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CYN 💋

After putting Lucky on blast after he fucked Aurry, I didn't bother to look nor talk to his ass. He's in a relationship with my ass but he fucking another bitch ? And just when I thought he was different from other niggas. He around like a little hoe fucking Aurry's stank loose shit. This shit was ridiculous!

It was Thanksgiving and my mother and I were going to Lucky's crib for dinner. I didn't want to but I promised his mother and she liked me for her son but her son was a hoe. She didn't know what he son was out here doing honestly. 

Making my way towards Lucky's house door while holding some stuff my mama cooked made me frown alittle. Lucky swung the door open dressed in some True Religions and A white Ralph Lauren Shirt with all white Nikes. I handed him the tray of food and walked into his clean house holding onto my Michael Kors purse. I didn't even bother to look at him or greet him either.

" Hi Cyn ! " Lucky's fourteen year old sister Leah greeted as she smiled. She had a nice sundress on and her jet black hair in a curly cut. She had some makeup on but she didn't look grown.

" Hey Leah, You look good girly. " I spoke as she smiled showing off her braces, her eyes gloomed as she smiled.

" Thank you, so do you. " I followed her into the kitchen where I met and greeted Lucky's mother. Samantha Johnson, I stood a bit taller than her but her completion was beyond pretty. She was beautiful and had a great sense of style.

" You must be Cyn ? " She spoke, I nodded and shook her hand as she smiled. She then turned and looked at my mother.

" Samantha ? "

" Karri ? " Lucky's mom remarked looking back at my mother. They smiled at each other as they embraced each other.

After a while more people of Lucky's family came over. He had a big ass family and they all supported each other. I didn't bother to talk to Lucky at all,  I caught him looking but I was not about to make the first move. This shit honestly hurts, here I was acting to his family like we were good and all but deep down I was hurt by his actions. What did I do for him to cheat?

While sitting on the couch I spotted Aurry walking in. Both Lucky and Aurry hugged after she pecked his cheek, while his hand traveled to her ass. I rolled me eyes trying to push back the tears that wanted to fall out my eyes. I couldn't believe big girl Cyn was crying over a fuck boy, I had strong ass feelings for Lucky. My heart pounded as I watched Aurry walk past with Lucky hand in hand to a room, I got up after a couple of seconds and followed.

From the crack of the door I saw Aurry bending in front of Lucky trying to kiss him.

I seriously couldn't believe this.

Aurry

I didn't want Cyn's man, I just wanted to play mind games. She was a dumb bitch and that's what I saw her as. She always got the attention when it came to boys, which made me feel like the third wheel.

I left Lucky's room after we talked about not communicating anymore. He didn't want to hurt Cyn and as an ex friend this isn't right. I pecked his cheek before walking out the room where I saw Cyn standing there wiping her tears drinking a drink. She gave me a death stare as I asked away putting my head down. 

What has happened to me? I stabbed my friend in the back cause she had a perfect relationship that I couldn't have. I felt so bad deep down and I wanted to change the feeling but I couldn't. We've been there for each other and I just turned around and did her wrong. 

Collecting my stuff and saying my goodbyes as I made my way to the front door to leave.  The cold air hit me as I continued to walk out to this boy I fuck with from time to time, Darwins house. He was this guy I have feelings for and we've been messing around for a while now but nothing really serious. Clearing my mind as I walked to his crib, I prayed before I reached his section only cause where he lived wasn't as safe as where I stayed. Darwin was my weakness and I love him. Sad but true.

Lucky

Sitting on the couch after everybody left besides Cyn and her mother which was coo'. Cyn wasn't talking to me and I didn't know what to do so I just sat in silence. Leaving it at that I turned my game on and started playing my shit. My phone was ringing off the hook and aint shit I could do about it cause it was money making time. But, the only thing that was in my way was my family and my girlfriend. I didn't want to leave to go handle business, so I'd just call it a night and chill around.

" Lucky, Karri and I are going to the store to pick up some stuff real quick. So behave, " My mama said grabbing her coat.

" I gotcha', " I spoke, I was about to smoke a blunt and sip some henny before she came back home and then I would make my way out.

" Leah! Lets go! " My mama yelled as Leah came out with her coat on. We said our byes and they was out the house leaving Cyn and I alone.

Cyn quickly grabbed her ear buds and put them in her ears as she listened to love songs. Shawty was lookin' fine as fuck and I needed ta' stop acting up and focus on one girl. I don't like it when my babygirl don't talk to me but she looks fine as fuck at the same time. It was a good ass ten minutes and I kept seeing baby girl close her eye and scrunch up her nose as she put her hand on her face. When she did that, I knew she wanted to cry. I could sense that baby girl wasn't in the right mind set and with me not talking to her, put her in a thinking stage where she was all in her feelings.

I spotted a tear fall from her eyes as she quickly tried to wipe it away. The second tear came along and as her man I wiped it away and began to speak.

" I'm sorry baby girl. I know I fucked up in the past couple of days and I'm sorry. "

" No you're not Lucky! You got me in my feelings and shit while you bussin' knuts in another bitch! You got this bitch sending you pictures of her naked body and you sweet talking to her like you don't have a girl! You putting me on hold for a temporary side bitch ! And that bitch isn't even on my fucking level ! Come on now. " Cyn snapped looking at me. Everything she said was true and I didn't have a reason why I did it. She clentched her jaw and raised her eyebrow as she tucked her arms under her breast.

" Look ma, I'm sorry. Lemme make it up to you. "

" Yeah, you can make it up once you drop them hoes . "

" I already did. "

" That's a damn lie ! What happened to that other girl after Aurry ? Remember that stank that you was messing around with? I seen the messages . "

I sighed and sat back looking at Cyn, I didn't know what to say.

" You caught me. I fucked up and I'm sorry. "

Cyn sighed and began to cry, she took a quick pause and looked at me "I don't think this is going to work anymore." Cyn said in a low tone.

" What you mean? We're going to fix this together. " I stated looking at Cyn.

" No Lucky, this is all on you. Youre going to fix this by yourself, youre the one who fucked up and got our relationship the way it is now." Cyn answered as she wiped her tears, the room went silent and Cyn continued on sheding tears as she listened to music. Just sitting there thinking to myself how badly I fucked up, both our mom and my little sister walked in.

" Uh, whats the matter?" My mama said as she looked at Cyn, her eyes were bloodshot red and she wipped her tears as fast as she could.

" Oh nothing just my allergies acting funny. " Cyn lied while trying to smile to cover everything up.

I sighed and looked at Cyn, " Nah, Its my fault she like this. I got caught messing with this girl." I admitted.

It takes a boy to sit there and not say anything but a Man to admit to his mistakes.

Just a little filler ♥

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