My Cure | Kim Taehyung ✔️

14: Precautions

Tylor

It has straight 7 hours since I didn't go out of the room. It was dark...and I was alone.

Trying to not cry my lungs out.

He was doing all this for his family and right now he's protecting me.

And I was blaming him for being selfish? That's so rude Tylor. I have myself even harder now.

But still, I find it hard to believe that Taehyung... did not betray me anyway it was me who was being delusional. And I'm to be blamed. He was being tortured. Standing so weak and alone. I was yet alone but I had good people around me-he was not at all with any good ones. His family was suffering and they never thought of towing care of him. I hadn't left the place and tried to talk with him, maybe I could've been a help. I could've saved him from those happening, but I? Ignored him. Ignored his calls. Texts. And almost his existence and always kept bitching about him...

I'm numb. He went through so many things but didn't ask for anything and currently he's worried for me, he's worried for me that ik dedicating a song to someone else who's not him. He thinks he's not good. He thinks he is the reason for all the happening when it's none of us... It's just the cruel people... There.

I wish I could kill them but I'm not like them...

Soon, I heard a voice. A crying one.

I walked out of my room and heard Taehyung's room, some cries were coming outside.

I was teary, well... I can't even show my face because of my guilty and listening to him cry when I'm supposed to cry blaming myself. It was unfair.

I sighed and stood in front of her. As I was about to knock, Taehyung opens the door quickly and was rushing somewhere but finding me, he just pulled me into a hug as I flinched at his sudden touch.

"I was wrong, I'm sorry, please forgive me." He said that all at once.

How are you good Taehyung?

I sniffed as I patted his back and said.

"No, it'd not your fault. Taehyung. It was a cruel time. The cruel life. Nones to be blamed." He pulled me into a deep hug.

"Do you even know? How much I was worried, why weren't you coming out? I thought you don't even want to look at me." He complained like a kid.

"Why would I? I always want to look at you and I'm looking forward to looking at you like this," I giggled between my sobs as I pulled him out of the hug.

As we walk inside the room. Taehyung closed the door. This time he completely locked it.

I didn't protest though, I needed some time alone.

"Have you been that lonely Tae?" I raised a question as he back-hugged me.

I was taken back again. I smiled and bent my head to let his fave rest there.

"Yes," He simply spoke out.

"No at friends?" I asked.

"No one," He said. "I have always left out... And I liked being alone... I didn't have any power to maintain the relationship?"

I looked at him making my body look at him.

I want him so badly. I want to make it up.

"So, are you having the power now?" I gave him a hint.

"What do you mean?" He inquired.

Or was just playing dump?

"Is there any way to make your power regain? Can I help you?"