the ballad of dakota (DISCONTINUED)

Fading friendship

As the bell rung again, I went to my 3rd and 4th period.

History and English.

It's weird that two classes are both combined.

But, I didn't mind.

History was okay but I was pretty decent in English.

However, as I entered the classroom I noticed Anthony again.

And the worst thing is that he sits next to me.

My heart starts to drop more and more deeper. And my spine gets more chills than ever.

As I sat down next to Anthony, the teacher Mr. Scott took attendance. After the attendance, he introduced himself to the whole class. But, it wasn't just a slideshow. He was just babbling and rambling so much about his life and how he got his job.

Meanwhile he explains all of that boring stuff, I seem to notice the note on the corner of my desk. I opened the note.

The note says "wanna go to the bathroom together?". I knew Anthony was trying to do something. So, I closed the note and acted like I never had read that.

It took almost 5 hours for 2 periods just for one teacher could tell us about his life. Which was boring.

When I went to go talk to Linus and calliope I see them on the deep dark blue bench talking.

I walked up and sat down and decided to know what they were babbling about.

'hey charlie, me and calliope are coming up with a plan.' said Linus as he noticed me.

I got more and more curious and more interested what the plan was about.

'ooooh, what's the plan about?' I asked.

'We are planning to make Anthony change! We want to make Anthony change!' said calliope as he adjusted his red glasses that were as red and an apple.

My face changed from interested to worried.

There was a bitter feeling inside my heart that it's not gonna work out.

'guys, I don't know if you know this but I don't think this will work out as planned..' I said in a worried tone.

Linus scoffed both harshly and bitterly.

'C'mon charlie! Don't need to be so negative about it!' Linus said notoriously.

There was a feeling that wants to do it and one that doesn't.

I looked at calliope.

He looked at me as well.

He had a worried look on his face.

I can tell there was something telling me that he doesn't want to but he doesn't want to be so negative about it.

I then looked back at Linus who had his eyes on me.

I proceed to get up from the bench.

'Linus, you have to listen to me. This is not gonna work at all. He's not gonna cha-'
'IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA DO IT THEN GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE AND NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN!!' Linus Interrupts me as I try to explain.

I feel a chilly and bitter feeling down my heart.

I looked at calliope.

He looks away. Which tells me that he was on Linus's side.

I began to start breathing heavily.

This can't be real.

None of this is real.

My eyes began to water.

I turn away from Linus and calliope and proceed to walk away from them.

The administrator of the school noticed and called my dad.

My dad then picks me up.

'hey Dakota sweetie.. is everything okay?' He asks me in a worried tone.

I stay in pure silence.

I didn't wanna talk about it.

'dakota?' my dad says.

I still remain silent.

'dakota if you talk to me then I can't help you. Please tell me what wrong.' my dad says in a more worried tone.

More water starts to form from my eyes.

'Dakota..?' my dad says.

My ears start to only hear the sound of static.

My heart starts racing.

I sobbed nonstop.

As we went back home, my dad opened the from door and I quickly rushed into my room.

And as I entered my room I quickly locked the door.

I just wanted to be alone just for a moment.

I sat on the floor and I start looking at the floor.

I then look at the drawer that was at the very bottom.

I opened it and grabbed the "special" things that will always cheer me up.

The things I grabbed were a razor, a Sharp knife, and a hard covered book where the front cover is covered in blood.

I looked at the 3 of the objects.

I picked the razor.

I put the razor down on my arm and swiped my arm with the razor.

I did the same thing but inserted the razor deeper into my arm.

Blood starts dripping on the floor.

I start to form more tears than ever.

The whole floor was covered in blood.

My dad starts twisting the door knob and banging on my door.

'DAKOTA RIVERA HONEY PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR.' My dad yells in a crying tone.

I sat there frozen.

I then got up and lied down on my bed and slept.

I tried my very best to make everything gone.

Everything that has happened, gone

Everything that has ever happened the day before, gone.

I wanted all of that gone.

I don't wanna remember any of it.

I proceeded to grip the sheet of my pillow.

Water continues to form in my eyes.

I can't stop.

'Please..
Not here..
Not now..
Not today..'

I thought.

Then I slowly proceeded to slowly cry myself to sleep after everything that has ever happened today.

Today was a bad, terrible and atrocious day.