Him??✨

what now..

Ryans pov

We just finished recording a video and i was quite exhausted, we all were just sitting on the couch on our phones. Manager ty was somewhere around the house editing the video, Sebastian was sitting next to justin and reggie and like every 2 minute he'd get bored and start bothering justin, Darren was sitting next to Oli and they were laughing at something on his phone, Meanwhile i was sitting next to Kane and he kept showing me funny animal reels on his phone. After a while of seeing a cat swinging on a fan i got up to go to my room

Kane, where are you going?

Ryan, oh i'm going to my room, i'm kind of tired

Kane, oh alright

*Darren looked up at ryan when he said that*

Ryans pov

When i was in my room i put some music i could fall asleep to, i turned my lights off and turned my led lights on and put the light red and i just layed on my bed at first i couldn't really fall asleep i was just thinking about Darren but then i felt my eyes get heavy and i slowly started drifting off into a deep sleep...after a while, i woke up to someone knocking on my room door i groaned

Ryan, who is itt

Darren, it's me

Ryan, who's me??

I was half asleep so i really didn't process what was going on, the person who was knocking on my door eventually came in so i rubbed my eyes and quickly sat up when i saw it was Darren, i didn't want him to see me in this state even though he's seen how i look like when im half asleep but i just feel like it's different now that we're dating

Ryan, um what are you doing here

Darren, just wanted to check on you but from how you said that i don't think you want me here right now so i'll just go

Ryan, no i do i'm just half asleep right now

Darren, oh okay

Ryan, okay

Darren's pov

Ryan went over to his bed and sat down so i went too and sat down with him, we were just kind of sitting there in awkward silence, we've been like this for while now we've just been kind of awkward

Ryan, so what now..

Darren, i don't know..

Ryan, okay...i think i'm just going to go back to sleep cuz i'm still kind of tired

Darren, oh okay

Ryan, but you can still stay here if you want i don't mind

Darren, okay thanks

After a while Ryan fell asleep he looked so peaceful and beautiful, i could stare at him all day without getting tired of seeing him, I just wish me and him were more like sebby and justin no one has told me that their a thing yet or if they are even together but it's super obvious that they have something going on, me and Ryan are just kind of awkward i don't know why though like we have talked before and we have hung out before but it's just so hard to keep a conversation with him, when i realized what time it was i got up from his bed i pulled the blanket a little higher so he wouldn't get cold then i left his room to go to my own room

*The next morning*

Ryan's pov

I woke up with the sun beaming on my face and i looked down and noticed i had a blanket on me, i smiled a little at that because the only person in my room last night was Darren so the thought of him putting the blanket on me so i wouldn't get cold is kind of cute. I sat up, rubbed my eyes, and stretched a little. Before i could even get my thoughts straight kane came barging into my room.

Kane, wake up breakfast is ready

Ryan, alright just give me a moment

*Kane left his room*

I got up and went to go eat breakfast all the boys were already there eating so i sat down and started eating too, when i sat down Darren kind of looked at me like if he had something to say to me but he just looked back down at his plate, after a while most of the boys were done eating so it was just me and Darren, I had just finished eating so i got up to go shower

Darren, ryan wait

*Darren got up from his chair*

Ryan, what happen

Darren, uh can we talk

When he said that i got so scared my heart sank to my stomach, everytime someone says that to me it's usually something bad

Ryan, yeah sure, do you want to talk here or go to my room

Darren, your room

*In Ryan's room*

Darren, so you know me and you are dating now

Ryan, yea

Darren, well i feel like we've been kind of off like we've been super awkward

Ryan, yea i've been feeling like that too, i mean it's kind of my fault we've been like that because i haven't really been like normal with you if that makes sense

Darren, well is there any reason why you feel like you can't act normal with me?

Ryan, i guess i'm kind of scared

Darren, scared of what?

Darren moved closer to me and made eye contact with me

Ryan, since we're dating now i'm scared that you will see me as my regular self and regret getting together with me..

*Darren stayed silent for a moment*

Ryan, i mean it's stupid though because you know how i act and we have been friends for a while a-and i don't really know why i was thinking like that i'm so sorr-

Darren, Ryan ryan ryan it's okay you don't have to say sorry and it's not stupid and trust me i don't regret dating you, i don't know if you've realized but i've kind of been wanting this for a long time now

*Ryan chuckles*

Ryan, i'm sorry for thinking like that

Darren, it's okay oh and btw you shouldn't be scared to act normal around me i've seen your crazy hair when you've just woken up from sleeping

*He said messing up Ryan's hair and laughing*

Ryan, your not funny i'm leaving to go shower now

*He said with his arms crossed pretending to be mad*

I started walking away from him but then he pulled my waist and pulled me close to him so our faces were like 2 inches apart

Darren, Im joking i love your hair when it's messy

*He said while playing with ryan's hair*

*Darren grabbed ryans chin, looked at his lips then his eyes then his lips again and ryan turned turned super red*

Darren, i still go it

*he said smirking*

Darren, okay you can go shower now

He backed away from me and i was so red in that moment, i was hoping that he would kiss me

Ryan, get over here and kiss me

*Darren walked up to him again with a smirk on his face and pushed ryans back against the wall*

*Then they passionately kissed*

A/N

It has been a while since i've been on here, i kind of took a break because i was stuck and did not know what to write but i finally finished this part so i hoped u liked part 6 of Him?✨I love you guysss I hope you have an amazing day/night

(Daily Reminder: ur crown may tilt but never let it fall💕)

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