Bullied Nash grier (On Hold)

Chapter 3

Emma Marie

Next morning I woke up fresher then ever I showered and brushed my teeth.I walked out of my bathroom and picked an outfit.I wore black leggings,grey muscle tee,and a black leather jacket.

I put on my boots,grabbed my wallet and head out the door.I made my way to Starbucks to order me a latte.After I got my latte I made my way through the mall to look for a phone.I went into AT&T and found the right phone.iPhone 5s black with a sparkly cover.I paid for my new phone and I couldn't wait to open it up happily.

I've been using my phone for the past two hours.I just couldn't seem to help it.It was so interesting.I watched YouTube videos,vine,and Instagram posts.After I made accounts to every thing I just started watching Netflix.

After about awhile I started to take my therapy session today.I walked all the way there and made my way inside."Hi I'm here for my therapy session.My name is Emma Marie".She looked at her computer as she gestured me the way to go.

I walked inside and made my way to the room and sat down as the most beautiful women stood in front of me."Hello you must be Emma.I'm Amanda Clark I'm your therapist.So today I wondering if you will tell me about yourself".

"I'm Emma Marie,I'm 17 years old.I have no life,friends,or parents.My mom left me as a kid.I never really knew what she looked like.She left me to deal with all this situations in that household.She thought she was a model.But she never was my role model I never followed her foot steps and I never will.My so called dad abused me for her mistakes.Do you know what it feels like to not be worth it and to actually see people tell you your not.They make you feel like trash.I hate therapy they think they can help you.But no.They can't turn it around and fix it.But after all,were all human right? I'm not coming back because I don't need this I'm sorry".With that I walked away not wanting to listen to her.
I don't need help.Its my life and I'm old enough to manage on my own.

Amanda Clark

I wrote down everything she has been saying and put in a file as she made her dramatic exit.After I was done I put myself in tears.I never so someone have so much courage but be weak at the same time.Wow she grew so big.Practically an adult.
"Ms.Clark should I write her down as depressed or physical self harm"
I looked at her as I wiped away my tears."No,none of those.Shes my daughter".She closed the door as I drowned in my own thoughts.

Emma Marie

I made my way into my room and sat down.Was it to harsh? I mean I hate people coming to me and thinking they can help.They don't know anything about me and the think they can fix it.Bullying is not a joke it's a serious situation and if they think they can help I don't want any help.I know I'm capable on my own.

After I brushed my teeth I thought I would just go to sleep since I have school tomorrow and would have to wake up early then ever.

Next morning I did my normal routine and just wore some random black jeans with a pink t-shirt.I wore it with a white blazer and some ankle boots.I grabbed my bag and walked my way to school.I wish I had a car.At school it was normal nothing happened but people were being nice to me then ever.

After gym I made my way to last period which is history.I sat down as everyone came in.Oh I forgot Nash is in this class."Hello class today we will be learning about the civil war and everyone would have to make a project with partners".Everyone groaned as I just nodded at what he was saying.

"Okay I'm picking your partners so don't be to happy.Jessica with Max,Samuel with Dustin,Brandon with Katy,Nash with Emma,and Lina with josh.These projects will be due at the end of the week.So for the rest of the hour get to know your partner".

I just waited for Nash to stand up and make his way towards me.He sat down as everything went awkward."So.....this project what do you want to do?".I looked through my book for answers."Um we can do anything".
"How about since you and I don't have ideas come to my house today at six if that's alright and will think of some things".

Woah am I hearing correctly.Me as in Emma Marie going to Nash Grier's house as in former bully.

"Um yea that's ok six it is see you then".We exchanged numbers and
I parted from my seat and made my way to the school doors and headed home.

I dropped my back as I scroll through my phone to find nothing interesting but the time which read 5:30.Shoot I have to meet Nash at his house.I didn't change my clothes but burst through the door and started walking.Most people would dress up for just a study date with Nash Grier for his looks.

But with Nash I don't even think I would ever look beautiful for anyone anymore.I finally made it with five minutes late.I knocked the door as the door opened to see Nash in nothing but sweatpants."Hey,come in.My parents are out with my sister and my brother is at a friends house so it's just you and me".I nodded as we sat down and we're finding ideas for our civil war project.He tried to make me laugh or smile but failed.I never smiled at anyone before so I don't know what it looks or feels like to.Since I only smile to myself.

"Can I ask you something and this is out of the ordinary".I look at him and just turn away from his bright blue eyes."How come you never smile".He said."Why do you care?".
"I'm just asking".He said aggressively."You took the smile away from me like blowing dust off a platform".He looked away and I just checked the time and it was ten already.Wow time files by."I have to go home it's getting late".

"Oh okay is your dad or mom coming".I stopped in my tracks and turned around."My mom left me as a kid and my dad is in jail".I didn't mean to make him feel guilty but it hurts to even tell someone something like that.

"So how did you get here?".He said standing up."I walked".I grabbed myself an made my way out the door."Hey hey slow down.Let me walk you,outside really isn't a safe environment at night".He said taking the grip off my arm.

"It's alright I think I can manage on my own".I made my way on the side but got caught again."Emma please just let me take you I don't want anything to happen to to you".I said a soft sorry since he practically begged to take me.

The walk was a pretty comfortable silence.I kind of enjoyed it.We made it to the front door of my apartment and stopped."So I guess I'll see you on Monday".I said to him awkwardly."Yea,i guess but Emma can you um go to the movies with me on Saturday".

"No I'm sorry I don't give myself out like a toy on sale.I'm not $2.99 I'll tell you that and I'm definitely not going out with Nash my former bully if you remember through your thick head".I thought how about I take an advantage of this moment since nobody really was around."Oh so you want to start slow it's alright I'll go on my own.For fact a simple no would of been ok".

I mumbled a whatever and made my way inside as I laughed for no reason at his remark.Thats me for you at laugh for no reason.I made my way in my and sat down as I looked at my phone at an unknown message.

Unknown:It's Amanda Clark.We need to talk.