Anxiety

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Kiara's POV
It's been a few days since JJ and I have been back from Atlanta. Everything was going smoothly and was the best few days of relaxation. Especially after coming back from a vacation. Anyways tonight everyone had plans to do something so it was just me and JJ alone at our house just chatting, eating, watching tv, and having a nice Saturday night in. We started to watch Netflix then we chatted some more.

JJ-Atlanta was fun especially buying some souvenirs for us to keep!
Kiara-anything with u babe is fun! (Kisses his cheek)
JJ-let me guess we are watching Fuller House?!
Kiara-yea I mean the new season just came out and I've been dying to watch it!!
JJ-ok then u get it ready while I get the popcorn ready!

Kiara turns on Fuller House while JJ gets the popcorn.

Kiara-so the wedding invitations are sent out and done
JJ-but idk if my family would come...
Kiara-and they will come don't worry...
JJ-but they know me as a bad person like how my father is but I've told them a billion times that I'm not a bad person...it's just frustrating telling them who I fricken am as a person...(starts to panic)
Kiara-ok JJ calm down everything will be ok...(hugs him)
JJ-my...my...breathing....is very...heavy...I think imma...(passes out)
Kiara-sh.. JJ plz wake up!!!! Plz plz plz wake up honey!! Don't let them ruin ur Saturday night!

JJ finally wakes up.

Kiara-babe u scared me...
JJ-so did I scare myself too...idk wtf that was
Kiara-wait so that was ur first ever anxiety attack?!
JJ-I think so but idk
Kiara-I'm just glad ur safe (they hug each other)
JJ-I'm sry for ruining the night
Kiara-u never ruin my night...we are always there for each other till death / forever!
JJ-yup we are (they make out)

They enjoy watching Fuller House. Sarah has flashbacks in her dream she is having.

Flashback/Dream

Sarah-enough Rage you've done a lot to me and to this family
Rafe-oh yea well shooting u was one of the best moments of my life and Ik that was supposed to be for John B but I'm soooo glad it was u instead of that brat
Sarah-don't u dare call him a brat Rafe!!! Ur the brat! U idiot!!
Rafe-I won't ever regret shooting u

Puts the gun onto her chest

Sarah-no Rafe don't do this!!!

Boom a gunshot goes through Sarah as she falls to the ground with her dead body and Rafe just runs away as quickly as possible.

End of Flashback/Dream.

Sarah awakens from her bad dream and breathes hardly and runs straight to her car to head to Jiara's house because John B can't see her having a full on panic attack. She arrives at Jiara's place and breathes heavily while knocking on the door.

Kiara-whose that?
JJ-I'll get the door...

JJ grabs his gun just in case because it's late at night and they don't know who is at their door after midnight. JJ opens the door with his hand behind him holding the gun.

Sarah-JJ...Kie

Sarah hugs them both and sobs into their arms.

JJ-wtf Sarah
Kiara-what's going on?
Sarah-can I just stay here for the rest of the night?
Kiara-yea sure I'll get the guest room ready

Kiara gets the guest room all ready.

Sarah-just breathe Sarah u can get through this (breathes)
JJ-is everything ok?
Sarah-no I had a dream that Rafe k*lled me (sobs)
JJ-come here (hugs her) it's gonna be ok just breathe and calm down...

Kiara comes back.

Kiara-ok the room is all set...but what happened?
Sarah-I had a dream about Rafe killing me (cries)
Kiara-no that isn't and won't ever be true (hugs her) u should get some sleep and forget about all of this
Sarah-yea I'll try to (wipes off her tears)
JJ-and if u need anything idc just wake us up
Sarah-ok

Sarah goes into the guest room and Jiara goes into their room but JJ waits till Kie is asleep so that he can talk to Sarah in the guest room because he knows that Sarah won't be able to sleep because of her bad dream.

Sarah-why does Rafe have to come in my dreams...(JJ walks in) like I have a better brother that I see every single day
JJ-I'm guessing ur talking to yourself
Sarah-oh ummm no I wasn't
JJ-I know u were...because I'd always do that
Sarah-why?
JJ-idk why I just like it I guess
Sarah-no one understands what I go through especially tonight...
JJ-yes no one gets what we go through...
Sarah-we???
JJ-yea I kinda had a panic attack an hour before u came
Sarah-what...why? And don't say it was about Rafe!
JJ-no it wasn't about him...Kie and I were talking about how the invitations were sent out and I told her that my family would never come because they think of me as a bad person like how my father is...
Sarah-hey but mom is gonna come and I'm coming so not all of ur family isn't coming
JJ-yea but quick question, does anxiety run around in the family?
Sarah-well my mom and dad had them and so did Rafe and Wheezie and me and now u so yes it does run in the family
JJ-well does John B know?
Sarah-about that...
JJ-now what?
Sarah-I uhhh snuck out while he was asleep and uhh he doesn't know about this and I wanted to come to my best friend and my brother for moral support
JJ-ok but u should tell him
Sarah-idk if I will
JJ-but he's gonna wake up and notice that your gone
Sarah-he'll think I'm running some errands and it's ok I'll tell him when I want to if I want to now don't worry about that bro let's just sleep
JJ-ok fine...GN
Sarah-GN!

They both go to sleep. In the morning Pope and Cleo go over to John B and Sarah's house and they wake them up but are surprised that they see only John B sleeping while Sarah was gone/ "missing" to the three of them.

Pope-ummmm John B wake up!!!
Cleo-man ur girl isn't here!!

John B wakes up.

John B-I'm awake I'm awake!!! Where's Sarah?
Cleo-idk we just came here to wake u guys up and she wasn't here
Pope-maybe she went missing
John B-nah she has to be somewhere in this house

They look around the house.

John B-Sarah?!
Pope-Sarah!!
Cleo-where r u?!
Pope-see the house is empty
John B-but why would she disappear like that?
Cleo-maybe someone took her...
Pope-ok then let's go tell the others!!

They head straight to Jiara's house.

JJ-did u tell John B?
Sarah-yea I did tell him
Kiara-ok then I guess he's ok with it right?
Sarah-yup he is!

Sarah's POV
I had to lie to them...I haven't told John B and never will because I don't want him to stress over what I'm stressing about.

Someone knocks on the door and Kiara gets the door.

John B-we need to find Sarah...oh there u r! Wtf happened?!
Kiara-she told u
JJ-yea she did
John B-what no!
Sarah-well I'm here! So don't worry
Cleo-you went missing
Pope-yea u did
Sarah-I didn't I just went to my favorite soon to be married couple's house!
John B-we need to talk...
Sarah-ok then talk!
John B-let's just go back home and talk
Sarah-ok

John B goes out to the Volvo while Sarah stays in for another second.

Sarah-thank you for having me over!
JJ-u can come by anytime but just so u know ur gonna get in trouble with John B
Kiara-yea just stay calm and if u need anything the four of us are here!
Sarah-thank u!

Sarah goes out to the car where John B is.

Cleo-so what happened?
JJ-she didn't tell John B...
Pope-didn't tell him what?!
Kiara-she had a panic attack and came here after midnight
Pope-what was it about?
Cleo-why did she come here?
JJ-because she didn't want to bother John B and it was about her having a dream of Rafe killing Sarah
Kiara-and that's when her panic attack began and she drove straight to our place
Cleo-why wouldn't she tell John B?
Pope-yea like he wants to marry her
JJ-Ik but she does have to tell him because she can't always come to us for moral support because we will have busy lives
Kiara-let's just forget about this and have a nice lunch just the four of us!
Cleo-yea I like that plan!

They go and have some lunch together.

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