Blank Canvases (On Hold)

Pranks and Hopefully Answers

As soon as i got home, I immediately texted Louise.

(Me) Hi. Do u got home safely?

I waited anxiously for her reply. Even though that guy admitted that he's her brother, it still didn't settle well with me especialy because I don't like how he holds Louise arm. After maybe a couple of minutes she replied.

(Her) I'm all good now, tnx for your concern. 😊

I stared at her reply for a few seconds imagining her megawatt smile. I racked through my brain thinking for a reply, coming up with "I had a great time with you" then erased it. "You're free tomorrow?" erase. That routine continues until finally I had the guts to send her,

(Me)It's nice hangin out with u, hope there would be a nxt time. xx

Now if you think about it, does putting "x" makes me girly? Well it's too late now.

(Her)Sure, but dont get 2 obsessed with me. ;)

Oh hell, she said sure! Damn you Jeff, told you i got skillz.

(Me) Don't get too obsessed with ME. Soooo ure free tom.?

(Her)Yeppp.

(Me)Meet me at the local coffee shop near the grocery store. 6 sharp ;)

(Her)Lol. Why so demanding.... Okay then.

(Me)Goodnight beautiful.

(Her)G'night Lol xD (((:

(Me) :)))

(Her) (((:

(Me) :) :)

As our conversation stopped i headed straight to my bed and lulled myself to sleep.
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Symbols, cries. "What did i ever do to deserve this?!" A girl cried. Her voice seems so familiar. The girl is clutching her heart, panting, and sobbing without tears. I tried to reach for her and make her calm down but my hand just shoot past her. "I'll never deserve someone's love" She cried.
"You deserved it, you actually deserves more than just love." I heard myself told her. "No! You need to keep the hell away from me! Being this close to someone will just lead to pain! I-I'm better of alone! I'm born to be alone! So that i can hurt no one! Every person i loved left me. They died. Left and abandoned me! And the pain i felt was agonising! So leave before i make you feel that kind of pain, y-you won't understand I'm going to d-" Before i can stop her and shouted at her from leaving, darkness surround my vision.

I tried to stand up and search for the light but i saw nothing. It's just a dark abyss. I can't feel anything, mentally and physically. I feel numb. As i walked through the darkness i saw a girl hunched over. sobbing mess at the corner. I ran and reached out to her. "Miss-" As i started i was immediately cutted off. She stood up, white dress stained with blood. Head down until she lift her chin and stare right into my eyes. Blue eyes but then it flashed into red.
"You didn't save me." She told me, face emotionless. "You let me die!" She shouted, but her face remained still. Then she laughed maniacally clutching her bloodied stomach. "Y-You you're worthless! You didn't save me from danger! You left me alone to die in pain! You were there! You stared at my eyes as you watched my life pass! You keep repeating that you love me but d-did your love h-help? DID IT HELPED?!" She shouted, blue eyes wide with tears waiting to be spilled out.
The numbness from my body's now long gone. I felt pain. Agonising. I cluthched my heart trying to breathe normally and realised that I'm sobbing with no tears. My chest hurts, it's like someone is tugging at it. Ripping, slicing it. The pain is unbearable. I can't breathe. "Now, you feel my pain." And that was her last words. Darkness. Never ending pain. It feels like I'm drowning. Drowning in darkness.