He Want His Love Revenge.... HIS OBSESSION (jungkook ff) 21+

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Jungkook pov

After I left from there. I walked towards the hall and set on the couch. As I was thinking that what I said her was right! My head was paining because of overthinking. To relax my mind I went to the kitchen and take out my favourite wine bottle and took a glass and went to the couch again.

And I started to drink the wine and let my mind to be in peace. After an hour I don't know when I slept....

In His Dreams.....

Dark.....

So dark.....

Everywhere is darkness.......

I looked aroused and find myself in a dark place. What is this place? How did I come
here?

I thought and looked around. Just then, I
saw a bright light is sparking far away from
me..

Being do curious I start walking towards the light. But I am feeling my legs are too heavy to move.

What is happening with me?

Somehow I took few steps but soon I end up on ground. I feel a great pain in my legs. I looked down at my legs and saw my legs is bleeding.

What is happening here?

What is happening with me?

Where am I?

I shouted and heard the voice I am carving to hear from last two years..

"Jungkook"

I again heard the voice. My heart fill up with happiness. My y/n, my baby is here. Finally, I found my love. I looked up and saw her standing in the light..

Tears rolled down on my face. My baby smiled at me and opened her arms for me..

I smiled and tried to get up and I feel my legs went frozen. I tried to couldn't able to stand up. I looked at her helplessly.

"Come to my jungkook. I am waiting. I am waiting for you so long. Come to me" y/n told me...

"I am coming love. I am coming" Saying this
I started rolling towards the light. But I am
feeling my body becoming heavier slowly
slowly.

If any give me a big knife I will cut down my legs because is me making barrier to reach my love.

I looked at y/n and saw her happily looking at me. I started rolling fast but I feel something sharp is cutting my skin. I screamed in pain but didn't stop rolling. Because my love, my life, my wife is there waiting for me.

My condition went bad. I feel blood coming
out from my hands, legs, chest. It pain is
making to dizzy but I have to reach there.

At last I reached there and about to enter the bright place but I feel my body is burning whenever I try to enter the place my baby is standing..

I looked at her and speak up," Come out
from light y/n. Please come out. I can not
enter there. Please come to me"

I went mix with water. people always said we only understand the value of something or someone when the person left us. in last six months i come to know now that with her I'm nothing. it was just an attraction. i only love my baby, my y/n.

but i lost her. she is living somewhere hiding from us. not only me but also her parents tried a lot to find her but it is seems like she does not want to comes out. she wants to keeps hidden.

she is so hurt. i broke her completely. i told
her to live like dead when I was loving IU. i told her to go away and she did. she went away leaving us all..

this is all because of me. she left because of me. thinking about it anger rose into me. i am angry at myself. not able to control my anger i punched the mirror and it got broken into pieces.

some pieces cut my skin. blood comes out. my hand is bleeding like mountain. but i can't fell the pain.

i keep looking at the broken pieces of mirror.

"i broke her like the mirror. she is broken
likes this mirror" i whispered.

soon, my head start paining. i wash my hand. and tied my hand with a cloth only. i do not want to take medicine.

i want to suffer myself. I come out from washroom but my legs also recoiled her words and a painful tears rolled down on my cheeks...

The face you do not want to see one day you will crave to see this I am craving to see your face love" I whispered... One day you will die to hear this voice.

I am dying love. I dying to hear you voice

One day you will die in regret.

I am dying slowly love. Please come and mend your jungkook love. Your jungkook is apart love" I whispered and when her last few words came in my mind I started shaking in fear, pain and regret

One day you will begged me to meet this child you just called a bastard. But that day 1 will not forgive you. That day I will no longer here to mend your broken heart. Never expect me to forgive you jungkook. I used to love you but now I hate you more than I used to love you"

"No. No you can't hate me. My kid never hates his dad. I will find you. I will heal the ds I gave you. I will do everything. I will you soon" I whispered and again a painful tears rolled down on my cheek..

I have to find her.

"Where are you y/n? From six months I am searching for you. I am not allowed to enter Black swan mansion Everyone abandoned me. But it is not their fault. It is my punishment. I deserve it. I hurt many one. I betrayed everyone.

You were right doll. I am dying in regret. But I will not stop until I found you" I whispered and get up from floor..

I enter my room and walked towards my closet. My head is paining. I am so hungry because from yesterday I didn't eat anything except alcohol. As yesterday was my off day I was drinking all day and night.

This alcohol is my one and only accompany from six months. It always helps me to reach to my angel. Not in reality but though hallucination.

I took out my clothes and entered the washroom. As soon as the cold water touch pskin I fell relax. But my heart is paining. I ys feel something is missing. I always feel loneliness although I stand between several people.

Something is missing inside me. And it is my y/n. My baby.

Tears rolled down on my cheeks again and went mix with water.

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