" she said hugging him tightly "I love you too dear"
!present!
"hana, I'm asking you something, why is your score so low?" "I tried mom" "this is what you get after trying?" "...."
I said nothing, fearing my voice would crack and i would break down in front of her. Her voice had 'dissapointment' written all over it, it pierced through my heart.
I was there in my room, all curled up, crying, yet again. It all fell down in an instant, my family, my grades, my happiness, my interest in everything. It just vanished.
After making a mess out of myself, i washed my face and went to the living room. We both were watching TV. I'm way too good at hiding the fact that I had been crying all along.
neither she asked me a thing, nor did I say anything.
but this is not it, there's more to this little drama.
!!flashback!!
"YOU ARE CHEATING ON ME?!?" "yea, to he honest I only see you as the mother of our daughter, take care of her, even i love her as much as you do but I'm sorry, i just couldn't love you..."
my dad and grandmother soon moved out of the house. My mom was left all alone. she deserves the world.
she was a fighter though, she was financially independent, she never failed to protect me.
I walked back home to see my mother sitting in the living room and some of the furnitures gone. I just looked at my mom.
"They left"
Those words left so many unhealed scars on my heart. just because a random woman, it's all ruined? I saw tears in my mom's beautiful brown eyes, I saw it all. He left, he simply left.
I hate my dad as a human, but as a father, he was the best for me.
People often ask me why don't I hate my dad for what he did. You aren't in my shoes, you will never understand.
This tells that I'm not perfect as everyone thinks. This growing age never really helped me, it made it worse for me. I would often take stress for some mere problems which always led to me fighting with my mom.
I always regretted picking fights with her. I know it's my fault. I always cried over and over again in my room. I felt guilty of how I behaved.
But hana's mom never knew her daughter cried in her room until her head hurt and her eyes became all red from all the crying.
