NIGHTMARE | JINKOOK

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

The first days were always difficult, it was hard to take care of one baby but it was even harder to take care of two, fortunately there were always his parents and Taehyung to help him.

When his babies turned one year old Jin was already sure of the feelings he had for Taehyung, but he was afraid, afraid that he would reject him for having been him brother's boyfriend, that Taehyung would feel for him and not reciprocate his feelings.

It was Eunhyuk who encouraged him to forget Jungkook and give Taehyung a chance.

Since the dinner they hadn't heard anything from Jungkook and honestly that made Jin nervous, the fact that he hadn't tried to see his children could be a good sign he wanted to think so.

Heechul had invited him to lunch, promising him that it was a surprise meal for Taehyung, to make sure to bring his children.

The time came and he was at Taehyung's parents' house. He waited patiently as there was no sign of anyone when he heard footsteps coming down the stairs surprised to see Jungkook.

-Jungkook-

-Jin-

-I'm waiting for your Appa, I hope you don't mind.

-My Appa won't be here, it was me who asked him to invite you to lunch.

-I must go.

-I want to apologize for having insulted my children, for having insulted my son in the park and for having insulted you, even if he wasn't my son, I had no reason to talk to a child like that.

-It's a good thing you understand, I'm leaving.

-Don't go, first listen to me I never apologized to you for what happened years ago, I shouldn't have deceived you in the first place, I'm sorry I didn't ask what you needed or if you were feeling well, I'm also sorry I walked away from you"

-Jungkook-

-Let me finish Please, even knowing that you had lost the baby I didn't think about you, all I wanted was to get you back I didn't think about how you felt, it's a fortune that my children are well but I should have thought about you, I deserve that you hate me, I deserve that you don't want to hear from me anymore, that you hid from me for years I deserve all that and more. I realized that if you had been the one who was unfaithful to me I would be the same or worse, a late forgiveness, a late apology will not change anything but I beg you, forgive me.

-You're right, an apology won't change anything, maybe you're right with what you said before and part of what happened was my fault.

-Nothing is your fault.

-It is, I suspected you were unfaithful to me and not because of the time you arrived but because you arrived smelling a different perfume than yours, a different scent than the one you used in the morning, but I didn't want to believe and I was there until the last instances, by the way, several times you left a used condom in your pocket, who else did you use a condom with if it wasn't me with whom you used it? The answer is obvious-

-I'm sorry-

-I was guilty for wanting to hold on to you and not letting you go in time, I was an idiot to expect everything to change.

-Do you forgive me?

-I will, I forgive you, I think that after so long I need to let go of everything, you are the father of my children, I can't keep on holding a grudge against you.

-Thank you-

It was liberating for both of them to talk, after so many years of keeping things to themselves.