Beauty Behind The Madness

Your Night Thoughts

(unedited)

Valerie:

I woke up around 9 to get ready to meet with Jacob and the rest of the agency. Today we had to discuss my flaws and change a few things about my walk, i was really nervous especially because they were going to bring out new insecurities i didn't even know i had. After finding a parking spot i signed in at the front desk and went up to the 11th floor.

"heyyy" I said smiling awkward

Jacob:

"Valerie welcome, have a seat and we'll start shortly"

Arie:

"she didn't bring Drake with her this time" I said whispering to Mark

Mark:

"i know i see that, isn't he like on tour or something"

Arie:

"oh shit yeah you're right, so i basically dressed slutty today for no reason"

Mark:

"bitch i know you weren't trying to seduce drake, he's with a literal model"

Arie:

"actually they aren't together, they're friends, i asked him" I said smiling

Mark:

"you're crazy...but honestly same cause drake could literally bend me over"

Arie:

"i think drake likes girls babe"

Mark:

"says you" 

Arie:

"no no i'm pretty sure he's straight"

Mark:

"not when i'm done with him" I said biting my finger and winking

Arie:

"you're done" I said laughing

Jacob:

"alright Valerie please strip to your bra and underwear and stand on the X, Arie get on the camera"

Valerie:

Folding my clothes i set them in a pile next to my purse and walked on the X. After a while of them taking photos of me in basically every angle with every lighting i was told to stand and wait for someone named Luis to get here. When he got here Jacob walked up and started examining me.

Jacob:

"now Luis this girl is stunning don't get me wrong but i feel like we could get skinnier than this."

Valerie:

Trying not to make a facial expression i stood there going back and fourth in my head. Skinnier?? i'm already 120 pounds how skinnier could i possibly get??

Luis:

"okay Valerie, for the next few weeks you will eat one meal a day, no alcohol, no sodas or sugar, no bread or potatoes and definitely no fried anything"

Valerie:

"what?? what am i supposed to eat then??"

Luis:

"vegetables, fruit, red meats, eggs, i mean the list goes on"

Valerie:

"i- okay"