🙂🙃short stories (Shivika) (On Hold Till June)

ONLY LOVE CAN HURT LIKE THIS

Hi guys....
I know Im too late..

I have written this half update a very long back and just completed it eith the last that lines of confession that came in my mind now...i know not to good at that but hope you like it

Lets start.....

Mallika- Arey listen yrr
You know what happened today..
When i was coming today at college I saw our senior he was looking like a greek god
I think i feel in love with him at first sight
You know I want love story like a Bollywood style I want to feel how it feel to be loved it might be a beautiful feeling to be in love with someone and loved by someone

Anika- Nothing happens like that love is just a facade ,illusion that it is beautiful but it's just ruins you and all your hope  faith wishes

Mallika- Tumhe Kaise pata do you ever fell in love with someone

Anika- It was not love it was just stupidity of my life

Mallika- What do you mean by that

Anika-  nothing I meant nothing leave it
the class is going to start lets  go

At college

Mallika- Listen yarr i need to go to washroom ..periods
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u yeh assignment mera submit kra de isse phle voh khadus marks deduct kr de mere

Anika- Thik h

While coming from teachers staff room she bumped with a man and said sorry

Shivay- Wth cant you see are u blind

She looked at him and said

Anika- Fine  im blind  but tumhre pass toh do ankhen haina tum kholkr chl lete

And left from there

Arnav- Dude she have a lots of attitude man

Shivay- Attitude nhi h yeh anger h

Arnav-  nhi yrr anger toh ni lg rha attitude hi hai

Shivay-  yeh anger hai attitude ni h yeh uska

Arnav- Vahh mere sher tujhe bda pta h attitude h ya anger .tu kbse ldkiyon ke moods pdhne lga

Shivay- Main ldkiyon ke moods ni pdh rha
Bs tere ques ka ans de rha tha

Arnav- Aisa kya pr tujhe kaise pta

Shivay- Bs guess kra

Arnav- Ohh guess voh bhi itne confident se jaise tu usse saalon se janta ho

Shivay- Canteen chle

After while sitting in canteen

Mallika- Voh dekh voh rha voh senior hot haina

She looked at him and just turned her gaze back on her food

Mallika- Yrrr terko itna hot bnda bhi hot ni lg rha ab kya sun se layegi hot insan tu apne liye

Anika- Tera lunch ho gya ho toh class m chle

After some time

Here he was sitting in a park and reading a diary page photo in his phn

Arnav- Tu yhn kya kr rha h
Class ni jana terko

Shivay- Mann ni  h yrr

Arnav- Btw kya pdh rha h tu

"Tu meri voh hssi h jisse main chahkr bhi ni chupa skti

Aur voh aasu jisse main lakh rokkr bhi hssi ni bna skti

Tu meri voh glti h jisse  na sudharne ki meri  usse bdi glti hai

Tu mere hone ka voh ahsas h jo mujhe rubaroo krata h mere dil ke haal se ki main bhi insan hi hu

Aisa nhi hai ko tere bina reh ni skti
Pr tere hone se main apne uss roop se vakif hui hu jo shyd mera roop hokr bhi main anjaan thi usse

Agr sach kahu toh Tu meri voh  ikloti ummeed h ,voh  ikrar h aur voh meri khadgars khawaish h

Jisse maine ek sapna socha tha voh phla aisa  ek chamatkar   hai maine  uss rab se manga ho aur pura hua hai aur  jiski mujhe hr pal  minnat se lekr pura hone tk sb yaad h

Tu aaj bhi meri voh kahani h jisse main adha pdhkr chdh ni skti pr puri pdhne ki hinmati bhi nhi h mujhme

Tu mera hai bhi nhi aur hoga bhi nhi yeh jantue hue bhi yeh dil ghbra kyu jata h tujhe khone ke khwab se hi

Yeh dimag aur dil jung m bs tera hona hi ek jaisa h vrna dono ki jung toh issi baat pr chidi h

Tujhse dur ho jau ya tere aur karib ho jau pr yaad rkhna na voh tera tha na h aur na hoga"

(You are my that happiness which I cant eveen hide if i want wlaso
And that tear whom even after stopping it from falling i still cant turn it into smile
You are my that mistake which by not correcting im doing a bigger mistake than that
You are my that feelings which make me realise that im too a human with emotions
Its not like i cannot live without you but because of you i met my that version ehich i was also unknown
And i be honest
You are my only   hope,faith and that  selfish desire
I thought you were a dream
You are that  first miracle  of my life which i rememeber every bits of the time from praying to it gettung fulfilled

You are that story of my life which neither i can leave in half nor i have courage to complete it

You are not mine nor you will be but why does  still the thought of losing you scares me
In the  battle between my heart and my mind you are the only one that is common
Otherwise the battle is of should i get away from you or get more closer to you but remember always he was never yours nor he is nor he would be ever be yours)

And there were dried tear on this

Arnav- Yrr dude it is  so best confession  like seriously the emotions gives goosebumps  it is so deeply and pyre but who has wriiten it

Shivay- Someone who has lost the trust on love

Arnav- What

Shivay- Hmm chl lets go to class

Arnav- Pr tu toh keh rha tha mann ni hai

Shivay- Pr ab mann h  mera

To be continued......
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