I staired at the white wall of the hotel bedroom.Tears streamed down my face.The sound of Darcy's little giggle flew through my head.
It drove me crazy.I was about to lose my mind.One thought did pop into my mind.But I couldn't do that to Harry and Niall.I promised.I have been clean for a good few months now.
But I had to take my pain away somehow.
Sitting up in bed I looked around the clean shiny room. My heart beat fast.I needed to do this.
Walking to the bathroom Niall's brand new Razer sat on the bathroom sink. 'U can't do this...you promised'i thought to myself.
It was a little to late when I broke the thing in half and pulled out the blade.
Taking multiple breaths I slid the blade on my skin.It stung.But it felt good.Blood rushed down my arm and it the bathroom sink.
Dropping the bloody blade on the floor I watched it hit the ground.
"What have I done?" I asked myself.This wasn't good.But it felt really good!My promise was broken.But this point I didn't care.It took away all of my pain.Darcy's name excaped my mind for a while.But I knew it would come back again.
The clock on the wall read 5:30.Shit!they would be back soom!
Cleaning up my mess i threw the blade away and cleaned up the blood and threw the towels in the hamper.
There were a few bandages in the cabinet. And I used all of them.
The bedroom door slowly opened and i threw the kit under the bed.
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Save Me #2(One Direction Love story)
FanfictionClean from cutting for almost 10 1/2 months Katie loved her life now.A new born baby,a caring boyfriend named Harry,a sweet charming older brother named Niall.Both of their parents were in jail now.So they thought.After a surprise discovery Katie,Ni...
