My Cure | Kim Taehyung ✔️

13: Taehyung

Taehyung

Trust. Trust. That's what she doesn't do now... She won't believe anything. It has been past 6 hours, I haven't seen her. I haven't talked to her. She's locked up in her room singing that I don't know. I knock on her door. Yeah, she's stubborn. She wanted a separate room. And she got one.

She said. 'I want to be alone for a moment.'

And again, I texted her so many times yet she just kept it seen.
How rude.

I just spilt everything to her. I didn't leave any cramps. From the beginning why I married to someone else? And I didn't come back to her. Why did I break my promise? She listened to me to care. Each detail. She kept questioning and noting in her small head.

I am so worried, about how I will face her. Again. But I want to face her again. I want to kiss her so badly. And just make her mine already. But...does she even love me anymore?

I'm such a jerk. No one loves me. No, it's time to get Tylor back. I can't be so lost. Get yourself together Taehyung. You can't be weak. She went through so much. You can't even handle this?

No right? I need to do something.

I need to make her feel special. I want to show her that I'm genuine. I want her to make the happiest.

I have to make her trust me.

And for that, I have to talk to her. The soon, the better. Now, I can't act so cowardly. I'm at the edge of the mountain now. If I can't do this, I'll regret each day I prayed for this day. I have to go and meet her. But how? She is locked up in her room. And I can't help but think of something, she won't appreciate it.

Should I give her time alone? But it's already 11:01 pm. She didn't have her dinner. Since afternoon. She kept herself locked up.

No, I'll just barge into her room through her open window. No, I'll just ask for a key from the manager. But I can try calling her right?

Yes, do that Taehyung.

I picked up my phone which was lying on my bed. It was already 11:30 pm.

Ah, I can't help it out. I have to go to Khushi and request a key to her room. I know he'll be me to know the truth but I can't help it. I took a fat pase to his room. As I passed many rooms I was worried. I know she's fine. But I am getting a worried vibe.

I don't know why I'm being so restless. I hold a breath and released it. Calm a fucking down Taehyung. You don't have to do this. You have to wait for her. She decides to either be with me or not. It's her decision. It's not mine.

She has the right to choose whatever she wants. I know I'll be left broken. But I can't be this selfish. I have to make her know that she's not wrong anyway. I quite have the feeling that she's blaming herself right now. She's thinking that she should have been quiet and not said such things to me. But I deserved it.
Slowly I took a step back to my room and sighed.

I fucked up a big time. This would be not happening if I just would've told her beforehand but thought, I'll just bury it in the grave. And just let go of her after the contract ends. Cause I can't see her sad anymore. She deserved peace and happiness.

She deserves to be loved not to cry so much.

I closed the door at my back and I broke down. I was in tears. I sat down touching the door. I can't all voices but. I want her to be happy but why I'm just an ass?

"I'm sorry...." I sobbed as I hung my head low and felt ashamed.

I was such a coward.

I could've I would've.

But I couldn't, wouldn't.

Flashback

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" I sobbed looking at the people around me. They started throwing cockroaches at me.

After I got married to Yoo Ah, she and her stepfather started abusing me.

They are the ones who destroyed our business and now hyung told us that they'll help us? Huh, they are just enjoying seeing their enemy's son being crushed.

"Please! Stop it, Hoon Jang! I beg you! Leave our son alone. He has nothing to do with this thing. Let him go!" appa screamed. A tear rolled down my cheeks.

"What? Do you think? I'll do that. He rejected my daughter and said he doesn't want to marry her! How dare he!"

"I'm sorry! I was wrong! Please. I will die if you guys continue to do this. I'm so scared is this." I begged them.

My hands were becoming red and red. My body parts started itching and I couldn't breathe.

"Oh, you want to live? Then you know what you'll do!"

"Yes! I'll-m-arry, your daughter,"

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I just should've died there. I was always selfish. If I didn't say that I'll marry her. I would've not able to hurt Tylor.

Well, how I escaped? After one month of my marriage. Our business was doing fine again. My and my hyung were collecting evidence to get them in jail. And blessing came. They were all suspected that they messed up the world's biggest companies and killed many alliances, after that, they got arrested and I was back to being normal. Guy. Yet, I started working on my dream again. I wanted to go back to Tylor, but I heard that once she came to me for finding her love. But she finds out that, ik already married. My hyung lied to her and showed all the photos to make her believe she came to the USA, especially alone and to my house. And after that, I tried talking to her, but she just won't listen. I would call her but she never picked up. She blocked my number. I would call her again with different numbers but when I say her name, she will immediately block me.

How disgraceful was I?

I continued for years or 3 years and after that I mentally and physically became ill. I started to throw tantrums and was moody most of the time. Later I found out, I have bipolar disorder. Due to the itchiness and allergies, I had some surgery as my internal glands were weak too for not eating and taking care of my body.

I felt more and more guilty each day...

But after 10 years, I stopped blaming myself. I started to not think about it and directly take a step out of the USA and shifted to Korea. And when I'm back, I closed my shits when I saw Yoon Huna's death poster. It was rumoured that she was dead because of her ill-fated husband and for that reason, her ex kept on threatening me that he'll kill my beloved ones...

How stupid was he? But first to find out that I had a lover here and that's how Tylor becomes a target.

The day at the parking lot. When I told her about kissing her if she curses me. I said that because I saw him eyeing her. He couldn't hear us but I wanted to hide her from him.

Now he can't do anything because she's inside the house 24/7 hours and that's why I asked the maids to look after her and not to make her go out when I'm not around.

I know he's still trying to track us but he wouldn't be able to. I have a lot of security here so she's safer here.

I just don't know how and when this sadness will go away and just make everything fine.

I hope whatever it is, Tylornisnt blaming herself.

I miss her....so much.