It has been three days since I last wrote in here. In order to make up for my rushed entry I will make this one a tad longer. My family and I have been talking about us having strange powers. A theory that I have had was that it was because we are original vampires.
Being the first makes you stronger then the rest. However I wonder something. As I said in my previous entries I have things called limiters. When Abraham started working with me, he conducted rituals and performed bizarre experiments on me. I had grown to incredible heights and become extremely powerful. I became so powerful that he put limiters on me. However if I need to I can remove these limiters at will. My strongest would be level 0 and while I have never had to break that limiter, I believe my power can grow more. Of course I wouldn't call it level -1 or something as foolish like that. While I didn't reveal the limiter information with my family I did suggest a new way to gain power.
I suggested that it may be possible to grow stronger by transforming. It doesn't have to be a drastic change nor a little change but a simple change he to form. I would call this an awakening, as it is power waking up. I don't know how one can awaken as the concept itself is just a theory of mine. However as I write in my notebook and ponder more I think that emotions could be tied to it. Anger makes a human being stronger as it can push them to be more primal and more adrenaline and aggression. However I believe others could achieve awakenings with different emotions.
It would be hard to experiment as there are only a select few of anyone capable. I don't wish to experiment on my family so I refuse to use them. However perhaps I could experiment on myself, I am definitely not a normal vampire nor am I a normal person. I could perhaps achieve a different level of power before I can gain the power of hell by obtaining it. As I write in this notebook I ponder if it's possible to find that pure soul. I should probably do some exploring around this city.
However I think I may have a start. You see despite me being over a thousand years old, I'm only 17 so I must attempt high school if I'm to get a normal job. Maybe I'll find a pure soul in a high school. Luna had apparently went to college along with Dylan and Xander is a sophomore. If I enter high school I'd be a freshmen. But enough talk about that, I must get prepared for my first day tomorrow I will write in this after I attend the school.
