FAMILY

CHAPTER 19: FRUSTRATION

AUTHOR POV 

Sanha came towards seok ah held her hands in his and kneeled before her, His eyes were glued to the ground, he couldn't have the courage to see her eyes, face her, and he said Sorry. He hired a man to stalk them and used jinwoo's card and registered ID to buy a sim card and cooker he was the one who sent them threats he again said sorry meanwhile binnie and Tina went and hugged jinwoo as he was going to collapse due to burst of emotion, they couldn't believe their ears what they were hearing they were too stunned to speak, meanwhile seok ah was standing there as a statue not knowing what to say blood was still trickling down her neck even when eunwoo was holding a handkerchief on her wound, her bruises on the hand due to the rope tied on her hand was still burning she was sure if she says something here it would come out rude and she never wanted that,
She just told eunwoo"eunwoo-yah let's go from here I don't want to be here" her voice was soulless as if she wanted to give up her voice was not something that a person would have full of life, eunwoo nodded he was still holding her from the side and he took her from there he picked her up bridal style as she was looking lifeless she had no energy even to take a step her face was drained out of all of life, her body was still covered in kerosene and the smell was still strong eunwoo covered seok ah with his jacket and walked away binnie and tina gave their assurance form their expression that they will handle here, while on the door again eunwoo's steps were stopped by seok ah she made him turn towards them and said "tina please don't arrest him and don't take any actions it's a family matter" tina nodded as tears formed and her vocal gave up sanha was still on the floor kneeling down and crying badly as soon as he heard seok ah guilt word wouldn't be enough to express the emotions that were building upon him.
Again eunwoo turned and started walking he didn't want to talk about the arresting topic as seok ah is still sensitive he wouldn't say anything as his words can hurt her right now, he reached towards the car and made seok ah sit in the passenger seat and went towards driver seat and started the car and drove off seok ah was just looking outside the window indicating that she doesn't want to talk right now her mind was wandering into darkness and sadness eunwoo wanted to say many things but understood it isn't the right timing and just kept driving he was glancing towards seok ah time to time only to find that she already slept he just sighed and continued driving.

Meanwhile in jinwoo's old house 

there was only silence anger was building upon everyone as lava in a volcano just the crying sounds even after eunwoo drove off nobody had the strength to move from their places suddenly jinwoo burst out made sanha stand up who was still on the floor whimpering he slapped sanha many times continuously back to back making his face red like a tomato, sanha didn't utter a word as he knew he deserved it and even more than that, jinwoo held sanha's collar and yelled at him " DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE IS THIS THE WAY I RAISED YOU IS THIS THE WAY WE RAISED YOU I DON'T THINK SO JUST BECAUSE OF A MISUNDERSTANDING YOU DID THIS YOU WERE READY TO TAKE THE LIFE OF A PRECIOUS SOUL" he has lost his patience he left his collar harshly and his knees gave and sat on the floor binnie and sanha came towards jinwoo and were trying to make him stand and to leave this place " no binnie he needs to know what he has done" jinwoo said angrily  he again turned towards sanha and said " not only you we all lost minhyuk we all lost him he was too a part of us not only you loved him but we lost him due to our prank i agree to it, but more than anyone else seok ah has suffered due to it she had nightmares, she was terrified and her mental health wasn't in an good condition she believed that it was her mistake that we lost minhyuk, SHE LOST HER FIRST CHILD GODAMMIT" he yelled his lungs out sanha's eyes shot up "what are you saying hyung ?" sanha asked curiously, "yes she lost her child while the incident happened it took a lot of toll on her body and mental health the day when the accident happened she and her child somehow survived she didn't share this with anyone as it was just the first stage but doctors told her she had a risk of miscarriage if she took stress but the death of minhyuk made it worse and all the stress took her child away she asked eunwoo to not tell anyone but he was broken too and came to share with us so that he would feel  better he shared us everything that happened and we were shocked they both have suffered too much in the process it was really hard for us to bring seok ah from the darkness she was finally normal and you did this do you remember you used to call her mom in your childhood and teenage days she would always take care of you as a mom did everything from your food to dresses to everything she even saved your life  when you were in your death bed due to dengue and  your internal bleeding and needed blood tansfusion she was the one who gave you blood as your's and her's were the rare ones and the doctors couldn't arrange for it, doctors refused at first because her body was not producing much blood and it could have taken her life but  she still fought with the doctor as there was no other option even the doctor complied otherwise we would have lost you she was ready to die for you, you idiot and eunwoo he litrerally worked five part time jobs a day for a month so that we could pay your school fees as the money i collected wasn't enough  and so that you could choose your favorite course without hesitation he was the first one who agreed to take care of you when there was no one for me and i had to support you too DID YOU FORGET EVERYTHING DID YOU NOT REMEBER A SINGLE THING HERE EVERYONE BINNIE AND TINA HAS WORKED HARD SO THAT YOU CAN LIVE A COMFORTABLE LIFE YOU PABOYAH AND WHAT DID YOU DO POINT KNIFE ON HER NECK POURED KEROSENE ON HER ARE YOU IN YOUR SENSES I THINK YOU WOULD HAVE BURNED EVERYTHING IN THE FIRE OF MISUNDERSTANDING YOU FOOL!!!" jinwoo poures his heart out he was breathing heavily he punched on sanha's chest continuously as frustration was taking over him he literally was ready to kill right now but he couldn't as he was his brother, "even now i know they both wouldn't punish you for what you did as seok ah just asked tina to not arrest you but you with a foolish mind wouldn't understand the reason why we couldn't tell you" he chuckled sadly.

Right now sanha wanted to dig a 10 feet hole and wanted to bury himself after what jinwoo told him but a phone call stopped their talk it was eunwoo's call what they heard made them panic and ran towards the door even sanha was with them jinwoo stopped as he didn't want sanha between them but binnie said " no hyung let him come let him see what his stupidness has caused "jinwoo nodded as binnie was right too. 

WITH EUNWOO 

We reached our home and parked the car and was waking up seok ah but she wasn't responding I panicked as I realized that she has passed out I immediately started the car and drove to the nearest hospital and called binnie and said that seok ah passed out they said they are coming I gave them the address I don't know what to do all types of things are rushing over my mind what happened today was not her fault I know her she wouldn't say anything to sanha and would again take all the blame saying she was the one due to which sanha got hurt and took this step but no it is wrong I will talk to her but first she needs to get treated she has lost so many things she has suffered so much I can't let and see her suffer more I rushed inside the hospital with her in my arms nurses came and took her in a stretcher but I wasn't ready to let her hands go but I had to as nurses forced me to leave and said I could not come inside during the treatment.
 I was broken don't know what to do my mind was blank all of today's events started playing in my mind how she was so happy when we decided to go to the mall she was genuinely smiling and at the end of the day that smile was snatched away from our beloved even if seok ah forgives him I can't after what he did maybe seok ah will stop his arrest and forgive but I can't, this is happening because of me I couldn't protect her nor our child I could do anything for her even kill for her but what should I do when the person I want to kill is my own brother he will be punished I will not leave him just because he is my brother and I started crying while heads in my palms suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder comforting me, I lifted my head and saw binnie patting my shoulder I got up and hugged him tightly crying like a baby he patted my back to make me calm "eunwoo-yah it's not your fault you did everything you could" binnie said to calm me down tina and jinwoo hyung also joined binnie and hugged me tightly "no binnah i couldn't protect her i did nothing for her even if i want to punish that man how could i do i have raised him with my own hands i couldn't protect my child i always said that i will keep her safe but here she is because of me she is here lying on the hospital bed i can't see her like this" i said in one breathe and cried more "aniya eunwoo-yah all this just happened because of a misunderstanding don't blame yourself it was our destiny our fate and the fact that it wasn't on our side it's miserable it's no one's fault that we ended up here in this situation sometimes some things are bound to happen even if we want to stop we couldn't"  binnie said comforting me again i parted my mouth to say something but saw a person standing at the edge which made my blood boil i immediately broke the hug and went towards him all there followed my gazee and understood where I am going i immediately went towards him and grabbed him collar and punched his face making his nose bleed and again punched him making a bruise on his cheek well he deserved that "HOW DARE YOU COME HERE EVEN AFTER EVERYTHING YOU DID " i was angry at him even if he misunderstood anything it wasn't for him to do this he didn't have any right he was just staring at the ground no one stopped me as even they knew that what he did was wrong "YOU HAVE LOST THIS RIGHT THE DAY YOU CHOSE TO TAKE REVENGE AND NOT UNDERSTAND US SEOK AH BELIEVED YOU SO MUCH BUT YOU AREN'T WORTH OF IT FOR A SINGLE PERCENT" I was again ready to punch him make his face all bloody but doctor called us it was almost 3 hours we were in the hospital 
Doctor what happened is she okay? why did she pass out? everyone started to bombard the doctor with questions he stopped and said "Don't worry everyone she is okay and will gain consciousness in a few minutes the wound on her neck felt like a small scratch but it was deep which made her lose a contagious amount of blood but don't worry we have treated it and the bruises on her hand by the way Mr.cha I would like to ask did she happen to have an accident or something that gave her a shock? I nodded, "Well then you have to take more care of her because the reason she passes out was too much stress that lead to low oxygen levels I hope you understand and take care of her well she is still weak, and it will take one week to completely heal the wound" I nodded and thanked the doctor and we went towards seok ah's room a particular person too followed us but I didn't want seok ah to see him right now " You don't have the right to see her you have lost it and I will deal with you later," I said and pushed him his eyes showed guiltiness and regret but it doesn't change the fact that seok ah is here because of him, we all entered the room and waited for her to gain her consciousness.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL BE THEIR NEXT STEP WILL THEY FORGIVE HIM WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO THEM NEXT? YOU CAN GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS AND TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL.💜💜