NIGHTMARE | JINKOOK

CHAPTER SEVEN

Jungkook held in him hands the photograph of Jin and him, the one he found with broken glass, he still could not believe how him boyfriend had been pregnant.

What nonsense, he had lost the love of him life for a slip of the tongue, for not listening to him boyfriend, for not paying attention to him, for not waiting for him, he decided to go and take refuge in the caresses of another person, things would have been totally different, and him son would not have left.

The first thing he would do returning to the office would be to fire Jimin, he could not give all the blame to him, even if Jimin had offered himself to him he should have put Jin above all and given him the respect he deserved, he had nothing to gain by repenting if his Jin was no longer with him. It hurt him a lot.

He felt the huge house for him alone, he felt it immense but even more immense was the loneliness he felt at that moment. For a moment he thought if that was how Jin felt when he arrived at dawn, or when he avoided being at home and left Jin alone. He would never forgive himself that because of him they had lost their baby, the son who would give them immense happiness. He always wanted his children to go with Jin and when they  had the chance, because of him that illusion was lost.

Now that he lost everything, he realized that he wanted Jin to be with him again, he wanted him to be with him again, he lost a sincere love, the one that left everything for him even when Jin's parents didn't agree with them moving young so soon, he wanted his Jin back with him.

He had made him a promise 7 years ago, he himself failed to keep that promise and regretted intensely for failing his love.

The room and the house were empty, only his things were left, Jin's things had gone back to the place where they once left. He left a kiss on the ultrasound picture of him son, he also found the kitchen decorated for the celebration of their anniversary, Jin had a big surprise prepared for him and was going to give him the best news of him life, instead he broke him heart and ruined him life, what a gift he gave to his love.

Could Jin forgive him if he apologized?

The answer he gave himself was no, but he needed to see him, he needed to talk to him and explain to him that the only person he loves is him, he will do everything in his power to get his forgiveness.

-If he forgives me, I will never cheat on him again.

-I will always protect him, he must forgive me.

-He will forgive me, I know he will.

-Once he forgives me I will show him how much I love him, I will never fail to keep that promise again and we will have a child to overcome our loss, not one child, no, we will have many children.

It was selfish to want Jin back by him side but he loved him and wanted him back.