Granger My Darling

Leaving & letting go

You know, people leaving, your loved ones leaving, that person that feels like your everything? Just suddenly disappears and leave not a single explanation? Not even leaving any form of closure? Well, that's part of life, part of growing, accepting. It may hurt but, hopefully it hurts with no regrets, thinking of how happy you were with them feels so unrealistic sometimes, because you never thought of that moment on how they were going to leave, or when they'll leave.. You just simply lived life with them like there was no tomorrow.

Although, some might not last long the way you wanted it to, but atleast you had great memories with them, right? Right.

And, hopefully, whatever's hurting them now, treats them better in the near future. Hopefully they'll be treated the way I treated them, but better. I treated all my loved ones with respect, with care, with happiness, with sadness, and even if I don't show it sometimes, I'd always treat them with this love of mine. I may not be the best friend they ever wanted, the best sibling they wish to have, the best daughter they needed, the best student the teachers wished they taught, but I just hope they felt wanted the time they needed to feel it the most.

I am writing this for not only because I wanted to let some of my untold feelings out, but to tell some of you that letting go is apart of growing. It's not that bad yk? You'll miss them, that's for sure, but the best thing that happened? Well, getting to meet them of course! But, if you ended things badly,, then to who ever is out there that needs it, It'll be okay :)), I wish for you all to live a better life, I know this paragraph won't fix 'all' of your problems, but I hope you take my words for it? But alas! Thank You all again for all your support, this will probably be the last chapter I'll be publishing in this book. So. Here I am.

This is Lee, officially signing off.