Jealousy, Jealousy

Chapter 2

As I saw them kiss I felt my whole body freeze, I felt an ache in my stomach that wouldn't go away, and I felt myself not being able to breathe any longer. My whole world collapsed. I knew he didn't like me. Why would he even like me? I got interrupted by my thoughts by hearing three loud shocked gasps that I knew belonged to Niall, Liam, and Zayn. "Oh hey Harry, this is my girlfriend," I saw a smile appear on his face "Who are those for? Are those my favourite flowers and my favourite pizza?" I heard Louis ask and I could tell he was smiling more. I wasn't able to form any words, I was too hurt and shocked about what I had just witnessed "I think they are for you baby," I heard whoever this girl was say "Are they, Harry?" Louis asked in such a sweet voice, but as I said before I wasn't able to speak. All of a sudden I felt the flowers and the container taken from my hand and smiled in appreciation as Niall "Nope they are mine, I am finally going to tell Liam how I feel about him. Have fun with your girlfriend," Niall said and said the last part with an attitude which I smiled slightly at. "Yeah, I um just came to say I have to go and I am um spending the night at Nick's place so I'll see you tomorrow at our place," I said and I didn't even let him respond before I ran off holding back the tears that were threatening to fall down my small cheeks.

I got to Nick's place and knocked on the door crying and I fell into his arms as soon as he opened the door. "Oh my god, what's wrong?" when he said that I realized it wasn't him, his voice sounded completely different so I looked up as tears were running down my cheeks and noticed it was a blonde-haired guy that I had never met before. It must be one of Nick's friends. "Oh god, I'm so sorry!" I said as I quickly got up embarrassed "Hey, it's okay. You must be a friend of Nick's?" he responded in a gentle, caring voice "Y-yeah, I am," I responded with a sniffle "Okay, let's get you inside, want to talk about it?" he said softly and carefully led me inside and shutting the door behind us "I-i don't know," I responded and started playing with my fingers nervously "it's okay, don't worry," he said kindly and took me to where Nick is which is in the living room on the couch. As soon as I saw him I ran over to him and jumped into his lap as tears started to pour out of my eyes more and more. "Hazzy, what's wrong?" Nick asked me softly as he rubbed my back "C-can you just hold me, I don't want to talk about it right now," I sniffled as I clung onto him "Yeah, of course," he responded and held me tightly to his chest. I closed my eyes and slowly fell into a deep sleep in the arms of one of my best friends. 

In the morning when I woke up I saw that Nick was fast asleep and the blonde dude was also asleep beside him. I quietly got up and slipped my shoes on before leaving the house quietly. I didn't want to have to explain any of this to Nick, it was too painful to talk about. However, I didn't want to go home either...and on top of that, I have to go to the studio later today to practice with the boys. I can't face Louis. Not yet anyway, maybe I could go shopping for a bit and then go home. Yeah, I'll do that. 

When I got to the mall I started walking around the mall looking for a store to go into, I was about to go into a store that Zayn had suggested go to but right when I was starting to enter I saw two boys holding hands and coming out of the store with a Victoria Secret bag and the shorter boy looks so happy and gave the other boy a big kiss. I smiled to myself thinking they were a really good couple and continued walking into the store that I had just entered but while I was shopping the two boys came to mind again and that's when a great or maybe not-so-great idea popped into my mind.