Bullied Nash grier (On Hold)

Chapter 2

Emma Marie

White walls,beeping machines,and needles in my arm is all I see.Great I'm in a hospital.I beep the button waiting for a nurse to come in as she rushed through the door.

"Great you awake,we checked your x-ray which seems to be you have broken bones and cut up skin.We made you an appointment to a therapy session to make sure your ok.Any questions?".She said with the brightest smile in her face.

"Yea where's my dad?" I said looking at her curiously."Um your dad has been arrested for attempted murder of his daughter and will be paid a fine and will pay for your hospital bills".I quickly as I was in my in my thoughts.My so called dad is arrested.He's gone.Yes,yes,yes but where do I go from here.
No home,no relatives,or parents.I've been saving money for so many years working at a small cafe.Maybe,i'll buy an apartment and start living on my own.

Three days later I was taken out of the hospital and back to my disaster of a home.I packed my remaining clothes and any other thing I needed and walked out.I found an apartment two days ago at the hospital computers.It didn't seem to much pay.Three bedrooms,2 bathrooms,kitchen,And a big living room.Seems enough for me.

The walk was very long since I left this morning an I'm here at four.I chose a couple hours away so my dad wouldn't find me.

I walked in the elevator and clicked five as the elevator moved.I walked out and opened to my apartment and set my bag off my shoulder.

Here it is,a new beginning,a new life on my own.I guess this isn't so bad.I decided not to unpack and just drift on to sleep.I found the master room and just laid down on the floor with a small pillow and blanket.

The next morning had me up and running.I was going to be late to school again.I did my normal morning routine and wore random jeans,t-shirt,and I grabbed my boots and run out.

I took the bus to school and walked in not only to see a crowed but see people watching a video.Everything just seemed to be in slow motion.Nobody utters a word,or a movement.I made my through the crowed to see what was going on.But what I saw is something I could never make my mind around.

"Jade black has committed suicide yesterday night with pills and multiple standings on the stomach.Teachers are advised to have meetings with their students to not commit suicide and talk to someone".

I turned away from everyone not wanting to look at anybody.I didn't have to time to speak,look,nor breath.I just froze.The one person in my life is gone.Whats a life with no friends,no family,no places to be.What am I supposed to do now.I can't even stop shaking at the thought of my best friend passing away.

I started walking back home since I didn't have the urge of learning anything today.Why would she do that.She was my best friend,why didn't she talk to me,or tell me what's wrong.I made my way in my apartment and sat down.How about I kill myself and see what people feel.

I can't do that to myself.I have so many things I want to do,like search for my mom,and find a person who will love me.But everybody just seems to be walls to me.I make my way to the bathroom to look myself in the mirror.
My eyes are all red,I'm shaking wondering if I should drink this cup of bleach or not.I'm alive and I should be happy.I can't keep bring myself down like this it's not healthy but why am I like this? Why are people like this? But nobody will dare give you an answer.

Next morning I woke up getting myself ready for school.After I was done with my outfit I walked out.I stopped at the grocery stores for some flowers to put on jade's grave.I set the flowers gently on the grave as I whispers a soft I'm sorry.
I made my way to school and walked in.

Everybody seemed to be happy as they offered me high fives and a couple hey's.Weird I thought.I made my way to my locker to see Nash Grier and his squad.Along with his girlfriend.

"Emma we are so sorry for your loss and the way we treated you.It was not a way to treat anyone especially a human.We hope you can forgive us".I looked at them as if there serious.

"No,your sorry means nothing to me.You hurt me and killed the one person who made me feel beautiful.What has she ever done to you? Nothing,am I right?.Just leave me alone and if you ever were sorry I would never in my whole life believe you even if my life depended on it".

With that I slammed my locker shut and walked to my class.I felt something I never felt in so many years or should I say ever.Courage.

I was so proud of my self that I finally smiled to myself which I hadn't done in so long.