*TWO WEEKS LATER *
Melissa" I heard mum call my seven days years old sister "yes mummy" Lisa replied running down the stairs and I walked slowly behind her "princess stop running down the stairs, you may fall and get hurt" mum told Lisa. I'm older than Lisa with ten freaking years... Mum had some fertility problem after me. "what we having for dinner" Lisa asked "pasta and chicken wings" those were dad's favorite and Lisa at times, mum served our food and Lisa said the grace our meal was silent like every meal after dad's death. "Cassidy what's wrong... why are you so moody" mum asked me, I nodded a no, but she wasn't satisfied I looked up "nothing mum.... I'm good" I said picking on my food, I finally pushed it aside "I'm done" I said standing up "you've not even started yet" mum said, "I lost my appetite" I said "young lady sit down and finish your food" mum said sternly "you don't get it, do you?..... I can't do this, live as if nothing happened" I yelled as I felt a drop of tear on my soft red cheek "he just died and in three months we all act normal" I pushed "Cassidy I know it hurts, but we have to move on.... I know you loved him dearly and he still loves you and Lisa" mum said, Lisa had been sent to the room, but she could hear everything "you made us leave New York and now in LA and we feel like strangers...... mum you know your dying deep inside, you want to take back time and wished you had trusted dad... But you didn't" I cried profusely I ran up and into the bathroom and cried my eyes out, the next morning it was red and puffy
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"so you coming for the party "Liv asked me, Liv was now my closet and best friend, then there was Nicole and chase" I don't know.. really "I told her" you need to be there, it's Alfie's party... Hottest guy, jock, come on "Nicole pleaded" Nico I know, I'm still not in the best of mood " I told Nicole" fine call us if you change your mind " chase said, and I agreed and went home.
I met only Lisa at home," mum is staying over night at work... Yeah she found work "Lisa said" have you eaten "I asked her" yeah mum left some noodles in the freezer... Just microwave it "she said, I hated noodles #horriblewhencold" I'll pass "I said
*FEW HOURS LATER *
Lisa went to bed super early, and I was bored at home, I walked around our new house and saw where a pic of all five of us happy... I have an older brother, Tyler, in college.
I felt my eyes loaded with water, I didn't want to cry, I need to get my mind off things... THE PARTY... I grabbed my phone and called chase "pick me up" I said "cool in two hours" he replied.
I went and had a warm nice bath after which I put on my underwear, black Jean short shorts, a red chiffon top black hoodie cause it was cold and a pair of Grey vans, I did some light makeup, not really a fan, and let my long brown hair loss. I heard chase pull over I grabbed my phone and locked the door, "sweet dreams Melissa" I said in my mind and ran to join the others in the car "so you came" Nicole said "bored at home" I replied.
The party was on fire, different types of alcohol lined up in the bar, grinding action takes place every where "let's go try some shots" Nicole said "just on for me tho" I said after one try, I tried another one and continued, it took all my worries away, I bumped into some one Alfie "wow, new goodie shoes is drunk, first time.. Shocker" he teased "get out of my way dirt" I said, he pulled closer and wrapped his hand around my waist, I was struggling, he then kissed my lips and I melted. Alfred Collins was the god, well defined muscle, six structured abs. He took me to his room up stairs, I couldn't think all I knew was that I liked the feeling. He pulled me hoodie of with my shirt along, he removed his shirt and pants, a minute later we were but naked and her was on top of me, I moaned as he went deeper, he bit on my lower lip and it continued till morning.
