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Today is Saturday, yesterday I stayed at home, avoiding everyone and everything.

But I have to go into the office today. And I dread it so much going there because I don't want to see the looks on the girls' faces.

They probably pity me, and that is the last thing I need from anyone right now. I don't need pity from anyone, if this is what Kylian decides, then what can a person do?

Ugh, Kylian.

I let out a sigh as I sat up straight looking around my room, with one eye open.

I pat the covers around me and stand up. After taking a look at my phone to check the time I realized the time was ticking towards nine am and made my way to the bathroom.

After I took a shower, I went into my closet to pick out what I want to wear today. Just because I'm feeling down, doesn't mean I have to look like shit.

I smile as I take in the outfit I chose in front of me. I quickly put it on and grab some sleek black glasses, with a small white heel.

I went to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water.

I got all of my things together and went to the garage. I pulled out of the garage, later today I'm going shopping for a new car.

I'm excited.

I press the button and closed the garage door and made my way to the office.

When I pulled up in front of it, I saw all the ladies were in today. Fuck.

I collected my bag and the water and made my way to the door.

When I closed the door behind me, and turned to the ladies, they all looked a bit shocked.

"Morning everyone," I smile at them and went to my office, after hearing them greeting me back.

I locked the door behind me and pulled my laptop out, and drowned myself in my work because I did not want to even think about Kylian.

And yes, I'm very aware that I admitted that I'm in love with him to him last night. I'm just trying not to think about it.

Was it dumb? Well I don't know, because it felt like a weight off my shoulders but what he decides to do with that information is gonna make or break us.

Us?

Then a knock on the door pulls me out of my thoughts.

I looked up and went towards the door, unlocking it.

It was Maya.

I gave her a tight lipped smile and opened the door to let her in.

I closed the door behind her and as she sat down on the seat in front of my desk. I plopped down on my seat and looked at her.

"How are you doing?" she asked. I let out a sigh and rubbed my eyes. "Well, I'll be okay" I say frustrated.

"I really don't want anyone's pity Maya, I really do appreciate you coming in here," I say giving her a small smile.

She nods, "Don't push me away" she whispers.

Maya has become my best friend. Or at least is that what you call it?

Maya was one of the first agents I appointed here. She has been through all the ups and downs with me and Rose as well.

She helped me through my last breakup, literally helped me. She had to come to my house and literally feed me because I had no energy to eat or at least eat at all.

"Maya" I say warning her. She raised her one eyebrow and tilted her head to the side.

I tsked and look out the window.

"Well what do you want to know? How I'm feeling like the most embarrassed piece of shit on earth?!" I screamed a little, "Do you want to know how, I cried for him, how he spoiled my whole evening, broke my heart a-and I don't even know what to do anymore," I say tears forming in my eyes, "He is out in public with Erin acting all lovey dovey but just the other night he stayed at mine?" I say looking down.

I looked down at my hands, they were shaking, I looked up at her as my breathing sped up, "Maya?" I whisper as she jumped up.

"Okay Idalia, come on breathe with me" she says as I felt my throat closing up.

I looked up at her and followed what she was doing.

After a few minutes I felt alright. I stood up and hugged her. I felt tears falling down my face.

"I don't know what to do" I whisper to her.

"Everything will be okay" she says hugging me tightly.

I nod and pulled away, wiping my eyes and nose with the tissues on my desk, "Thank you Maya" I say.

I looked at the time and it was twelve pm. I had to be at the car dealership at one pm. I tell Maya that I had to leave now, she nodded and went out of my office.

I packed all my things up and closed the door, I turned around to lock it and tossed the key in my bag.

When I turned around Kylian stood at the entrance of the building. I locked eyes with him and started walking towards the door.

"Bye ladies" I say passing their desks.

As I approached the door Kylian stopped me.

I looked up at him with a annoyed expression.

"Idalia, please listen to me" he says and glanced back seeing the girls left their desks and are in the lounge area, giving us space.

I love my girls so much.

"Did you cry?" he asked, I ignored his question.

I take a look at my phone, "Well I have somewhere to be in an hour, so talk" I say looking up.

He nodded, "I'll talk to my manager and set all of this right, please Idalia, I swear I'm gonna make this right" he says.

I nod, I really didn't know what to say right now.

"I'm in love with you" he says.

I felt my breath hitch in my throat and I looked up at him. What?

"I'm so sorry, I didn't want to admit it to myself in the first place, it was this way since the first time I met you, I don't know how that is possible to feel this way about someone in this short amount of time...I'm really sorry, I'll make this right, take you on th-" he say as I cut him off.

"Stop talking" I smile and closed the distance between us.

At that moment, nothing else mattered. It was just us in this world as our lips moved in sync, made for each other. I tied my hands at the back of his neck as his hands went to my waist.

I smiled and pulled back, we both looked at each other with so much emotion and he pecked my lips one more time.

"I have practice to go to" he says and I nod.

"We'll talk later," I say as he walked backwards out of the building.

I followed him and blow him a quick kiss as he climbed into the car. I went to my car and climbed in.

What just happened? I shook my head and smiled, starting the car.

Let's go look for our new baby.